Want a Life of Heaven

184. No papa, I'm here

The room was gone, the lights were turned off and the lights were replaced by sleeping lights. Akmal had already shuffled under the blanket, starting to close his eyes.

Agnia who had just returned from the bathroom immediately went up to the bed excitedly, until she forgot her skin care routine. Directly approached Akmal with an enthusiastic face until the man was astonished, spontaneously opened his eyes.

"You what?" akmal asked, turning his body back as Agnia got closer to him. He refused to be approached.

"You what?" Agnia parroted, staring in disbelief at the question. "You want to sleep, hug you can't?"

"Don't dong.. I'm still not feeling well, I still have a cold. Later Mbak Ketangsangan.." explained Akmal, although in a minimal light but could see the expression annoyed his wife.

Agnia snorted softly, then nodded quickly. "That's? Yaudah.good-bye." he said, quickly drowning himself under the covers.

Akmal laid down his body, arm in arm. Chuckles at Agnia's reckless behavior, still waiting for what his wife will do in her anger.

Agnia not long ago made her blanket, without turning to take a roll at her side for her to move to the middle between herself and her husband. "Let's not catch." he said, turning Akmal briefly and then hiding his face again.

Adorable, Akmal again smiled a little. His outstretched hand pulled down the wife's blanket, wanting to see his wife's angry face.

Agnia clucked, stared flat and briefly back pulled the blanket over her face. Once again Akmal repeated his actions, Agnia who was increasingly upset because she was not persuaded to decide to tilt her body in the opposite direction.

"Do you want that?" ask Akmal, thins throbbing. "Nice, you know. Her husband will not be sincere.."

Not yet finished Akmal's sentence, Agnia had already reversed back the sloping direction. Return to face the husband half-unclearly. Intentions want to be persuaded, why he must give up.

Akmal smiled, trying to touch his wife. Stroking the top of Agnia's head then turned to pinch the adorable round cheek of his wife. "My wife is sweet." she said, trying to melt Agnia's smile.

Agnia smiled again, bak was given a heart with the gentle gaze and caress of the husband. He was warned, wasted no time and immediately threw a roll in their midst. Shifted to replace the bolster with its fullness, wanting to be close to Akmal.

Unable to refuse or forbid, he could be on his back all night if he disturbed Agnia's heart. Akmal could only sigh. "Don't tell me I didn't tell you, yeah.."

Agnia sniffed her shoulders, no matter what. It was precisely tighter to wrap his arms around Akmal's body. Who told him to sulk, and made it difficult to sleep. This is in exchange, of any time wasted before.

A moment of silence, only seconds of the hour and the sound of breathing could be heard. The two men were busy with their own thoughts in the warmth of each other's embrace.

"Darling.." Agnia called out softly, just in case Akmal had fallen asleep.

"Hem?"

Agnia rewinds her head, doming the gaze. Ready to say something serious. "Would I stop teaching?"

"Why is it all of a sudden?" akmal asked, after a brief sigh. "I don't mean it, anyway. If because of my request at that time.lupain aja."

"No.." Agnia answered shortly, touching Akmal's cheek with one hand. "It's about me, the problem is that I can't count on anyone else all the time. It's not every day I get to meet a kind person." Agnia paused, letting out a short sigh. "I also didn't want to be like that day, having no choice but to accept Adi's help."

Akmal listened, not taking his eyes off the wife. While his hands did not come off, stroking Agnia's hair affectionately.

"I haven't told you that day, did Govin find me."

"Hem?" akmal's face slightly turned tense as Govin's name was mentioned, the caress in Agnia's hair spontaneously stopped.

"Yes, that heart. He offered me a ride, which made me uncomfortable was. He insisted after I had declined carefully. He came to head with his motorbike." explained Agnia as she looked at the incident. "ah! Lupain.it was also my fault, I shouldn't have come home last that day."

Akmal blinked slowly, looking gently at the wife. He had just heard this whole story, how bad it was that he had been consumed by Govin's trap. "That's why you got a ride from Adi?"

"Hem."

Guilt hit Akmal, he too quickly concluded and selfish with his feelings. Not wanting to know the feelings and position of Agnia in her difficult times. His heart was exhausted by guilt when Agnia's face did not show disappointment at her bad behavior yesterday, seemed completely sincere with her selfish silence.

"Do you know what he said?" Agnia asked, but did not need an answer because it would still explain. "He said 'Sorry, I think you're in need of help.' he said that."

Akmal nodded, sighing long. In this topic, the discussion about Adi did not touch him at all. The man did mean well, even fully respecting Agnia. He should appreciate that.

"I'm sorry I just listened. Sorry for being selfish."

Agnia sighed, not budging at all. Reply putting his head on Akmal's chest. It doesn't matter today, when their relationship is fine there's nothing more important. Last day's unrest doesn't matter anymore. After all, he did not want to look back, about the things that hurt him in the past even in the past second.

"Sorry."

Agnia did not budge, looking so sleepy that her breath felt heavy. "I was scared at the time."

