Want a Life of Heaven

114. Sorry for being born younger.

Is that what Indri feels? Agnia did not know, so did Alisya the others. I don't know, what he knew as a classmate in Junior High, was just the indiscriminate form of affection that Agnia showed. A good child's sense, just because he was not good at getting along does not mean he must be distinguished.

Agnia sighed, glaring out the car glass. If you know that difficult for Indri, of course he behaved better first.

Akmal drove his car towards the road home, just getting out of the parking lot of a new boutique owned by Indri. There was nothing to express except a sense of awe, what Fiki said about her first bad impression on Agnia turned out to be a huge one. Akmal glanced at Agnia for a moment to then straight into the streets in front of him, his smile flimsyly showing his admiration.

A few seconds passed and Agnia was still unmoved, preoccupied with her own thoughts. Making Akmal finally sigh, glancing at Agnia for the umpteenth time. He focused on driving his car but his mind was disturbed by Agnia.

"Don't think about it, Ma'am. Once bad in the eyes of our people will always be wrong." said Akmal who immediately shifted the gaze of Agnia.

It was not about Alisya that he thought, but about Indri. About him in the eyes of Alisya and Adi, honestly no longer care. He is already in that phase of bodo very, aware that all his actions will always be wrong for Alisya.

It was that fostered Agnia's determination not to respond to Alisya, once free from the shadow of Adi and Alisya he did not want to fall back.

A nod was shown Agnia, with a smile on her lips. Not to deny Akmal's words.

The best reason why he never opened his mouth either to defend himself or to blame Alisya was the awareness that what happened was the best. By complaining it is prolonged the same as us who are not grateful, Adi is not so special that he must cry blood for it.

And look on the bright side today, all obviously the best.

If Adi hadn't hurt him, he probably would never have met Akmal. The man who, though younger than him, brought many good things in his life, became one of the things that healed his heart.

But what Adi and Alisya did was also not right, they chose to hurt him even further when they had more than twenty-four hours to tell the truth.

If he could figure out one thing he was thinking. If Adi had said earlier if he liked Alisya, then he would have given up right then and gone without saving the sadness or heartache like today.

He's not that sweet, one turn please just go.

But what became his eternal wounds, were the days when he saw his parents were sad. Their son was left married, and even then was cheated. Is there any good news about that?

What he considered a friend turned out to stab him in the back, and I don't know what happened if Akbar did not catch the two people. Will until marriage Adi will continue to cheat huh?

Nah! Agnia shook her head slowly, the thought was already stale. To hell with anything, today he's free. And there's Akmal next to him.

"Why, Mommy?" tanya Akmal, has been watching Agnia.

"No.." Agnia shook her head quickly. "It's nothing."

Akmal throbbed, then nodded. Not a good time for kepo, even though they are in a time of accursion. "Where are we now?" tanyanya then, shifted the topic of conversation.

"Emmh. Wherever you can. Find food first, or go home immediately." replied Agnia, today is free for Akmal. By accompanying him today he was already very grateful

"To lemblance?"

"Hey!" Agnia nodded, not where she meant it. "Collateral is not included."

Akmal chuckled with Agnia's stern remark, turning his head to the girl next to him at a glance. "Kidding.."

Agnia cut off her sharp gaze, now sniffing her shoulders. "Forget that! I'm hungry.."

"Hemh?"

"I'm hungry." repeated Agnia.

Akmal nodded, he heard Agnia's words clearly. But that's not what surprised him.

Did he hear wrong? Agnia said I was. Or just the wrong ear? That was incredible for him. Me? Me? it would be a big change if it happened.

"Yes?" Agnia assures, disperse Akmal reverie.

"Yes, Ma'am." Akmal replied quickly.

Agnia throttled, her forehead wrinkled. What is with this man in front of her? How strange! his inner.

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Akmal took Agnia to a store that sells legendary Jogja specialties around there, not far from the location of Indri boutiques. Of course, heading towards Agnia's house was still a long way off. Eating at the right time is energy. Mana could Akmal hold his hunger while the worms in his stomach revolted since earlier.

Quite crowded, the place that is not too wide is crowded. But Akmal and Agnia were lucky because they still got a comfortable position to prop up the stomach, once three people went from there and they arrived.

