Want a Life of Heaven

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Who is to blame?

When you don't want to be far away,

When the feeling of wanting always cling.

All I know is that this feeling is with the right person,

And in a legitimate relationship.

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Akmal had just returned after cleaning himself and changed his clothes into a sleeping suit. His smile flinched when he found his wife already shuffled warmly under the blanket. Remembering how scared he was.

After turning off the lights and turning on the sleeping lights, Akmal joined the bed. Before lying down, the man first gave a brief kiss to Agnia's forehead.

Just about to lie down and decide to go to sleep, the opening of Agnia's eyes nullified that intention. He who was just about to sleep, was late and did not want to disturb the wife. Now change his mind because Agnia just approached and came to his decapan.

"She was afraid I was sniffed?" tanya Akmal interspersed with ruckus, while grabbing a blanket and covering the entire body of the wife.

"It doesn't want me, it wants the baby." Agnia's great-granddaughter, smiling little in the warmth and fragrance emanating from the body of the husband.

"Hem.." Akmal stroked Agnia's hair, smiling under the lights. "Whatever the reason, better hurry to sleep! It's late."

"Yes. good night.."

Akmal told him to go to sleep, but he was the only one who wasn't sleepy. His head was busy exploring, considering his meeting with Ustadz Sholeh also Fadil. He is good at judging a person, and from what he sees Fadil is someone who is knowledgeable and humble because of his knowledge. But why wasn't Agnia interested in the young man at all?

Agnia also did not sleep, could feel Akmal's breath as well as her heartbeat. She knew that her husband was not sleeping, quickly raising his gaze to make sure.

"Why?" Aklmal realized it was frowning back, he thought Agnia was asleep.

"I can't sleep, your breath can I'm horrified." complained Agnia, acting sullen although not necessarily clearly visible to Akmal. "Think what? It's kind of hard.."

Akmal smiled faintly, peeping at the curious top of his wife's head. "It's not that important, just that.."

Decakan sounded out from Agnia's mouth, not receiving an answer like that. Reply rose from his sleep, alternately sitting cross-legged in front of Akmal. Trying to show that he is not sleepy at all. "Not what is important? I want to be horrified." he said, sounding incontrovertible.

Akmal sighed, got up and secured his sitting position. So leaning against the pillow, looking at Agnia for a long time until finally saying what is not important what she thinks. "I remember my meeting with Ustadz Soleh and Fadil again."

Agnia let out a short sigh, knowing specifically what was the mind of her husband. "You're curious about Fadil?" guess what, Akmal's kontan.

"I wonder what he's like, what I think he is.."

"Basic freak!" sibir Agnia, if usually Akmal does not like even when he accidentally discussed Gian, Govin and even other young men. Now her husband took the initiative himself to ask about Fadil. "Do you want me to be clear about him?"

"Yes.."

"Don't you tell me about him?"

"Yes.."

"Don't you say I praise him?"

Akmal chuckled, pinching Agnia's cheeks gnawing. "Father dong, I asked to be explained.."

"I'll find it safe" said Agnia, shrugging both shoulders. "Emh. As far as I know he's kind, polite. Since I knew him from childhood, my judgment so far."

"She's madam, it turns out?"

"Yes. But he went into a hysteria after graduating Junior High, so we're not so familiar after that."

"Ehh.." Akmal nodded, another question appeared in his head. "But I'm surprised, why don't you accept his proposal? He seems knowledgeable, well, his family is clear. Yeah, though not too handsome as me."

"But!" Agnia is throbbing, it could be Akmal tucking in compliments for himself. But even he did not deny, so far Akmal was the most handsome of the young men who came and asked him to the father. "Handsome is not the main thing, as well as good and scientific someone. Now I ask, what is the meaning of having to accept someone's proposal?"

"Hem?"

"I rejected anyone back then, because I didn't like it. Let's not think of building a relationship, honey, if we today like to plan about tomorrow, then at that time, I can't do that at all. I can't dream and make hope, in my head there's only about how to get through this day well." explains Agnia. "That's how I felt at the time.."

"Yes, I answered.." Agnia drew closer, re-entered the husband's embrace. "Why I reject men before you, because they are not like you, tenacious tend not to know yourself."

Akmal chuckles at hearing himself called self-knowing. Scrambling the top of Agnia's head was short, but even she could not deny it.

"I know, I just think I'm lucky. While Ma'am has not known them, there must be one of them better than me."

Agnia sighed again, now accompanied by a snort. "You started, right? Start comparing yourself to others. And I'm not perfect either, baby.Thankfully I was born to amazing parents, that's all. You're mah. most insecure, you're not self-conscious."

