(May) I Fall in Love

Trapped

After the warning that Nevan gave a few days ago in her class, it has now become a trending topic throughout the school. All the students were talking about Nevan's attitude which was so privileging to Haura. Because it also ignited the anger of students who did not like Haura.

Unfortunately they did not dare to harass Haura directly. In addition, another student who joined the body to protect Haura. E Farel. Now the handsome teenager of class XII openly shows his closeness to Haura. No more playing with cats like a year ago.

Just like Nevan, Farel also kept an eye on Haura while at school. But Nevan can't interact directly with Haura because of a promise they've agreed on together, to keep each other at school. As a result, Nevan was only able to watch over Haura from a distance. But it was always around the girl.

If Nevan was only monitoring Haura remotely, then Farel was always there wherever Haura was. When the break came, Farel always met Haura, be it in the classroom, the cafeteria, the library or somewhere else. Except for the female student toilet.

Rumors about Haura as a seductress are increasingly widespread because of the arrival of the teenage girl with Farel. The students who hated Haura were looking at her even more cynically. In fact they speculate that Haura is completely shameless by teasing two men at once.

Haura did not hear those rumors. It was just that the teenage girl pretended to care about her hearing. After all there was no benefit if in the opponent because no matter how hard Haura tried to explain, they would still not believe it. For Haura enough people who know her and love her who know how she really is.  That was what Haura thought.

“For you.” Farel placed a bottle of cold drink in front of Haura then sat down on a chair by Haura's side.

“Why yourself?” farel asked again because Haura did not usually sit alone. There must always be Luna and Adel with her.

“Itu.” Haura pointed towards the place where to order food in their school cafeteria. Luna and Adel seem to be choosing the menu they will order.

Why did only Luna and Adel order? The reason is because if Haura comes in line then it can be made sure there are other students who disturb him under the pretext of accidentally. Like two days ago there was a female student who spilled teokbokki sauce onto Haura's uniform while the girl was queuing to order food. Haura's school uniform is dirty.

But quickly the student apologized under the pretext that he had accidentally. Though both Haura and her two best friends can see clearly that the student actually accidentally bumped his body into Haura.

Not only that, yesterday there was also a female student who crashed into Haura and deliberately spilled her meat sauce in order to hit Haura's skin. Thank goodness Haura swiftly avoided so that the hot meatball sauce did not hit her skin directly. Just spilled and hit the tip of the shoe that Haura was wearing.

Not until there, even one day after Nevan's threat last week, Haura's locker became a place for students who hate Haura to get their grunts out to the girl. How surprised Haura was to find so many letters full of swear words for her in the locker.

*******

“Nevan don't know about this. I beg you to shut up,” Pinta Haura on to her two best friends that day.

Haura really didn't want Nevan to know what was going on because she was afraid that her best friend would do what she said.

“But this can't be allowed, Haura. It's called terror.” Refute Luna immediately.

“I beg. Please keep this a secret. I don't want to further cloud the atmosphere.” Haura stared intensely at the faces of her two best friends. His eyes were full of pleading.

“What do you want? Letting them continue to behave arbitrarily with you? Let them keep bothering you? Okay, if now you say you don't pa-pa. But when will it be? Until we graduate? Are you sure you'll be able to endure all this?” Adel scoffed at Haura with consecutive questions. The real question is more of a statement.

Without thinking much, Haura nodded steadily to her two best friends. “I don't care if they'll keep bothering me. I just don't want to because I, there will be other problems that arise. Problems that will actually harm many people.”

Both Haura and Adel snorted in annoyance at Haura's words. They did not stop thinking, how could Haura always succumb to the situation.

“After all they didn't hurt me physically. So there's nothing to exaggerate.”

“Vernal hardship also can not be underestimated, Haura,” now Luna began to growl annoyed to her best friend. Haura may say do not exaggerate the problems that are in nature now. “Verbal Violence can also be fatal. Can make a person mentally down and can cause prolonged trauma.”

“That's not going to happen. There are you who are always with me. Where might I be down.” Haura forced herself to smile even though her inner self was completely hurt by what was going on.

Lying if Haura does not feel sad because all the students seem to hate her so much. But Haura kept forcing herself to stay strong. Soon he will graduate and will soon leave the school, so there is no need to meet people who are so evil to him. That was always what Haura said to continue to brush off the sadness in her heart.

“Again, kayak gini is no big deal for me. We just need to get rid of all these papers. And the problem is finished.” Though in the recesses of his heart Haura wanted to cry loudly because the swearing written on the papers was really very painful.

Before disposing of all the papers, the teenage girl had read some of the writings contained there. And sure enough, the words written there were able to tear Haura's heart perfectly. Sad and angry. That's what Haura felt.

Cheesy girls don't know themselves.

Poor woman, stupid.

Get out of our school!

How much is your rate per night? Could dong be with me. I'll pay dearly.

And many more that Haura had not had time to read because Luna and Adel pulled the papers forcibly from Haura's hands.

*******

“We are friends and I will always be there for you. You remember, if I promise I will always take care of you.”

