Want a Life of Heaven

121. Marriage Syndrome?

Don't know since when free time no longer torments me,

This heart is airy by itself,

This soul is sane with his will.

Don't know why..

All I know since that difficult time,

There is always you holding my hand.

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What is marriage syndrome like? maybe that's what Akmal feels right now. The happy spirit and excitement that he felt yesterday has now changed. The fact that getting married is not as smooth and happy as that, he has been wanderlust before.

Can he be a good priest? Because Agnia is a process-adulted person, an educated person, is also independent. Will that prevent Agnia from appreciating him as a husband?

Not to mention her status as a student, could Agnia be proud to introduce her as a husband? Agnia's circle of friendship is not kidding, Akmal actually considers everything from the side of Agnia.

Akmal took a deep breath, look at the day is still day and he has daydreamed a lot of stupid things that are not necessarily happening. Agnia is educated, then her upbringing will certainly bring her to be a perfect wife.what else?

A tall man approached, looking for Akmal. Astonished, but if you are worried about something Akmal should just go home and calm himself at home. But this was not, the man instead sat daydreaming on the long sofa of the employee room.

That's obviously disturbing, Dimas got a report from his coworkers. They are not free to go in and out of their room, feeling awkward.

Dimas sighed softly, while his butt was sitting next to Akmal. It immediately provoked Akmal who just got enlightenment, got the idea to ask.

When Dimas looked at Akmal's face, his forehead immediately linked when he saw a suspicious smile there. "Why?"

"I have a question, Mom."

"Questions? you should have found me before, instead of sitting here and making the kids uncomfortable."

Akmal just smiled said so, of course.

"So what? about marriage?" guess Dimas, who was immediately met with Akmal's astonished gaze. Why is it so precise? "It's not amazing, your father said, he said soon we're going to a big party. And Mas kesel ya. you don't know.."

"That's sudden, Mas so.."

"Forget it!" cut Dimas immediately, time is money to him. "Now say what?"

"After the marriage is decided, don't know why I feel a little. Is that natural? Have you ever felt like that too?"

Dimas sighed, Chanting. The fact that he's been married for almost five years, means that feeling he felt about five years ago. "Either.. I forgot. But.. Worry deserves to happen, that's a sign we have a lot of consideration. But the most important thing is how we change our worries so anticipation. The most important mental preparation. But.." Dimas changed his sitting position to be more comfortable, leaning on the sopa. "It should be remembered that marriage is not that scary after we get in there."

"Yes.we are the intention of worship. afterwards if it is difficult there must be sincere and there lies the beauty."

"Wow." that one word that came out of Akmal's mouth, the look in his eyes showed awe to Dimas.Every sentence of Dimas though did not sufficiently alleviate his worries, did not, but it sounds realistic and he can respond slowly later.

Dimas smiled proudly, who doesn't like to be praised? akmal's reaction convinced him that his sentence sounded wise.

But Akmal was not only amazed by Dimas' exposure, but he realized one thing. "Mas.from what I heard, like Mas Dimas household life is quite difficult" he said honestly which spontaneously put a smile on Dimas' face.

It was not as expected, his words actually brought Akmal to know if everything he said was based on experience. Dimas sniffed softly, while Akmal smiled widely. Of course laugh at Dimas.

"In that case, the conclusion is mentally prepared. Facing that woman requires tremendous effort, so be prepared.."

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Meanwhile, such fear was not felt by Agnia. I don't know, considering a lot of things will actually lead him to doubt. The best thing is to ask God for the best. Because Agnia is experienced with failures that she previously believed in happiness.

Who knows, it turns out that the failure that once hurt him is the best. Allah was so kind as to reveal the affair of Adi and Alisya the day before the marriage was carried out.

Agnia could not imagine if the affair was revealed the day after the wedding, or a month or even a year after the wedding, then the pain and disappointment would be different and maybe deeper.

Given that, there was gratitude in Agnia's heart. When things could get worse, God by his power made all possibilities happen. The pain that fuels a story, also the disappointment that fuels hope.

But look at Agnia at this time, he who had a short mind and wanted to end his life can now comment on a happy smile that is not made up.

I don't know since when free time no longer torments him.

