Want a Life of Heaven

50. Alisya's Question?

Agnia on this Sunday was about to return to gather with the guardians of the students, had been cleaning the house since dawn. Khopipah even had to eat this morning.

Basmallah said, Agnia wishes today was not like yesterday. Do not want a day full of sharp glares and annoyance. Therefore, to learn from yesterday, Agnia said nothing to Akbar. Just in case that his sister did not contact Akmal, the day itself was tiring. Especially if you add that person.

"Where are you going, Ma'am?" Akbar asked, coming to Agnia's room as the owner of the room was preparing.

Agnia who was looking at herself in front of the mirror turned for a moment, then looked back at her reflection.

"Not to be!"

Akbar chipped, his mouth busy chewing. Sitting staring at Agnia from the lips of the bed.

"Do you want anther?"

"Don't do.. Fear you suddenly have a sudden affair." said Agnia, saying casually.

"That's mamah.." Agnia's casual remark apparently managed to upset Akbar himself.

"What?!" Agnia was no less fierce, rounding her eyes, looking at Akbar through the mirror. Should he be repressed again?

"Sorry." Akbar direct ciut. Realized mistake. In fact, not all good intentions can be useful and accepted, therefore, self-awareness is best. Thought Akbar.

Agnia was still a while putting a pentul in her veil, for a while then got up. Staring at Akbar with a lazy look.

"Udah finished? Ma'am has to go."

Akbar took a deep breath, then got up. Stepping gontai. For a moment he glanced back at Agnia. I don't know what to think.

Agnia sniffed her shoulders. Who told to disturb him, especially Akbar even put on a sinless face. How distracting.

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This dark Sunday, everyone is gathering. Knitting activities are being done. All carrying their respective equipment, had contacted each other before.

Only Agnia did not bring, then just sat staring at everyone. There was someone who was most looking forward to talking to Agnia, continuing to pay attention to Agnia unnoticed.

Five minutes was spent thus, learning to knit from scratch. Until some of them started on their own. Some can, teach others.

"Emh.. This is how it is, yes.." Alisya showed her work to the other guardians, at worst than the others.

"Mrs Agni.."

"Yes?"

"Here, please help mama Raina."

Agnia frowned for a moment, then sniffed softly without the others realizing. As he remembered, Alisya was good at knitting. And it's not once they've made a craft and sold it. That pretense, Agnia became curious as to what her purpose was.

"What's wrong, Mama Raina?" Agnia squatted near Alisya, her eyes looking down only at the thing in Alisya's hands.

"This.. Uh.."

"You should be serious, right?" Agnia switched to taking Alisya's knitwear. Uniquely, no one realizes if the knitting yarn used by Alisya is different from others. No one suspected that Alisya was actually clever.

Silent between the two for a moment, Alisya poked her lips. Weighing what to say.

"Didn't this remind you of something in the past?" Alisa finally opened her mouth.

Hearing that Agnia's hand spontaneously stopped, a soft sigh escaped from her mouth. Agnia raised her head, looking at Alisya.

"Which part of the past do you mean?"

Alisya was tired of the formal words Agnia was pointing at her, when the only purpose she came to this boring group was to get back to her familiarity with Agnia.

"You still mad about that?"

Still mad? Agnia grunted softly. What kind of question is Alisya trying to ask.

"What will be angry?" agnia asked softly, just when talking to Raina.

Alisya again poked her lips, of course it was impossible for her to bring up the mistake that had passed, as if she was exposing her own disgrace.

"We used to be best friends." said Alisya, sounding doubtful.

Agnia was upset not playing, she thought Alisya would be silent no longer chat after seeing her reaction. But Alisya was at least that understanding as it turned out.

"Oh! Do you want to talk about the past? Let me remind you.." Agnia sighed for a moment, her hands were busy handling needles and knitting threads. "First, after I told you to go, well.. You came again shortly from that." said Agnia, raising her face. "Do you remember what you said at the time?"

