Want a Life of Heaven

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"I was wrong for being here?" agnia asked, just moments after her crying had subsided. Pointing her face to her faithful husband gives her shoulder to lean back and she cries.

"No one thinks so."

"But Mas Hafidz?"

"I'm sure he does not mean that, just that he gives a comparison between Mbak and Yesa actually because Mas Hafidz knows very well the condition of Mbak at this time. He's worried, but can't point it out."

"Ehh.." Agnia muttered softly. "Let's see, I don't agree with what you say. I don't think he's a concern, but he has a personal grudge. It's like he's trying to tell me I don't mean anything here."

Akmal chuckled softly, pinching his wife's cheeks. Are the brothers really that? quarrel as if the enemy, to later make peace as if nothing happened. "Whatever it is, because we're here. And because today we are all grieving, Ma'am should be one of the nice guys to cheer them up. It is the only thing that can show that our arrival is not in vain. Hem?"

Agnia nodded quickly, to once again scatter into her husband's warm, opiate embrace.

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Death is always the most shocking news, always suddenly and without warning. Until all too often amazed, feel everything is fine until the self is surprisingly snatched also ripped.

But everything goes according to destiny, and always with wisdom and purpose.

"At least from the death of someone we are aware, that it is not only us who are left behind.

But one day, we're the ones leaving."

Hafidz felt a tremendous mess, he did not spend much time like the granddaughter of the other grandmother. Therefore, his heart was sliced to feel useless and wasted the time given by God before. He regretted that he should have been able to spend his time while his grandmother was still there.

And now? even regrets are useless. All has passed quickly, and is full of slaps of the fact that it is impossible to return for even a second.

"Don't forget to eat!" Puspa spoke on the phone, made a video call while feeding Zain lunch.

"Yes.."

"And don't forget to sleep!" said Puspa again, can see the eyes as a lack of sleep the husband.

"Hem.you too, take good care of yourself."

"Yes." Yeah."

The door of the room was open, revealing Akbar with his serious face which was a distance away. Hafidz frowned at him, wondering what kind of trouble this sister would bring. "What?"

"Pake nanya, again.. You're not conscious?"

"What's? don't play guessing in this situation."

"Emh.. You don't realize it means. Heh, Mum.. Don't you feel guilty about Agni? in this situation, and in his condition, you can talk about the origin of the mangap."

"That's not the origin, I'm serious. He should have been aware of his own condition, who could take care of himself other than himself? I just want him to learn, if not everything has to go as he wants, he has to learn with Yesa."

Akbar snorted sebal. "Did Agni leave from Jakarta alone? she's the same husband. And we're there to take care of him, too. So what are you worried about? I became suspicious if this is not because you care about Sister Agni, but Lo vent your sadness.."

Hafidz did not budge, his head was dizzy, his feelings were chaotic, Akbar came again with his prejudice which made his feelings more runny. "Udah, I'm dizzy. if you still want to be angry unclear, wait later after our suffering decreases."

Angry not clear? Akbar sniffed his head. Who is not clear here? though only Hafidz is suddenly emotional and careless at this time.

"Go!"

"Yes." Akbar replied quickly, glancing at a glance to then move out followed by a loud sound of the door closing. Hafidz immediately let out a long sigh and returned to his phone screen, if not in this grieving situation then he had no problem making a little fuss and giving his sister a lesson.

Hafidz again sighed, he was annoyed asked now asked for an explanation by his wife. "Of course! city discuss next time."

"Is it because he went there despite being banned?" ask Puspa, since the beginning knew her husband did not agree Agnia joined on the grounds of her condition which is still vulnerable.

"Not that, I'm just a cape."

"Mas.but you can't, in this situation, create problems. We all grieve, What else are you, Akbar same Agni. Don't make this any more complicated."

"Yes, I did deliberately make this even more complicated, I mean wrong despite wanting the best for my own sister."

"It's not so, my mother.."

"Udah first, yes, I'll call you later."

"But.."

Hafidz cut the call unilaterally, not accepting the blame. And it's not about selfishness, it's just trying to protect everyone as best it can. It seems to be wrong in all eyes.

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Tahlilan is held at home also in the nearest mosque, hoping that the do'a should be at least one or two straight people Allah's word. The house is not quiet, neighbors and relatives come to visit until a week later.

Except for Hafidz, Akbar and Akmal all woke up. The three people were the most exhausted of the others. No sleep after driving all night.

Agnia after making sure all the relatives who stay got a comfortable place to sleep, just moved to the room. From this side Hafidz should stop acting as if the arrival of Agnia was in vain which is actually very helpful.there are many affairs that only women can understand and take care of, just for sure, what else when Yesa is not there then Agnia helps in the house.

Akmal membuka matanya begitu suara pintu terdengar, tersenyum tipis dan memberi isyarat supaya istrinya tidur di sebelahnya. Agnia balas tersenyum, duduk di bibir ranjang menghadap suaminya. Membelai puncak kepalanya singkat. "Tidur.." ujarnya, setelah mengecup kening Akmal.

Instead of sleeping, Akmal actually rose from his sleep. He changed his position so he sat facing Agnia in a listening manner.

"I said sleep, not wake up."

Akmal smiled. "I can't sleep if my wife can't sleep. So.. What's up? can there be anything you can give me?"

Agnia looked at her husband long ago to then smile, always able to see the sincerity from Akmal's eyes. He had no reason to be overwhelmed by his attention. "I have one thing."

"What?"

"When you left me here, that was the last time I talked to grandma. He said he couldn't wait to meet his great-grandson, and look.. Grandma may have actually met her great-grandmother."

"Hem?"

Agnia nodded faintly. "I am amazed by that, the greatest secret is in the predestined way of life and we are going through this. What we encounter, what we lose, everything is always amazing for us to think about with common sense. Who knows if grandma will meet our child first, rather than her own parents."

Akmal sighed, stroking his wife's hair. "At least what we love is already together now, so there's nothing to worry about. Moreover, they have met death with a good path, the best. We should be grateful for that."

"I know.." Agnia nodded, this is how it should be. The support and strength Akmal shared was one thing he needed. He may be worried, repeatedly losing strength every time he gets the test. Yet that figure, who was by his side at every moment tirelessly was a new strength and the greatest reminder.