Want a Life of Heaven

146. growing doubts

This afternoon, when there was no Akmal and living with her mother-in-law, Agnia ventured through every corner of the house that would be her residence from today. Sidiq's magnificent mansion was built with hard work and sacrifice.

The room that Agnia came to with Akmal the other day, who Akmal promised to put their wedding photos there, Agnia was in the room. Agnia's smile flinched in light of Akmal's promise that had been perfectly realized today, Agnia was flattered, the young man was determined to marry her.

"Agni, here.." Retno came from the direction of the kitchen, carrying a small jar of cookies that were directly placed on the table. While sitting his ass on an antique wooden chair in the room.

Agnia ended the circulation of her eyes, immediately complied and joined her sitting in the other seat.

"Try, the cookies." said Retno, then smiled enthusiastically waiting for the opinion of her daughter-in-law.

"Enak, Bun." praise Agnia honestly.

"Can? What Mother said, you can also learn."

Agnia nodded, smiling. The couple-in-law and daughter-in-law did spend their day chatting in the kitchen while talking about many things. Retno was very happy, after a lifetime only flanked by two men in her house, now the presence of Agnia is not only like a child for her but also a friend.

Retno smiled seeing Agnia quickly blend and look comfortable with him in this house, until she remembered something. "Oiya, dear.." Retno confirmed her sitting position, looking at Agnia as she was about to convey something important. "Mother and Father from afar already thought this.. If after you get married, you better move to your own house immediately. But Akmal said you weren't so excited about it? Why?"

Wh why? Agnia did not immediately answer, confused as to what to explain. He just never thought about living in a new home when his father's house and his in-laws' house were more than enough to live in. It's strange why both Akmal and his two in-laws seem eager for them to separate the house.

"Mother's family, living with parents after marriage is not one thing that is proud." explained Retno, answering the confused mind of Agnia to never answer. "You know what Mother means, don't you?"

Agnia nodded slowly while smiling, now the reason could be understood. Now it makes sense, the response of some of Akmal's relatives who were wealthy from birth may be an important consideration. Although actually Agnia is still made inexhaustible by one and two things.

"You better screw it up again, huh?"

Retno's gaze and speech were always shady, like there was sincerity that he did have, exactly what he always saw in Akmal. Agnia nodded again. "Yes, Mother."

Silent for a moment, Retno noticed the face of her long-time daughter-in-law. "But Mommy Seneng, you know.same you Akmal so better. He can sleep well now."

"I mean Mother?"

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Akmal had just returned home, immediately running towards his house avoiding the rain that seemed to be getting bigger. Not only the rain, but the presence of his wife also makes Akmal can't wait to go home.

Already home once afternoon, the clock also feels long rolling all day. Akmal was also made anxious when his message was intact unrequited by his wife. His big step towards the room was proof of how impatient he was. Until Sidiq also Retno made a chuckle seeing that, looking at each other for a while.

The room was empty, Agnia wasn't there. Akmal went to the bathroom, and there was still no Agnia there. Akmal decided to go out looking for the whereabouts of his wife after she did not find the creature on the balcony. Luckily the door opened and showed the beautiful figure for a moment before he stepped out.

Agnia frowned, in her hand a tray containing one pitcher along with two glasses. "Why?" she looked at the panic on her husband's face.

"Why not reply to my message?" akmal asked, while watching Agnia who put the thing she brought onto the table.

"You sent a message?"

That question provoked Akmal's strands, plus Agnia's innocent-looking gaze made her a little annoyed. Agnia immediately caught the reaction, understanding and quickly approached with a smile and gentle gaze of her mainstay. "I didn't open HP, sorry."

Akmal was upset, receiving a look as soon as he let it melt back. "Next time don't ignore my message, Hem?" tanyanya while giving a warm embrace.

A moment was quite astonishing, there was no resistance from Agnia, at all. His wife even returned his embrace, Akmal was immediately made curious about what happened when he was not there.

Agnia nodded after Akmal took off his embrace. "Need something? Or take a shower?"

"Don't ask me what I need. Ma'am never wanted to fulfill that."