They were already sitting opposite, side by side with two other people who looked like a married couple. Akmal thought so because seeing those who could not help but wipe around each other's lips, Akmal thinly saw it. Wonder why people can behave like that in public places like this, he became amused himself.

Agnia who had just dictated her order to the waiter, immediately turned to Akmal and looked at his gaze. A second later Agnia cleared her throat, attracting Akmal to look at her.

Akmal turned his head innocently, his eyebrows rising. Can't understand what Agnia's trying to say with her bully.

Agnia grunts bitterly. His eyes were round, trying to tell Akmal not to stare so much at others or they would get into trouble. "Come here!" agnia, finally. Only then did Akmal understand and smile widely.

Akmal's astonishment with the couple next to him continued. Even the food ordered did not manage to divert Akmal's curiosity, the two romantic people were more attractive than gudeg, satay klatak, and mangut catfish in front of him.

Agnia also turned to the two people who shifted Akmal's focus, not feeling strange about it. At all. Precisely the only thing that makes him surprised is Akmal himself, could have failed to focus on such a scene.

Only two normal people, either a married couple or a lover. Agnia nodded politely as one of them turned his head. To then look at Akmal who had turned to look at him.

"Let's eat!"

Akmal nodded.

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"So that's not polite!" agnia said flatly, looking at Akmal who was already focusing on the food on his plate.

"Hemh?" Akmal lifted his gaze, staring back in disbelief.

"You saw them before.."

"Oh!" Akmal just remembered, turning to the two seats next to him that were already empty. Now smile wide. "I'm just surprised, Ma'am."

"Right?" Agnia frowned, had Akmal never seen anyone going out?

"Yes, how can they. It's like in a public place."

"What?"

"Yes. like that..." Akmal stuttered, unable to explain the grievances in his heart. Especially with Agnia's intimidating look. "Don't you understand, right?"

Agnia flicked her lips for an answer, her hand stalling pulling the tissue not far from her hand. His behavior was carefully observed by Akmal.

A second later Akmal was shocked, as the tip of his lips came into contact with the tissue in Agnia's hand. Not a dream, Agnia had just wiped the tip of her lips without warning.

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Alisya continued to cry until she arrived at her house, which she heard was painful, not to mention Adi who did not defend her at all despite hearing Indri's complaints against her.

How else, even though his wife was crying blood Adi next to him could do nothing but calm down. Everything that his wife got today he could not deny, let it be a lesson.

Adi sighed, looking intently at his wife who was still sobbing. "Well, if Raina wakes up and asks why.we won't be able to answer" he said gently and pushed the car door, walking out first.

Alisya for the sake of it immediately stopped her crying, it could not continue so. While waiting for Adi to twist and pick up Raina who was asleep on her lap, Alisya wiped the end of her watery eyes cut off her long cry.

"What you receive today is the fruit of what you do. If you don't want to live like this, you should think again about your attitude before dating your best friend's girlfriend."

The sentence flashed again in Alisya's mind just before stepping his foot out of the car, the feeling of indeterminability burst forth. Don't know what kind of feeling it is. Shy, upset, sad all become one. No one is to blame but himself, he is wrong. If he did not go to meet the invitation, maybe the painful sentence that Indri uttered will never be heard.

His intention to silence all by showing his happy little family ending up being his silenced self, should he realize that after the day he hurt Agnia that day everyone did not want him.

And Agnia? Even he could defeat her without having to say a word. He should have been self-conscious before he wanted to rival Agnia, he was a nobody.

Alisya smiled bitterly, collapsing the happiness she had hoped for all this time. The shadow of Agnia will never disappear from her life, forever.

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Indri sipped his drink, after this anger his habit. Alone, enjoying the time. Not draining energy to get angry, guilt often appears. Indri must think again what his sentence is outrageous or not, because he is not those who are cruel and heartless.

Alisya is outrageous, he does not understand why can say bad things to Agnia when they used to be friendly. Alisya did not realize if for the sake of their friendship Agnia always chose silence even though she could blame.

Indri snorted in annoyance, considering that his emotions rose again. "Basic don't know yourself!" resounding. He did not understand, how Alisya did not know himself to someone who is most meritorious in his life.

