(May) I Fall in Love

That Promise Has Been Overlooked

It turns out that Niko took Haura to the broadcast room. The room is often used by Niko and her friends to gather. Haura is no stranger to the place because she had been to the room several times with Nevan.

It feels like almost everything and all the places that Haura went through at the school always reminds her of Nevan.

There's only Haura and Niko there. Previously Niko had first locked the door of the room so that no one entered. They would talk about something serious, Haura concluded.

However, there was a nervousness that struck Haura. The girl suddenly becomes scared if she gets bad news about Nevan. Especially since the last message Nevan sent to him, Nevan is no longer in contact. Haura tries to contact Nevan several times, but Nevan's number is not connected.

Many things Haura wants to ask Niko, but she doesn't know where to start. Haura chose to stand in front of the window of the room which was on the third floor of the elite school. The entire school park can be seen clearly from up there.

"Can you call Nevan?" tanya Niko started a conversation between herself and Haura. The man knew that this time the news from Nevan was the thing Haura wanted to know the most. Also Niko started the conversation because it was certain that Haura would be silent if she did not start to ask.

"No..." Haura answered briefly. The girl was still looking out the window. Not looking at his interlocutor. Because Haura was afraid that Niko could read all her worries. It may have been fully read.

"I haven't been able to contact Nevan since yesterday" Haura said.

"Somewhat really happened." Haura was still staring out there. Not many students were in the school garden that day. The cloud is the main reason it happens. If the school park is usually filled with students who always go back and forth there, but not so with that day.

"Can I worry about gini-rich?" asked Haura lirih.

"Do I deserve too much news from him?" haura again. It's not a question that needs an answer. More precisely Haura was just asking herself. He speaks what is in the heart of the girl.

Niko was still waiting for Haura to finish with her words. Everything looks so hard to Haura. Although Niko is not good friends with Haura, she knows how much Haura loves her cousin Nevan. Maybe even bigger than he thinks.

"Somewhat I'm really worried about. Worrying about her or worrying about myself," the girl smiled mockingly at herself. There's a grief vein there. Not to mention Haura's face that looked withered due to lack of sleep.

"It feels really hard and should never have started" Haura took a deep breath and threw it away simultaneously.

"What makes you think rich?" ask Niko at last. The two teenagers stared out the window. Stand together in a fairly distant position.

Niko looked at the sky again. The cloud is not over yet. Maybe the sky is even preparing to rain again. Even though it is January, it should not rain too often like December.

The girl was still not staring at her interlocutor. For Haura like this was the best way for others not to see how fragile her heart was at that moment. Haura was completely defeated by her own feelings. Loving Nevan and choosing to hold her love was not as easy as she thought.

"He won't disappear" replied Niko.

Finally Haura turned her gaze to Niko.

"He's coming. It's just that everything takes time" Niko said again.

There was a bitter smile that was vividly painted on the corner of Haura's lips. "Do I know what's really going on?"

Niko took a long breath. The man tries to find the best answer so that Haura does not misunderstand Nevan. Although Haura and Nevan have nothing to do with her, Niko hopes that the two can be together. They must fight and endure for their love.

"Let him finish everything there. Give him time to finish his past, ", replied Niko.

Degs...

"Past time?" inner Haura.

"Nevan will fulfill his promise to return. Trust in Nevan." Niko tries to believe Haura.

Believed in. Both Niko and Gian said the same sentence. Asking Haura to believe in Nevan.

Haura's mind drifted far away. Where Nevan is. A place where Haura never knew about it at all. That means there's someone there. There's someone waiting for Nevan to come back. It turned out that not only he was waiting, but there was another person whose name Haura did not know first waiting for Nevan's arrival.

Haura's heart grew saddened by the truth she had just learned from Niko. There was someone whose heart was still deeply attached to Nevan. Haura felt like she was present between Nevan and the man's past. The past that I don't know who, but it must mean a lot to Nevan.

Although Niko says that Nevan is finishing his past, it could be that the past is coming back by improving each other. Finished or could have been back together.

Haura recalled the promise Nevan made to her that the man would soon return to see her. The memory of the promise slowly began to dim. That promise has been ignored.

"Will he come back for me? Or go back with him."

Haura's love further curled up deep inside the girl's heart. Trying to hide in his boisterousness the impossibility of being together. Is it time for Haura to bury that love forever? Or did Haura let that love determine its own course.