(May) I Fall in Love

Just Think of Me and Enjoy My Time With Me

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Early in the morning Farrel was in front of a mansion. The man parked his vehicle not far from the mansion. Waiting for the arrival of a girl who had promised to accompany him on that day.

Farrel was waiting for Haura's arrival. The teenage girl has promised to spend three days with Farrell. And this is the last day Haura spent school holidays with Farrel. After the previous two days they visited the places they frequented one year ago. Their subscription meatball stalls, night markets, bookstores, of course going to bookstores is Haura's only wish. They also travel around the city and tell me everything. Laughter accompanied them for the past two days. Both Haura and Farrel enjoyed their company.

Surely Farrel had asked Bu Lastri for permission, Haura's mother to teach Haura to go with him. Mrs Lastri has known Farrel for a long time. When Bu Lastri and Haura had not lived in the residence of Lord Liam, Farrel often visited Haura's house. Even on weekends, Farrel sometimes spent the whole day at Haura's house. Either Farrel was just pestering Haura or conversing with Haura's late father.

Not even infrequently Bu Lastri asked Farrel news through Haura. Because Bu Lastri had never seen Farrel since settling in Mr. Liam's house. For Ms. Lastri, Farrel was like part of their family. And so did Haura. One thing Haura believes is that Farrel is lonely.

That's why haura already considered Farrel like his own elder brother. Haura loved Farrel very much, but it was not the affection of a woman to a man.

It didn't take long to wait, a sweet smiling teenage girl approached Farrel. Haura looked so sweet with her appearance being so simple. The girl was wearing a pink long-sleeved shirt, paired with denim blue jeans, complete with white sneakers. As usual, Haura tucked her beautiful hair, then pinned a pink hairpin. No makeup polish is striking. Haura's face is covered only by a powder and lip balm. The appearance was enough to make Haura's face look fresh.

Farrel looked at the girl who had been standing right before him who was smiling with both dimples printed clearly on Haura's face. The man examined every inch of the face of the girl before him. Haura is so sweet thought Farrel.

"Sister Farrel.... Why did you see Haura?"

"You are beautiful today" a compliment simply uttered from Farrel's mouth. Of course Farrel was earnest with what he had just said. Not a fight.

The one who was praised only further developed his smile. Featuring a row of Haura teeth arranged so neatly. "Yes dong Kak... Haura every day is beautiful" said Haura. Instead of feeling misbehaved at Farrel's praise, Haura praised herself even more. Because Haura did not put the slightest taste in Farrel. Of course Farrel's praise didn't make him misbehave.

"Don't look for long... Haura won't take responsibility if Farrel falls in love with Haura." Then the girl laughed and held Farrel's hand. That's how Haura used to behave to Farrel, before slowly Haura tried to stay away from the man because of something that Farrel did not know.

Farrel scratched his nape because he felt wrong to hear Haura's words. "I've fallen in love with you, Haura, but you don't want to realize that" Farrel said.

"Which Farrel's motorbike?" asked Haura for not seeing the motorcycle that Farrel usually uses.

"Today we ride it" said Farrel, pointing to a new luxury car he parked a few metres from the main gate of the Sander family mansion.

Farrel clasped Haura's hand and led the girl towards her black car. "Today we ride this," said Farrel again. Then Farrel opened the door of his vehicle and forced Haura to enter it. Not to forget Farrel also put a seat belt on the girl.

Farrel smiled sweetly at Haura who still looked incredulous. Then the man went straight to the other side. Put himself behind the wheel.

"Sister Farrel don't joke... Whose car is this? Don't tell me this is a stolen car," Haura was horrified by what was on her mind. Especially seeing Farrel who always looks messy. Although Haura suspects that Farrel is not from an ordinary family, Haura does not want to believe in the man she is with at this time.

Haura took off her seat belt and wanted to get out of the car. But his efforts were failed by Farrel.

Farrel gripped Haura's arm. Not a painful grip, just to keep the girl from going, "Where are you going?"

"Haura doesn't want to go with Farrel if you use a stolen car" Haura recused. "Where did Farrel get this car? It's an expensive car, there's no way it's Farrel's, "the girl looks so panicked.

"Haura does not want to be involved in the same criminal act that Brother Farrel did. Haura was afraid that she would be accused of conspiring in a theft, ", Haura continued to voice all her accusations to Farrel.

The accused just smiled at Haura's words. Not wanting to take a headache, Farrel immediately turned on the vehicle's engine without responding to Haura's remarks.

Farrel reattached Haura's seat belt. "We're off... Hmmmm.... Believe me," said Farrel along with a swipe full of affection at the top of Haura's head.

Again for a moment Farrel looked deeply at Haura. The distance only a few inches away makes Farrel can clearly scan the face of the girl who has stolen his heart. The feeling grew bigger for Haura, but Farrel did not want to impose his feelings on someone who did not love him.

"But brother.... Haura...."

"Stttt...." Farrel placed his index finger on Haura's lips. Asking the girl not to continue.

"Do you believe me?" tanya Farrel stared fixedly at Haura. While Haura just nodded in response.

"Thank you for believing in me and you should remember that I can't hurt you in any way.... Hmmmm" said Farrel sincerely. "Now we go and don't think anything bad.”

Farrel again distanced himself from Haura so that the rumbling inside his chest did not make him lose control. The man looked straight back at the road in front of him. The housing complex is filled with magnificent houses.

For a moment Farrel took a deep breath. As if trying to breathe as much oxygen as possible. The man looked back at Haura who was still nailing not saying a word. "Just think of me and enjoy your time with me" Farrel said.

“I just want to spend these three days with you. I just want to be happy for these three days,” Farrel said. “I miss us so much.”

“Hmmm.. yes brother...” the girl smiled back at Farrel. Haura also longed for her closeness with Farrel, before someone forced her to stay away from the man who had helped her.

For Farrel to love Haura does not mean having to have Haura completely. Although the desire to have the girl he loved was so passionate in the heart of Farrel, but as much as possible Farrel tried to shake off the feeling. Quite like now, being close to the girl he loved. Can see Haura smiling and embracing her hands without hesitation and crying at her when Haura felt her days were so difficult.

Farrel's feelings of love were so deep and sincere to Haura. Love without forcing will feel reciprocated is really love. Selfless love. Love without demanding. A love that just wants to give without expecting to get back.

Often such love is the art of self-harm. But for those who love, prefer to enjoy pain rather than hurt their loved ones.