Agnia again handed the knit in her hand to Alisya, once again staring at Alisya.

"Please give your best.. And don't look for excuses to talk to me." said Agnia. "Please.. Because it would be very helpful to me."

Agnia's words stayed on Alisya's head for a long time, it made her hands nervous indignantly. Staring at Agnia who left after saying that.

Agnia let out a long sigh, going a bit away from the crowd. It was a morning before noon that was not only cloudy out there, but raised a cloud in his heart.

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*flashback.

Agnia still left even though she was embarrassed to face the people around her. Secretly go to meet someone whose heart no longer wants to make peace with that person. This time he headed to a cafe.

A moment to look left-right, before finally not long to see the figure of Alisya, Agnia moved to one of the tables and immediately sat down without any welcome.

The one waiting was not surprised, looking at Agnia in his eyes.

"You're coming?" ask Alisya. Awkward, in contrast to the last few days full of warmth.

"Someone asked me to come, I had to come. For the past." said Agnia.

Alisya nodded, after whatever happened and broke the relationship between the two, the good past remained in their memories.

"Want to order something?"

Agnia grunting. "That's right.. Tell me quickly.." In such a situation Alisya can make small talk

"Ehh.." Alisya looked confused, her eyes seemed to be looking for what she really wanted to say. "To be honest.." Alisya looked at Agnia. "I'm aware of my mistake, Agnia.. Therefore, I'm sorry. But.."

Agnia was still listening, though very sick of whatever Alisya said.

"I love Mas Adi so much."

Deg.

Not according to her shadow, Agnia did not know if Alisya dared to say such a thing, what for her today such a thing is important? Not worth her feelings?

"Therefore, I don't want to give up on this relationship. Please forgive me, if you can."

Agnia averted her eyes, her eyes starting to feel warm. Even though the whole night had flowed, the water there still rebelled wanting to come back out.

"What Mas Adi.. Emh.. I meani.. You guys love each other?"

Love each other? Alisya was silent for a moment hearing the question. Then after a while of weighing it finally nodded his head. I doubt, but definitely.

"Yes.. As long as you disappear from the face of Mas Adi."

"Well?!" Agnia frowned, staring in disbelief at Alisya. Do not understand with every sentence that impressed gamang.

"I've always been number two, and I've held that off for a long time. Because it's.. Since you have severed your relationship with Mas Adi, allow me to have him completely."

Getir who Agnia felt, should today she legally married Adi. But everything was messed up and she ended up crying. But the heartfelt apology he hoped to hear from Alisya today led him to a pain thousands of times more devastating. Agnia rubbed her face, sounding sobbing for a moment.

"Do you know what you're saying?"

The same alisya why look. "Why? I don't deserve to be happy? I realize my mistakes, everything I do is unjustified, and I hurt you, but.. I beg you, Agni.. Because it's over.."

"That's not what I meant." Agnia spoke half-shouting, staring intently at Alisya. "I don't know what you're really trying to say. Why are you behaving.. Like I'm the third person in your relationship. People have to behave as they do, and you have no right to tell me to leave." Agnia paused, sighing deeply. "You must go."

"That's right." Agnia raised her face, not intending to show her weak side. "I told you... Go and don't come back in front of me! What happened to your relationship, your happiness or sadness, is none of my business. Understood?"

Agnia got up from her seat, staying there with Alisya just made her chest tight. End all conjecture, they will no longer contact each other. Agnia momentarily pegged in her steps, then turned her head back to Alisya. "After this try not to say hello despite meeting. That's.. It will be a great help." Agnia said, before then actually stepping away.

Alisya rubbed her face as much as Agnia, lamenting her chaotic state. After this, there will be many things that are lacking and changing in his life. That too, which made him shamelessly meet Agnia for the last time.

*** flashback off

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Agnia was still silent, standing leaning against the wall. Looking far away, I don't know what to think. Not long grunt softly.

"Somehow he's still the same.. Although I was being played, but always he who looks more chaotic." he explained.