Want a Life of Heaven

152. Return to the surface

What's been done all day? Agnia has a lot of things to be confused about what to do to spend her wedding leave. Agnia was sitting at the dinner table watching someone who was cutting vegetables, suddenly remembered something.

"Tea.."

"Yes?"

"There's fruit in the fridge, right?"

"There's."

"We make rujak yuk.. Metis.it looks good." said Agnia, enthusiastically.

"Wood. Eteh is ready."

The heat is hot, the day used Agnia invites her neighbors to gather on the terrace of the house to enjoy the temple petis. Young mango, pineapple, jicama, until the yam is served in a large plate with a large container of peanut sauce.

"Tumben, Ma'am. ngajak rujak.."

"Hey!!" others chimed in almost simultaneously. "Where's a week of cravings! Let's just say Ma'am, it's weird that he's a mah."

Agnia just mesem let her neighbors debate unimportant things, not only know them if she and Akmal have not even.. "Ehem. Yaudah, I'm going to take a drink for a while.."

Not the drink Agnia was aiming for, but her phone. After Akmal's sinking event he became vigilant and even too vigilant to repeatedly check his phone.

[I come home in the afternoon, go to Mother's house first. You don't have to wait for me.]

Yep. Agnia cheered a smile, it seems that from today on she should get back to getting used to fighting with her phone. Someone is waiting for news now.

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Happiness does not always last long, there are only teasers who come to uncover for the sake of a lesson in it. Akmal rushed towards his parents' residence, fifteen minutes before Ashar.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat.."

"Wa'alaikumsalam.."

"Well.." Akmal momentarily felt strange about this situation, after greeting his father and then sat down. Sidiq's current expression implied anger. Akmal looked at his mother immediately.

"What's this?" point Sidiq on a piece of paper on the table.

Akmal was shocked, turning his father briefly to return to the object on the table. "That's." the money withdrawal sheet he had hidden the other day.

"What are you using that money for? What do you think of that kind of money?"

Akmal lowered his head, his father's tone was completely different. He felt like he had been scolded for years, and this was probably the first time after that day. Akmal stuttered, not knowing what to explain. What is clear however he conveyed his natinya, he already knew all that would still make him in the wrong position. He must be ready to accept the scolding that is appropriate for him at this time.

"That, I gave to redeem his mother's house.."

"Ulyas?"

Akmal spontaneously looked up. That moment also his eyes pacified.

"Astaghfirullah, I don't know where you think this is." Sidiq shook his head in wonder. " Now I ask. Do you love your wife?"

Akmal nodded, of course. Why is that still being questioned?

"He knows about this?"

Akmal shakes.

"Why don't you tell me?"

Akmal did not answer.

"Fear he misunderstood? Listen Akmal... What would Agnia think if she knew her husband still cared about his past? He married someone who was unfinished with his past. You want Agnia to think so?"

"Sorry, yeah, but that's the last thing I do for.."

"Don't apologize to me!" cut Sidiq. "Go tell me it's the same Agnia!"

Akmal let out a long sigh, closed his eyes for a moment to then get out of the car. Stepping gontai burdened with feelings of non-identification.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat.."

"Wa'alaikumsalam.." Agnia who was watching television with her beloved neighbor turned her head. Immediately rise to Akmal.

An affectionate kiss of Agnia aimed at the back of her husband's hand, smiling full of warmth in contrast to Akmal's current face and feeling of dismay. Agnia turned to her neighbors, who had indeed grown into two members. Eteh with his granddaughter. "Teh, I'll go upstairs first.."

Akmal nodded politely, to then step along with Agnia whose hero was holding her without thinking about the presence of others.

"Where was that, in the store?" asked Agnia, staring at the attention.

Akmal did not immediately answer, sighed slowly while sitting his butt on the mattress. Sitting next to his wife.

Agnia frowned at Akmal's behavior, thinking whether her husband was angry because of the incident this morning or just very tired? When her question never got an answer, Agnia pulled her husband's face, making Akmal face her. "Why? Something happened at the store?"

Akmal shook his head slowly, smiling. Grabbing both of Agnia's hands from her face for her to hold for a while. That behavior confused Agnia, her eyes trying to find answers in both of Akmal's eyes.

"So to Mother's house? Something going on in there?"

Deg.

Akmal was a little surprised, the statement reminded him of the events that happened earlier. Should he say it immediately?

"Why? Mother is angry, yes.we are here?"

Akmal sighed, shaking. "It's nothing, there's something bothering me in my head but don't worry.it's not a big thing." he explained as he turned his hand to Agnia's cheek, stroking slowly. "Yes?"

It was no big deal what, from Akmal's current face alone Agnia could already judge if it was not an ordinary thing. There's a big, big thing that Akmal doesn't seem to want to share with him. Agnia nodded faintly, turning a smile. Whatever it is, for now let Akmal keep his own load. If you feel the need to talk, the man will talk by himself.

What is bothering Akmal? Agnia doesn't know. Look at the man who now has no taste in bothering him at all. The man had been sleeping on his back with his arms, completely motionless for five minutes. Agnia sighed softly, knowing that Akmal was pretending to be asleep. Unfortunately, her husband's pretense also makes Agnia wonder and can not sleep anyway.

Agnia felt strange, as if she had been ignored by Akmal. The man wasn't like he used to be, didn't give him a kiss or say good night as usual.

Is that why this happened this morning? Because of that simple thing? Agnia doesn't understand. And if he doesn't find the answer soon, it's not impossible that he'll be up all night.

Akmal opened his eyes slowly, feeling the movement on the bed. Acquired and found Agnia who had just turned her back. The pain returned, he just could not bear with Agnia. Afraid that his wife would be disappointed or angry, Akmal did not want in these happy days to scratch the wound. Didn't he promise not to hurt his wife?

So what's wrong with talking at the right time?

Akmal once ignored to be aware and understand, if by continuing to be silent he had allowed Agnia wallow in confusion. Look at the tiny body that moves uncomfortably, as if the sleeping position suddenly does not feel comfortable. Akmal noticed the small movements of Agnia who tried to be detained to not interfere.

Until Agnia turned back towards Akmal, she found that the two eyes were staring at her. Agnia lizard is upset, her heart is pounding faster it is dimmed as hard as she can. His eyes just close.

"Can't sleep?" akmal asked softly, his hand outstretched stroking Agnia's cheek. Makes Agnia re-open her eyes, moving uncomfortably.

"Sorry.."

"For?"

"Today."

"You're not clear." said Agnia.

"Sorry for not being able to say my complaint, hemh? I love Ma'am, I don't want to hurt Mbak. and burden Mbak.."

Agnia did not budge, looking back at my eyes Akmal. Can't bear to see the man like this, but he had no choice when Akmal himself chose not to share his grievances and instead burden himself. For the sake of her affection, Agnia chose to pretend not to be interested in knowing. Smiling at the sign of yes.

In one move Agnia brought her body closer, putting her head on Akmal's shoulder. Making the man change his position so supine, with Agnia's hand perched on his chest.

"Thank you, Ma'am.."

Whatever it is, Agnia doesn't care about anything for now. Akmal's heartbeat felt by his hands is the best distraction.

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