Want a Life of Heaven

147. Growing doubts part2

Agnia's warm cradle managed to bring a soundness to the man who had lost the deep, simple act of slowly eroding the trauma that had long been entrenched in the corner of Akmal's heart.

Akmal's fine snoring becomes a sign if the man is really lulled, soundly without any worry and fear. The sleep he needed was no longer scary.

Until a while after Agnia got out of bed, Akmal moved from his sleep. Slowly opened his eyes, looking next to him. A heavy blow came out from Akmal's mouth, the man only realized that his sleep was comfortable and long. His eyes turned towards the bathroom whose lights were on, Agnia was definitely there.

Before long the bathroom door opened, Akmal's favorite beautiful creature came out with a distinctive fragrance that always emanated from his body. Instantly the whole room was smelling Agnia.

Agnia looked refreshed, returning to bed while removing her hair ties, leaving her straight hair pretty. His hand flicked the blanket, for the second it also frowned to find Akmal's eyes open. "Why awake?" ask Agnia. "The body is still long, though."

Akmal smiled, getting up from his midriff. His sleepiness disappeared after smelling Agnia's fresh scent, what else with his wife's look in those open-collared pajamas. His eyes were pampered instantly. "Father, pray first."

"Ehh.." Agnia nodded, for a moment they were silent to each other. A second later Agnia covered the blanket up to her neck, in the dim light could see the direction of Akmal's gaze. "What's? if you want to pray why is it still in?" agnia asked nervously, which then made Akmal chuckle with anxiety. Immediately remove the blanket covering Agnia's body, then lay her head on the thigh of the wife without warning.

Agnia blinked, a little surprised. Willing to drop Akmal's head, but could not bear when her husband closed his eyes. Agnia had no idea how hard it was to sleep for Akmal, and had no idea how valuable Ulya was to her. Let it be this way for a while, Agnia did not want to quickly destroy the pleasure of her husband.

A gentle caress directed Agnia on Akmal's cheek, a small smile on her back as she moved. His eyes could not help but look at the man's face on his lap carefully. Handsome and shady, who would have thought the owner of the face actually fell into his embrace.

As she was happy, Agnia's hand movements stopped instantly when Akmal suddenly held Agnia's hand and pulled it over her chest. This position from now on became Akmal's favorite, while Agnia also roared to feel a real heartbeat that was not because her hand felt on the chest of the husband.

"Still sleepy?" ask Agnia finally, not at home if for so long.

Akmal is moving slowly. "Sama Ma'am I'm sleepy" he replied in a hoarse voice on the verge of drowsiness, without opening his eyes at all.

"Yep?" Agnia thins. "How now?" he asked after a brief kiss to Akmal's forehead.

Akmal opened his eyes again, squealing. "It still wants to be here" he said, pointing at his lips.

Agnia squealing. "Dikasih heart ask for heart." he sneered, deliberately made ketus.

Sure enough, Akmal immediately got up to the bathroom to take ablution. He cannot simply be negligent because of the presence of Agnia, precisely the union they should be their way to be better. Together to reach heaven, not only want to live but also want to be heavenly.

Without taking away her toughness, Akmal came out of the bathroom with a handsome-ass-looking smile. It was intentionally so because Agnia noticed.

Until his steps came up, he took over. Pray tahajud two rakaat, then teach accompanied by the gaze of Agnia.

There was an indefinable feeling about her jealousy last night, Agnia had felt sad but was currently very happy. Witness how wonderful it was to start her domestic life with Akmal.

This guy is nice, loves him, has everything, Agnia never thought if changing from an Adi is Akmal more everything.

Agnia at this moment became relieved, sure if as long as she could not sleep, Akmal spent it like this. He was amazed, it was amazing. Pain is precious when it makes you better and closer to Him.

The melodious Akmal reading Agnia spoils her eyes and ears while lying comfortably under the blanket until she unconsciously sleeps.

Surah almu' drank Akmal read, surah 23 right opening juz 18. Surah which not only explains the characteristics of the faithful, but also briefly but clearly explains how to refute the people of some Prophets whom they then hit in return for their behavior.

Akmal joined the bed after keeping the qur'an in place, also after confirming what time it was. Looking at those tightly closed eyes, Akmal immediately put a small kiss on Agnia's cheek as well as forehead. The disturbed Agnia nodded slowly, then turned her face away.

"Do you? Does her husband want to be ignored?" asked Akmal in a cringe.

Agnia where caring, it sounds ripping. "Now dawn, don't be weird ah.."

Akmal sighed softly, his wife is indeed difficult to work with. And as punishment, Akmal brushed Agnia's hair and kissed her wife's neck and shoulders with anxiety.

Agnia did not budge, was already sleepy also resigned. It's better to let it go, but Akmal won't be able to do more.

...

Agnia did not join breakfast, as a kitchen mother who was always full because she was busy trying to get full. While the menu was presented at the dining table, he rushed to the room to prepare, enthusiastic about the call to Akmal streets.

"So come to the lake?" retno asked, as his hand scooped the rice with his side dish on the plate.

Akmal nodded. "So, Bun. We have free time."

Retno nodded. "Good, it should be. You need time together, the moment of the newlyweds will not repeat itself." said Sidiq.

Akmal smiled hearing that, completely agreeing. It's just not right if these streets are called a party event, anyway this trip is planned with the big family Agnia.

"Oiya, dear.." Retno had just remembered, now looking at Akmal with a serious stroke. "You told me about Ulya, didn't you tell your wife?"

"Ehh.." Akmal slowed his chewing, only wondering why his mother asked him about it. Then nodded slowly. "Udah, Bun."

"Thank God.." Retno smiled with relief, in contrast to Akmal whose face changed after being asked about Ulya.

"What's wrong, Bun?"

"Yesterday Mother fell flat, said about Ulya with Agnia."

Akmal frowned, his heart suddenly uncomfortable, but tried to hide it. "What's the feeling, Bun?"

"Yes, Mommy said that since Ulya died you have difficulty sleeping. Mother was originally only a mastiin if you are not that now, but. yasudah!"

Akmal frowned for a long time, his hands spontaneously stopping. His head again repeated how the attitude of Agnia changed, although it became sweeter but it was surprising and now answered already.

He became afraid that Agnia might be mistaken, or burdened after knowing that. Who even though he had not been able to tell the details that happened, also how he was sad until finally better today.

Akmal sighed softly, his hand reaching for the glass. Sipping water while muffling something that stuck in her heart, it is clear now that Agnia's attitude was affected by her mother's story.