Agnia's smile was on her back, incessantly appearing while watching Yesa who was standing in front of the children of the sixth grade of the early madrasah. Explain the filial chapter to parents, with the book of Akhlaqul banin as the source.

It's like being evaluated on how to teach, Agnia sits at her desk listening. Yesa was exactly with him, which was different from the way his cousin's sister spoke which was louder and more hadith knowledge as well as the memorization of his qur'an.

If Agnia prefers to choose sentences that are easy for children to understand with a simple example, then Yesa is the opposite. Yesa preferred to look at one problem deeper than all sides, which the children would actually understand or not. If it must be seen again, then Yesa looks more like Fauzan, her omnya than Agnia her cousin.

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Not only Agnia, Yesa also got strength from teaching. Look at the smile as well as her sparkling eyes that never go away. Yesa was even more talkative this time.

His smile actually started when he heard Agnia was getting married, he became excited to soon meet his cousin and his mother's family. Imagine meeting alone is happy, what else is he in the middle of his extended family.

When he arrived at Hafidz's house, Yesa immediately rushed to Zain, still trying to attract the four-year-old boy. His determination was to quickly get Zain's heart before he returned again to Tasikmalaya, and sent again to the cottage.

Unlike Agnia, upon arrival there immediately went to find food. Immediately sit at the dining table without being told, facing the fruit and snacks available there.

His hand grabbed a tempting red apple, as well as a knife to peel the apple. At that time Hafidz appeared, without speaking joined his only sister. His beloved sister is getting married soon.

Agnia scrunched her forehead, after a quick look turned Hafidz's gaze. An unusual look, her cold brother was now looking at her intensely. "Why, Mas?"

Hafidz was asked so, justifying his sitting position. Choose to lean comfortably with your hands folded in front of your chest. "It's nothing. Mas.. also want the apple." replied Hafidz later, pointing at the apple in Agnia's hand with his gaze.

"Want me to peel too?"

Hafidz nodded.

"Okay.." Agnia relaxed her shoulders softly, no objection. To dissolve in silence.

There is something disturbing in the heart of Hafidz, he is still not sincere if his sister married Akmal. Men who are still in the teenage transfer to adulthood, whose age is not yet twenty-three years. The responsible man still holds the status of a student, and is clearly Akbar's friend.

But what's to say? Tau-tau arranged, tau-tau proposal. And then you get married. Hafidz had no power to advise or forbid.

Agnia finished, after peeling and even serving the fruit on a plate, then thrust the fruit in front of Hafidz while he peeled a new apple.

Hafidz watched Agnia's movements, looking at what her sister was really feeling. While his hand grabbed a piece of apple dice and then fed it.

For a long time Hafidz was silent, still at war with himself. A moment to look at the ring on his sister's ring finger, then frowned.

"Do you like that?" asked Hafidz, impressed ambiguous actually. But Agnia quickly nodded.

"Like it, Mas. Mas also like, cook me no." replied Agnia relaxed, provoking an unacceptable gaze from her brother.

"When did you say you liked him?" sewot Hafidz, his hand until it is void to reach the next piece of apple.

Wait for.. Agnia's hand spontaneously stopped, now staring at the confused Hafidz. she? "Just talk, what is it exactly?"

"Yes your future husband, I'm pointing the ring.."

Agnia sighed, then chuckled. That's what Hafidz meant was different from that which Agnia meant.

"Funny?" hafidz asked flatly, feeling laughed at.

The nod was immediately shown Agnia, still smiling broadly at her elder sister. "I thought I meant an apple, so I said yes."

Where it's funny, Hafidz was astonished. Look at Agnia's happy smile, such a smile never even appeared when she was with him.

"Certainly? if Akmal likes it?"

Agnia was asked so that she smeared her lips, she was often shy of others but Hafidz did not. It's just that we're looking for the right answer to that question.

"Emh. I don't know. I decided not to like it. All I know is I can like him and spend the rest of my life with him."

Hafidz sighed, very uncomfortable to hear that answer. "That means you like him." he said.

"And I said I don't know, Mas. It could be that it can be non-existent."

"Whatever.." said Hafidz quickly, then stood up from his seat. "You know the boy, so it's tangled." said Hafidz as he turned and left Agnia who gawked.

"Gee! why is he too!" Agnia thunched, staring intently at the passing Hafidz and just looking at her back. "What's the point?"