Alisya could not deny that fact, she who was a nobody could befriend an Agnia was something surprising. Roughly they are not worth it. Not a matter of wealth.Popularity, intelligence, rank, even their personality is so lame.

No need to biacakan equality, all in the mind of Indri who never uttered was aggravated by the news of the affair between Alisya and Adi. Hearing that, Indri was fed up. Perfect is already flawed in Alisya in his eyes.

Grunts came out of Indri's mouth, the more upset he thought. Herein lies his strangeness, why is he the one who is fiery?

Agnia is popular, even has attracted Gian the popular student when the first time school orientation. Beautiful, smart, and good image. The important point is, everything you have does not affect the war.

He is the most moderate, never being biased or looking down on others. Agnia is not very sociable, maybe it is one of the causes so that none of it makes her get carried away by bad currents.

Indri remembered that, Agnia's smile on the front bench every time she met him. He used to wonder if Agnia was not tired of continuing to invite him to smile?

Indri sat at the second table, right behind Agnia. One similarity between them is, both of them do not like to get along or rather are not good at getting along. Be Indri busy with his drawing book as well as his pencil and Agnia busy with her novel.

Even when Alisya was also three other people accidentally dropped a picture book containing the design of the clothes that he had drawn during the night into the gutter, Agnia was the one who brought the book without complaining while she was sculpting.

When others choose to replace it with some money rather than apologize, Agnia is the one who regrets it. There was no doubt in his power to ask Alisya to apologize.

"It's not just about a book, you don't know because you haven't seen what's in it. Hurry up and apologize!" that was the sentence that Agnia said to Alisya after seeing Indri cry silently.

Although he finally got an apology, his heartache at that time persisted to this day. Even so with the warmth that Agnia shares, imprint to this day and become one of the many encouragement in pursuing her goals.

Given that Indri became calm, yes. How powerful a simple sentence was also Agnia's sincere smile to him. He who has no one for the first time has a backrest. The inferiority that he felt motivated him, he promised to be a useful success so that Agnia was not ashamed to admit him as a friend.

The calming moment returned, Indri now sighed deeply and exhaled slowly. The anger subsides the remaining guilt. Always so, when angry someone tends to say everything without consideration until finally realized and regretted it.

Should I apologize to Alisa? He had scolded her in front of many people earlier.

However, before considering apologizing, Indri felt he had to do something else. His outstretched hand picked up the phone on the table, his finger typed in a few letters on the contact button looking for the name of someone he felt needed to know about this.

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"Still.." said Agnia after getting out of Akmal's car and closing the door of the car whose glass was open, featuring Akmal nodding with a smile.

Agnia remained there for a moment, unlike usual who always blurred for a moment down from the car or motorcycle Akmal. Seemed like to convey something, still weighing.

"Emh... After this go straight to campus?"

Akmal nodded. "Yes, Mother. Why?"

"Just the.."

"Oh!" Akmal nodded, of course. The closer they got the more awkward the atmosphere created. He foolishly thought that Agnia would say something more than pleasantries.

"Yaudah, I'm home, Ma'am."

"Hemh. greetings.. Your mother.."

Akmal nodded, unable to hide the smile on his face. Agnia's nervousness looked adorable in her eyes.

Agnia did not wait until Akmal left, it was too sweet and too special if done. Be the conscious Agnia and return to her prestige mode turning around and walking towards her house while cursing herself inwardly.

Why is he wrong with his own actions? Isn't that overkill? Greetings titip? Uh! Agnia grimaced inwardly, thankfully not saying. Be careful on the road.

Akmal once again smiled towards the passing of Agnia, the car glass that came down slowly rose to cover Akmal's figure a second later sighed softly.

"Congratulations, for once again you have the pity of everyone. You seem happy today. Surely with your flocked lover."

alisya's words that nudged her back flashed, did she say? Flocked. Is that embarrassing? Marrying a younger man is a mistake?

Akmal sighed again, this time deeper. His eyes were directed at Agnia's back which was getting further away, staring bitterly. "Sorry, Ma'am.." he said. "I'm sorry I was born younger.."