“Thank you brother Farel.” The girl smiled wryly at the interlocutor. The distance that Haura herself created made her feel a little awkward talking to Farel. “Haura Just don't want to keep ngerepotin. Brother Farel has helped Haura a lot and all that is impossible to be able to reply. Anyway.”.

“I never ask you to reply to anything I've done for you. I'm sincere. I love you, Haura.”

This was what Haura was afraid of. Haura was afraid that she would hurt Farel even deeper. That man helped her a lot. Accompanying him in his toughest moments a few years ago. However, Haura can only consider Farel as an older brother. There is no feeling of affection like a woman to the opposite sex.

Haura can't pretend to love Farel. It is therefore tantamount to making himself a liar who would hurt people as well as Farel.

“Sister Farel, Haura.”.

“I'm not asking you to return my feelings. I know enough myself that something forced is not very good. That's why I don't want to force you to love me. Just make me a place to share. Can?” Farel smiled warmly at Haura. A smile so sincere. And unfortunately Haura still could not bring out the love in her heart for the owner of the smile.

After stealing Haura's words in the UKS, Farel tried to accept with airy chest that Haura's love was not for her. Although Farel is still stuck on a feeling called Love, but Farel does not want to be selfish by forcing Haura to return his love.  Because the teenage boy realized that from the beginning only he was trapped in the feeling of love. While Haura has been trapped in another love. The love that Farel believed in had grown in Haura's heart for quite a long time. Haura's love is only for Nevan.

Actually since Farel first saw the closeness of Haura and Nevan, Farel was already convinced that Haura liked Nevan. The way Haura looked at Nevan was inversely proportional to the way the remanja girl looked at her.

There is a hidden love whenever Haura stares at the teenage boy who is Farel's rival. Meanwhile, when the teenage girl looked at Farel, all that was there was only the affectionate gaze as a friend or a sister for her brother.

But there was one thing that still stuck in Farel's heart, which was the reason Haura stayed away from him. It is still a mystery that is still being tried by Farel.

“You have me where you share. My shoulders are wide enough for you to lean on. Don't take it all by yourself. Consider me your diary. The story is all the same to me. Hmmm..”

The teenage girl was stunned by Farel's words. His heart ached because it had broken the heart of a man as good as Farel. But love is still love. It did not look to whom he would fall and how he would find his place anchored. No one knows. Even if the person is as good as Farel, if love cannot sprout in the heart, nothing can force him to attend.

Haura simply nodded to her interlocutor.

Afterwards Farel pinched the two gnarled cheeks of Haura.

“Kak Farrel's... Sakiiiittt..” protest Haura which actually makes Smile Farel inflate perfectly.

“The reason you are gemesin. Always install a cloudy face.” Now it was Haura's hair that was targeted by Farel's hand.

“Don't be sad anymore. You can use me as a shield against those who hurt you.”

Farel also opened the cover of his bottle and also the drinks belonging to Haura. Then pushed the bottle back in front of Haura.

Haura smiled sweetly to Farel to display both dimples that made her face even sweeter. The girl grabbed the bottle and swallowed it.

“Now you say to me, who has terrorized you? Let me make them a hodgepodge. I haven't had a fist fight in a long time.”

Haura choked with her drink. His black bead stared horror at Farel. The girl knew very well how Farel's attitude was very fond of physical strength.

If Nevan likes to destroy his opponent by using the power he has. Then Farel

he likes to destroy his opponents with jotos. Two beautiful and perfect combinations. Even Haura was at a loss as to how she could be caught between two men like Nevan and Farel.

The closeness between Haura and Farel was of course the center of attention of all the students in the cafeteria at the time. Even Luna and Adel also abandoned their intention to return to the table that Haura occupied because Farel was already there. The two beautiful teenage girls were very sure that Haura was talking about something serious with Farel. They do not want to be a bully.

Without Haura noticing, there had also been a pair of brown neutrals staring at them with gazes that were very difficult to understand. The figure noticed Haura from a fairly safe distance.

Yeah, it's Nevan. The handsome teenager was also in the cafeteria with Gian and Niko. The intention of his heart was to invite haura to join him. But just stepping a few steps, Nevan was forced to stop his pace because he saw Farel who first sat in front of the haura.

Nevan wants to catch up to Haura's place, but is soon prevented by Niko. “Lo here only. Don't make things worse,” Niko said. Although contrary to his mind, but Nevan chose to follow Niko's advice. Sit back in his place and watch over Haura from there.

Nevan could not hear what Haura and Farel were talking about. His vision stared intently at Farel. His blood seemed to be turbulent when he saw Farel pinch the two cheeks of Haura and rub the tops of the head of the teenage girl who he considered only as his best friend. The two things Farel did were things he loved as well. The handsome teenage jaw had hardened perfectly.

“Love is complicated,” Gian murmured afterwards.

Niko just put her shoulder out. While Nevan really did not hear what Gian said at all because his gaze did not switch in the slightest from the two people who greatly disturbed his sense of sight were talking while occasionally laughing together. Nevan's heart was filled with anger and a foreign feeling that slowly controlled his heart. The feeling of being somehow.... Nevan still refuses to name him.