Akmal again sighed after hearing the shrill words of Agnia, which might as well be delirious. Regretting once was rash, so the only thing he could do was apologize.

Actually Akmal understands that Agnia must have a reason behind her decision, her anger yesterday was none other than her chaotic thoughts and faced with fear of the safety of the wife. Wasn't Adi one of the many eternal wounds Agnia had?

Even so Akmal never thought if the reason was triggered by Govin. The young man acted again. Damnit damnit! Why is his brain slow? Akmal is self-defeating. Superfluity. He shouldn't have been inedible with Govin's issues, he should have known that the man who sent the portrait was the only one who made trouble.

Akmal again sighed, realizing his mistake that brought a mistake after the mistake occurred. "Sorry." he said again.

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Agnia had just finished drying her clothes, stepping back to her house when Akbar came with his iron horse.

"It's okay, just calm down!"

"Oh.." Akbar nodded in understanding. "What about his behavior? Still the same rut?"

"Hem?"

"He's still angry what not, if it's still not clear like that let me kick it! Uh, I mean I teach, I teach."

Agnia shook her head in amazement first before then answering. "The problem is over, don't worry. And. don't extend it." he said with a warning tone in the last sentence.

"Thankful, deh."

"Yes. But what are you doing here so early? Suspicious."

Akbar nodded his shoulders slowly. "Yes look at Akmal, the same as. hitchhiking breakfast." he replied casually, as he stepped in first.

The dining table was crowded again, Akmal was much better to join at the dining table with his sister-in-law Akbar. Agnia was still back and forth when the two men started to eat breakfast, still taking care of the kitchen.

"Feed first!" akmal said, along with Akbar who said the same. Look at each other for a moment.

"Yes, go first."

Akmal watched his wife's behavior, waiting for her to sit down and join the meal. This feels awkward because of the flatness of Akbar's attitude, until breakfast so there is no pleasure unless there is Agnia who can melt the atmosphere.

Agnia brought a bowl of chicken soup with her, the last menu that she had cooked at the perfect time. He sat not far from Akmal after taking the rice on his plate.

"That's a big piece, you guys again?" agnia asked, turning around Akmal and Akbar alternately.

Akbar sniffed softly, clearly he was angry. Akmal made his sister sad before this, and Agnia? As if her husband was acting arbitrarily is reasonable and proper. Akbar is alone. Do not like to be told not to prolong the problem, but he most do not want to lose and easily forgive.

Not getting an answer, Agnia then sighed. Started bribing with a thin smile while watching her husband and sister who is like a teenager responsibility is marahan, very funny.

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The sun with its light,

Fresh water, with fresh,

The fire with the heat.

As if complete with each other,

We are perfect and precious together.

The memory of that day made Agnia uncomfortable, she could not risk herself facing something she feared. Isn't that bad for her pregnancy? But one side he could not arbitrarily leave from a place that he had fought for many years.

Agnia was sitting in front of the dressing table, putting up her veil. After asking if she should stop teaching, Agnia decided to leave today. It can't be that easy to stop after yesterday's clearance didn't go in.

In her heart, Agnia only hoped that she would no longer meet the young man at all costs.

Agnia sighed while closing her eyes for a while, until a single touch forced her eyes back open. Getting the owner of the hand that is always the reason for returning from daydreams is also a bad memory of the past.

Akmal smiled shadyly, stroking his wife's shoulders gently. Squatting aligned her head with Agnia's face. He knows tension is not good for his wife at this time, he must be a reliable person with understanding and giving calm. "Why?" he asked, while stroking the adorable cheeks in front of him.

Agnia sighed, then shook her head quickly to then singed a reassuring smile.

"You are not ready to go, do not need to be imposed.The children must know the condition of Mbak now." said Akmal softly, already know this right is worried about his wife.

Agnia shook her head, grabbing Akmal's hand to put it on her cheek. Life goes on, obligations must be carried out. At the moment Agnia only needed to be strengthened, Akmal's gentle love was enough for her.

"Really? But I don't think you're ready to go."

"Take it.."

Akmal nodded, for a moment looking at Agnia's face and eyes while thinking of a good way to explain. "Ep.. Want to hear an interesting fact?"

"What?"

"Fear kills more than death. Fear is more excruciating than bullying. And fear is more than assumption without thought."

"meaning?"

Akmal smiled, and his wife probably didn't understand what he meant. Pinch the darling cheek of the wife. "The fear is not good, the truest thing for now is that Mbak should give himself time, rather than keep fighting that feeling."

"Hem.I think about it again later, for now I have to go. I've been dancing, already beautiful."

Akmal chuckled, nodding in agreement with Agnia who called herself beautiful indirectly. "Just so, don't worry. I'll take her to school, I'll pick her up. Hem?"

"Yes." Yeah." Agnia nodded again, smiling. Playing the thin bearded chin of the husband.

Akmal kissed the palm of Agnia's hand not far from his face, turned to kiss his wife's stomach, then rose and gave a long kiss on the forehead. End with a warm hug. "Don't worry, I'm here, baby." she said.

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