"But! Don't start!" Agnia glared, not liking her serious question to be responded to so. His lips are now advancing.

"Kidding." Akmal rattled a thin smile while pinching Agnia's cheek. "Don't ask, all I need now is in front of me."

"But!" Agnia refused to blush, rebuking. "Jude, if you don't need anything.. take a shower, huh? You stink."

"Yep?" Akmal moved around kissing her clothes, turning on her armpits. "I'm not, I'm." he tweeted while continuing to make sure.

"No, but you weren't that fragrant this morning."

Akmal frowned, stopping his movement. Slowly approach while removing the grin. "So Ma'am is secretly watching me?"

Agnia held Akmal's face back from getting any closer, covering the man's lips with her arms. "Wake now or don't sleep in one bed."

Akmal spontaneously stopped his movements, once threatening at stake no kidding. Akmal held onto Agnia's arm, put a kiss there and then passed on taking a towel to take a bath.

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Akmal had just returned from the mosque, finding his wife already asleep covered to the neck. Akmal smiled, able to see the fatigue on his wife's face. After removing the watch from his arm, he headed towards the bed.

Akmal went inside the same blanket that Agnia was wearing, directly tilting her body to face her wife. The movement made Agnia blink to wake up.

"Wake up, because of my moves, huh?" ask Akmal gently.

"No, I haven't slept. Waiting for you to come home."

Akmal smiled at the wife's honest answer, as their relationship approached faster and easier than he thought. Agnia was getting comfortable with her sweet treatment, it was an incredible progress.

Akmal sighed, watching his wife's sweet face. Her outstretched hand stroked Agnia's black hair fondly. "Why are you still so sleepy?" she asked, I could see if Agnia was trying not to fall asleep at this time.

Agnia did not answer, secured her position to then blink her eyes a sign of drowsiness.

"Why? Stomach hurts?" tanya Akmal was immediately replied to by Agnia. "Keep why?"

Hearing that Akmal immediately confirmed the position of his pillow, then stretched out his arm to bed Agnia.

Agnia did not budge for a while, roll next to her she took and put in the middle to make a barrier. Akmal chuckled at that, his wife turned out to be the same. But Akmal had no choice but to let it all be.

"When I had my first day, it hurt a lot. You sure his stomach doesn't hurt?"

"No, just a little pegel here." point Agnia at her waist.

"Want me to rub her waist so I'll eat it?"

"No need, just do it." replied Agnia quickly, do not want Akmal assortment and do more later.

Akmal again chuckled, as scared as it turned out to be Agnia to him. "Anybody at home?" tanyanya while rubbing the back of Agnia's hand on the bolster, after a few moments of silence and create silence.

"Ehh.." Agnia, whose sleep was out of alignment with Akmal, looked up for a moment, seemingly replaying the events of today. "lots. I talked a lot with Mommy."

"Yeah? What's the conversation?"

"Yes a lot. Talk to you, Bude, same.." Agnia hung up her sentence. "Sama. about separating the house." he said, sounding uninspired. Before long sighing, returned his eyes to Akmal. "Why do you think Mother wants us to separate the house?"

"Hem?" Akmal turned his head for a long time, removing his gaze from the back of Agnia's hand which he still felt at home elus.

"What can they do in this house, with just the two of them? Wouldn't other parents prefer to hang out with their grandchildren in old age?"

Akmal smiled, his hand turning towards Agnia's hair. Her heart was warm, how Agnia thought of her parents was like thinking of her own parents. "Mother is afraid Mbak is not comfortable here"." explained Akmal. "Aren't all daughters-in-law comfortable living with their parents or in-laws?"

"But we don't" Agnia denied, looking at the netra Akmal fixed.

"Emh.. is it not papa if you have to stay here, forever? This is our permanent home?"

Agnia frowned for a moment. "Why not? As long as we are together, everywhere must be comfortable." he replied, which immediately pulled the corner of Akmal's lips to get higher.

"Don't worry about Mommy and Dad, Mom, they repeatedly say that's a sign that we really want to leave this house."

Agnia did not budge, still busy with question marks in her mind until not blinking. It managed to ignite Akmal's little laugh, seeing how serious Agnia's current face was funny to him. "Don't think about it. We'll see."