Akmal sighed, why is he being rummaged? Isn't nice? Relationships based on self-awareness usually give birth to a sense of wanting to give the best for each other.

"On the perfection of someone we don't know, but about compatibility we can't lie. You know what Mom said when I asked what your advantages should I accept?"

"What?"

"You're not perfect, you just happen to make me feel better." Agnia looked at Akmal. "I didn't realize at first, but you were the only one who made me feel comfortable and healed. Mom realized it was more than me. So what do you call that? A soul mate?"

Akmal smiled gently. "Snack."

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Akbar had parked the car in the yard of the kaka's house perfectly, quickly got out of the car because of kebellet since picking up Agnia from school. Agnia chuckled, tailing behind her sister.

"Yes, Ma'am.." Akbar looked uncomfortable, waiting. "Say Akmal, don't go up and down the stairs! It takes nothing to say the same to me." he said, then ran to the bathroom. Leaving behind Agnia who was staring at the astonishment of the sister. "Either paid what, he.." he murmured.

Funny that he was forbidden to go up and down the stairs, Agnia was astonished by the two men who circled her. Stupid or how, the room is certainly all headed. She would not heed her husband's request.

Just as he was about to climb the stairs, the sound of the bell being pressed undoes Agnia's intentions. Making him move back to the door while sighing, it seems that he must hear what Akmal said not to go up and down the stairs.

The door opened, the figure that Agnia had originally avoided now came. Like knowing which time he was not alert, the young man who had managed to make Akmal angry at him now showed his face. With a smile that was made as friendly as possible, Govin showed his hospitality.

"Is there an thermal?"

Agnia sighed softly, unable to smile upon seeing this young man. "You should know that at this hour my husband is not at home, why not call him before coming?" tanya impressed cynically. Not without reason, his annoyance at the man in front of him has gone up to the crown.

While Govin for a moment of surprise, did not expect to be given a response. She thought Agnia would be as cute as ever.

"I don't accept male guests, so please excuse me. Please leave, and come back when my husband is at Home." Agnia said again, sounding resolute.

"Awhile.." Govin does not want the intention of his arrival in vain, preventing Agnia from returning to her house in a hurry.

Agnia didn't budge, shut the door. Still standing in the doorway. "Why? Not happy with what I said?" the question is more courageous. "Sorry, I can't be friendly with someone who deliberately tries to create distance in my household. Imagine how bad it is, and think about what hospitality I need for a person like you.."

Govin sniffed softly, smiling thinly. "Try to create distance.." parrots, not long grinning. "Well, let's say so. but if that distance is created, isn't the real reason for the household itself?"

"It seems you know a lot about the household." - Agnia. "Unfortunately do not know how to think clearly, after growing doubt in my husband's heart.. Now you want to cultivate doubt in my heart?" Agnia paused, unafraid to stare at Govin. "You did all this, just to hurt Akmal right? No matter if others also get into trouble because of it. How selfish of you! And even if it's for the love you want to show Ulya, it's still outrageous. Why did Akmal you punish him with a mistake he didn't commit? If regret should be regret alone, do not invite Akmal to feel something more than his necessity."

"Don't you know what you know about this story? Just because of the wife.." Govin seemed annoyed with the emphasis.

"Then? So tell me that what I said is not true! You should know better.if what Akmal feels is even more painful than what you feel, because along with the sense of loss he also has to face betrayal."

Akbar returned, his face looking relieved in contrast to before. Immediately approached Agnia who had just closed the door. "Who's up, Ma'am?" tanyakanya.

"People are not clear."

Akbar frowned, hearing the unpleasant-sounding answer from the older brother. Look in the window, find out who. "Nobody is.."

Seeing Agnia sitting pensively on the sofa, Akbar decided to approach. Started to guess who just came. "Cowok who was Ma'am's story?"

"Hem.." Agnia muttered softly, rubbing her face briefly. It felt relieved to have said what he wanted to say, but his feelings worsened seeing the young man. "Bak wants to rest, you want to go. Just go." Agnia got up from her seat, looking at Akbar sayu.

"No, I'm here.." Akbar did not ask more things even though he wanted to, seeing his brother's reaction this way the only one who had to ask and encourage was Akmal and not himself.he could only sigh, he could only sigh, watching the back of the brother who was getting away with his shaky steps. Really, he did not understand what happened in the household of his brother and Akmal. why did the foreign youth suddenly so take part? he had to charge Akmal with an explanation.