Want a Life of Heaven

40. Am I the only one still trapped?

Agnia's eyes involuntarily returned and again paid attention to Raina throughout the class. As if in disbelief, the beautiful child is the baby of Adi and Alisya. A smile fell on his face, so quickly time passed. Only he was still trapped.

"Mama.." Raina shrieked softly, running, jumping into Alisya's arms. It was so nice, his first day of school was fun.

Alisya stroked the top of Raina's head, kissing her several times. Very proud, this feeling must be felt by all parents. There is a sense of haru, his son is getting older, exploring the first steps of his growth as a student

"His school?" ask Alisya, nothing else. Children under primary school age, do not understand the real meaning of learning. For them all is a game.

Raina nodded, of course. He enjoyed his time studying today. The tail hair of his horse was wagging. So sweet.

"Why are we going home?" asked Alisya, then replied the nod once again by Raina. Welcoming his mother's hand.

But not leaving immediately, Alisya was still standing in the same place. His eyes were looking for someone, if he could just want to talk to Agnia for a moment.

The wanted one appeared, Agnia was shortly out of the classroom after her students left first.

"I go first, Miss Agni." said one of the student guardians, apparently talking to Agnia before. Alisya noticed that from afar.

Agnia nodded. "Please.. Careful Mother.. Dawn." said Agnia, smiling kindly. A smile that disappeared instantly as his eyes met Alisya. An awkward atmosphere again occurred between the two of them even from a considerable distance. Agnia sighed softly to then continue her steps, eroding the distance from Alisya.

A faint smile was shown by Agnia, even so, Alisya still knew it was just a forced smile. But for the sake of Agnia was thought to be heartened when she met him, Alisya was already very relieved.

Alisya silenced, even though she had wanted to greet her best friend. When their distance was so close, both of them were in confusion. Work with their own feelings and thoughts.

Alisya was already about to open her mouth, but was snuffed when someone managed to divert Agnia's eyes. Alisya followed Agnia's gaze, a man smiled and waved his hand. Approaching without hesitation.

Alisya looked back at Agnia, fortunately not having seen Agnia's panicked face earlier, Once again Agnia smiled faintly, looking at Alisya. Trying to show a normal expression. "I go first." he said, pulling Akmal's arm back outside the gate. Just wait, how dare this boy show himself.

Alisya. Me? Is that how far they are now? It feels so awkward. And who's that guy? The question after the question came to his head.

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Akmal was waiting, sitting on his bike. His eyes wailed, waiting impatiently. Only when one or two children came out did Akmal get up and get closer to the gate. Glance at the security guard there.

"Sir, can I enter?"

The guard approached. "Who are you going to pick up, Mas?"

Akmal smiled widely. "Wife-to-be, sir."

The guard nodded, his forehead wrinkled. Who does this child mean. "Please.."

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Akmal smiled happily, his heart blossoming. Agnia pulled his arm. He just come along. Not understanding the real situation facing Agnia.

"Come on." Agnia, let go of his hand from Akmal's arm. Breathe in slowly.

Lho! Akmal was a little surprised, not usually. There is no repulsion from Agnia at this time.

Agnia sighed softly, looking lethargic. Want to get out of this stifling atmosphere. "Come on!" repeated again.

"Yes.." Akmal immediately turned on his motor, speechless. Wonder what really happened.

***

Before long, the awaited arrived. Adi smiled, emerged from behind the door, reading the greetings.

"Assynoltomodel.."

"Goddessalam.." Alisya immediately grabbed her husband's hand. Trying to smile, even though his heart feels unsettled if it has not been completed answered his question.

"Why?" adi asked, understanding the unrest on his wife's face. While resting his ass in courtly beside his wife.

Alisya glanced at Raina for a moment, then looked back at Adi who raised her eyebrows, ready to listen.

"You.. Bragging about. Raina should have gone to school somewhere else.. Is it because of Agnia?"

Adi breathed a sigh of annoyance, it turned out. How else, he nodded.

"What's the matter, Mom?"

Adi did not answer, if it had offended Agnia everything would have ended in a fight.

"Just because our relationship with him is tenuous, does that mean we can't meet him?"

Adi rubbed his face, very tired of him. And Alisya's question puts her in the wrong zone. Wrongly answered, not answered wrong.

"Not that.. Isn't your meeting awkward?"

Alisya was silent, indeed. "But everything must be better.."

"Then.. You're thinking of mending your relationship with Agnia?" adi asked, staring at the restless Alisya for no reason.

"Why not?" he said, sounding doubtful.

"I don't think it's necessary.."

Alisya looked over, staring fixedly. "Why?"

"It must be heavy for him.. Our mistakes are big, it's good that we don't often appear in front of him." Adi said, sincere.

"But I'm still his best friend, Mas.."

"And you are not in his difficult times, but you are the reason for his difficulties" said Adi again, trying to remind his wife to know herself.

At that time, Adi was the one who canceled the wedding. Because I don't feel the need to hurt Agnia any further. He knows himself, sincerely expecting happiness for all. Although it ended up hurting Agnia.

"I'm going to go to the room.." Adi got up, very tired because of the discussion.

Alisya was silent, there was nothing wrong with Adi's words only..

"That's not the reason, Mommy.."

He looked, his steps stopped. Staring at me, the smile he tried to look at was gone.

"You still love Agnia?"

"Oh God.." Adi complained of being restrained, starting again this wife. Though he was very tired, and Alisya did not want to be silent to help him in the least. "You know the answer.. I'm cape, don't talk about this anymore."

Alisya looked down, disappointed. If he knew he would always live in the shadow of Agnia, he should not have decided to live with Adi first. Tired of himself, always like this. And will it always be this way?

***

Akmal threw his body on the bed, staring at the ceiling of his room. Breathing out of his mouth. Agnia is weird today, not cynical as usual. His face was gloomy, so he did not think to tease the woman. Seeing Agnia who was more silent than usual made her heart also feel tight.

Seirama, Agnia was lying on her bed. He has his left arm. His heart was completely incomprehensible, unable to be more heartened to behave like it used to be with Alisya.

But no matter how he forced it, his heart was unable to be more firm. Every single one of her thought was to greet Alisya warmly, that was when her heart screamed refusing to forget her pain. It was as if a huge wall was suffocating his chest every time he remembered those two people.