Agnia nodded, unconsciously shifting closer to Akmal. Makes the man freely direct his embrace.

Silent again, Akmal became busy with his thoughts. Still feel guilty because his status is still active as a student makes them unable to go anywhere for a honeymoon. "Sorry, Ma'am, you can't take a honeymoon" said Akmal.

"Mr?" Akmal raised his head, glancing at Agnia who gave no answer to his question.

Agnia somehow fell asleep, Akmal was made to chuckle realizing that. Then put his wife's head on the pillow with a more comfortable position.

The face looked slumbering, his breathing sounding regular. After making sure Agnia was completely asleep motionless when given a short kiss on her forehead, Akmal moved to kiss her lips slowly. Afterwards a small laugh. "seen? I've had my first kiss, my dear wife." she said interspersed with laughter.

Akmal did not go to sleep, after enveloping Agnia then pressed the light switch, moving to the balcony of his room.

Starry sky so the best spectacle, Akmal stood holding the fence while circulating the view. The stars with the glitter of the city adorn this shahdu night. Too bad, Akmal was left alone. I don't know, he can't sleep because of Agnia's presence. But his wife was just the opposite, looking sound as soon as it was nearby.

"Why not sleep?" the question provoked Akmal to immediately turn his head, Agnia with her sleepy face descending from the bed walked over.

"Lho.. why? Can't sleep without me?" Akmal asked back with a smile, not knowing why it fit his mind just now.

"You can't sleep without me." Agnia replied, sniffling. "What's wrong? Why not sleep?"

Akmal shook his head, smiling. Now he understands how beautiful the wedding is, there is someone who always asks questions and becomes a place to share. And to him it was Agnia.

"Then let's go to bed!" bring Agnia. Half stretching, half tart.

Akmal did not immediately agree to Agnia's invitation, it is not legal if it does not tease her first. "So, can't I sleep?" tanyanya approached. "Relatedly? Can you handle that?"

"Gee!" Agnia pinched gently in Akmal's stomach, undaunted this time. Yes, but it is serious today. "Let's sleep.. Don't you want to go for a walk tomorrow?"

Akmal smiled broadly, holding Agnia's hand for her to hold. Bringing the wife back into a warm room instead of a lonely balcony, full of the night breeze.

Agnia did not immediately lay down her body, first making sure if Akmal slept and did not go anywhere. Getting rid of the bolster that he had previously made a barrier. "Here.." he said, patting the bed right next to him.

Akmal, according to him, laid his body as ordered. He looked at his wife's face which escaped from a smile.

Agnia laid her body close to Akmal. Very close, no bolsters like before. His head he kept on Akmal's shoulder, while his hands perched comfortably on Akmal's chest. "Sleep!" his word is undeniable.

Akmal gave a smile, Agnia seemed to know the best way to make him sleep well. The scent of Agnia's hair and her warm embrace were soothing, as she had said before, all she needed was in her presence. It's already in his arms.

After a while Agnia could feel Akmal's breath now began to regularly sleep. He looked up for a while to make sure. There was a slight pain when witnessing for yourself the sleep difficulties that Retno discussed earlier this afternoon.

"You'll see Akmal has trouble sleeping, don't be surprised. Emh.. I told you about Ulya, right?"

Thus Retno's explanation that makes Agnia reluctant to close at this time, her sleepiness changed into feelings that are difficult to translate.

Agnia only realizes one thing, that she is marrying someone who is not finished with her past. Given that her heart was disturbed, Agnia became doubtful whether Akmal married her because she wanted to or had to because of her parents.

Akmal was so kind, that if he married her and was kind then it might just be his greatness.

But if that's because of Akmal's time with her parents, Agnia feels guilty. And this is confusing, before Adi loved him and did not love him the same. Agnia was afraid of mistranslating like before.

It's just that today, Agnia arrived at the situation already. Although her feelings are uncertain, Akmal is her husband. The one who loves also his attention must not change whatever happens.

His heart was troubled, the sleepiness disappeared instantly. Agnia did not understand why she could be jealous of someone who was not her husband, even that person had died long ago.