(May) I Fall in Love

Injure Me... Then Heal Again

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"What if one day I hurt you" Nevan said softly to the girl still in his arms. Leaving aside an occasional bit of excitement due to her broken cry just a moment ago.

Haura clutched Nevan tightly. As if I didn't want to let go of that hug. Seeking calm on the figure he misses the most.

"What if your heart gets hurt because of me?" nevan continued again.

Nevan released her embrace on Haura. Look at the girl in front of him. Traces of tears were still clearly visible on both of Haura's black netra.

"I'm sorry, Haura. Never cry again because of me." Nevan feels very guilty for continuing to menrus makes a girl who is very happy for him to cry because of his actions.

"I'm confused about what happened to me. I'm so tormented if I'm far away from you." This time Nevan was honest with how she felt. Nevan did not care about what Haura would think about her words now. The man just wanted the girl in front of him to know that he was so tormented away from her.

"I can't understand my own feelings. But without me realizing I hurt you because of my attitude" Nevan said regretfully.

Haura looked at Nevan lovingly. There was still not a word that came out from Haura. The girl just listened carefully to every word Nevan said. Haura missed that voice so much. The voice of the man who always disturbed his calm. The voice of the man who has become the owner of his heart. The voice of a man he could never have.

There is a love that can only dwell quietly at the bottom of the heart. A love that does not want to know its presence. Love that chooses to stare without any sense of wanting to settle down. And that is Haura's love for Nevan.

"I get angry every time I see you smile for another man. I'm angry to see you and Farrel" Nevan said.

Nevan rubbed Nevan's head. Pay close attention to Haura's face. "Even I am angry at the tears that dare to take away your smile."

Confession after confession flows beautifully from each of Nevan's sayings. A confession that could be the definition of the word love that Nevan does not want to acknowledge.

"Say something, Haura," said Nevan. Because since then Haura just stared at him without a word coming out of the girl's mouth.

"What should I say if everything you've said," said Haura. "I hate the distance that seems to explain my status in your life."

"It's not because of status or anything, Haura," Nevan said. "I just don't understand what I'm feeling. I just want to understand how I feel...."

"What about me who lost you? Then what about me who lost the figure that always bothered me?" said Haura. Nevan is stunned to hear Nevan's every word.

"Then what about me who feels lonely because no one bothers me when washing dishes, drying clothes and...." Haura smiled looking at Nevan. A ridiculous confession.

"So you need me just to accompany you to wash dishes or dry clothes?" nevan said he did not accept Haura's confession. While Haura just nodded as an answer. A smile was engraved on Haura's face. The girl knew, Nevan must be upset with her.

Of course it was a very annoying confession to Nevan. The handsome man hoped that there would be words full of drama that would come out of Haura's mouth. But Nevan is completely wrong. After that Nevan regretted his confession to Haura some time ago. If he knew that Haura would make such a shitty confession now, it would not feel like Nevan was being honest about what she was feeling.

"So you really feel lonely without me?" 6was Haura teasing Nevan.

That made Nevan even more embarrassed. Nevan's face immediately flushed in embarrassment.

"I expected you would be lonely without me" Haura continued.

"Then what about you?" Nevan lowered her head to match her height to be the same as Haura. Cut the distance between them. Staring directly at Haura's black bead. Even Nevan could feel Haura's breath.

"Don't you feel lonely without me? Didn't that distance torture you so much, Haura Annisa?" asserted Nevan again. A question that was more like an affirmation of Haura's feelings. Nevan tries to find answers to Haura's feelings for him.

"You are my Hauraku. Haura who could never survive without Nevan." The simple words that spring from Nevan's words are like the loving song of someone who is so sincere in understanding.

"As I said, I'm afraid I'll hurt you, Haura."

"Then hurt me, Nevan," said Haura Lirih. Stare at each other in close proximity. Checking honesty through the eyes that hide various flavors. Looking for answers that cannot be spoken. Delve into each other's secrets that the unusual debaran wants to hide. There is love and hurt that is ready to accompany both.

"Then hurt me, then heal again" Haura added.

Nevan stared in disbelief at what Haura said.

"If hurting me later is part of your journey, then hurt me and heal me your way. Am I not your Haura?"

"I don't expect to be the most important part of your life. But I know that you will always make room for me in your life" Haura continued.

Haura took a deep breath, "I choose to get hurt if the one who hurt me is you. I choose to be hurt if after that you will come and hold me tightly in your arms. I will choose to cry because of you if after that you are always there to wipe my tears. I chose to get stuck anywhere because I knew after that you would come and find me. Take me back, hold my hand go hand in hand with you, Nevan."

Nevan was fixed in place, unable to turn away from Haura. Every word that came out of Haura's mouth was like a spell that could hypnotize Nevan. The handsome man was swept away at Haura's shady gaze. Dive into the sincerity of every utterance said by the girl before him. Haura had completely snatched away Nevan's calm.

There is a foreign exchange that increasingly disturbs Nevan's calm. Debaran who only existed when he was with Haura. The little girl made him unable to say anything. Nevan knows every word Haura says is honesty and sincerity.

Every word Haura said was a confession of her feelings.  "I believe you, Van."

"You are Nevanku. Nevan who could never survive without Haura."

Haura realizes that her feelings of love for Nevan will one day hurt her. A feeling that shouldn't fall on Nevan's figure. Loving Nevan is a sculptured wound that little by little will hurt her. But Haura chose to take care of that love as she should. Although the pounding hurt but Haura chose to enjoy.