Want a Life of Heaven

Want a Life of Heaven
22. Body of one body



So we, too,


Like a member of one body


Your pain is my pain


My problem is about you


But understanding does not mean that it should be the same


Because I'm weak you need to take care of me


And you who are hurt need me to defend


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Akmal was made unblink when Ardi told how Akbar became the first person to know the betrayal of his sister-in-law, deserved Akbar everything to all the men who offended Agnia.


Unimagined how bitter, when Akbar also saw with his own eyes what kind of slumped Agnia at that time.


"It won't be easy, Mal." said Ardi softly in his ear.


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Akmal rubbed his face remembering the last sentence Ardi had said. For a moment he confirmed his sitting position to be leaning on the chair, releasing the pen from his hand.What Ardi explained this afternoon now hangs in his mind, making the book in front of him untouchable. I don't know if he's going awry, only able to remember everything related to Agnia.


Akbar's anger at him can now be understood, it is none other than a sister's fear for her only sister.


Even for Akmal, who had no sisters, the pain was completely felt.


But after learning of the brothers' extraordinary relationship, Akmal felt increasingly challenged to explore further the life of Agnia.


I don't know, his heart was so excited. It is undeniable, there is an interest from Akmal self in Agnia that makes him never refuse if asked about the readiness to marry by both parents.


Even today, when the question came back from the mouth of the Mother. Akmal can only smile, his feelings are supportive. After a long time, there was another woman who attracted him. And come to think of it, even new Agnia. There's nothing more.


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Night with a piercing breezy attracts Agnia to go to the roof garden of her house, the flickering of lights from the building as well as the flickering flickering of the city streets from afar pampering her eyes.


The breath seemed a relief to him at this moment.


He recalled a few years ago, it was in this place, where his feet were standing right now, that he almost knocked himself down consciously.


He who is chaotic, for a moment forgets the essence of self and life. Briefly think of going and taking off all the burden of betraying Adi, the man she dated for six years with Alisya, her best friend.


There is a tireless gratitude Agnia recites in the heart when she feels her life at this time, because help comes at the right time. Too late Hafidz pulled it at that time, so the loss was he the world also the hereafter.


But today he was faced with an arranged marriage arranged by his mother, in contrast to Akmal. he could not answer.no, a little spark in his heart is still felt to this day.


Be married? no. gabe. What if the same thing happens again?


How could he face the discordant voices cornered him?


Too plain, so it can be lied to.


That is, tuh. if you are busy pursuing education, do not realize her future husband playing behind.


Beautiful but cheating, nothing for sure..


Agnia sighed, closing her eyes.muffled the bad comments that had once entered her ears first.


"Here, it turns out." Akbar said, appearing with both hands in front of his chest, feeling a chill from the moment his steps arrived there. Spontaneously disperse the reverie of Agnia. "Shhhhhhhh.. Cold." hiss as he approached.


Agnia turned her head for a moment, then ignored Akbar's presence.


"Writtenly?" agnia said, flat. Very lazy to serve akbar who lately rese.


"yeah! Asked.."


"What are you doing here yourself? Far away there.." cynical Agnia.


Akbar grinned, showing his teeth. "Find Mbak.. Just in case you.."


"What t-shirt?" cut off Agnia, staring intently at her sister as if ready to slaughter Akbar if he says nonsense. I know he doesn't like to talk about it.


Once again Akbar grinned, wrong indeed his arrival this time. He also did not understand why lately he worried a lot about his older sister. "No. Kidding.."


"Hhm." Whatever, Agnia just wanted Akbar to understand and immediately left him alone.


Silent for a moment, Akbar who thought about many things now fell silent.


"I'm sorry, yes Ma'am." said Akbar, making Agnia spontaneously turned her body to hear the voice of Akbar. Facing his younger brother who was not as excited before.


"I'm serious!" bulot Akbar, sebal kala Agnia just throbbing.


Turn Agnia who smiles, likes it like if Akbar had been. "What's the mistake this time?"


"Nothing." Akbar said, sure. "But suddenly I feel guilty."


Agnia chuckled, it would be inappropriate for her sister to be melow. Akbar is a prankster, a posse, a baffle, a lot of want, manja and lazy, that's the real Akbar.


"Laughter again he.." protested Akbar, not accepting Agnia's smile that did not disappear. as if laughing at him.


Agnia shuddered in disgust. "What the hell, don't pantes you're so rich."


"His sister is sad too.."


Agnia sighed softly, looking at Akbar. "You're not aware? you are a lot of help mbak. you are the most understanding mbak... then what else?"


Akbar listened, Agnia's speech did not make her feelings calm at all.


"You are still.twenty-two. don't have to think about the burden that makes you cape."


"But Mbak was also twenty-two right that year?“ seloroh Akbar, considering the most difficult time for his brother also happened at that age.


Agnia was silent for a moment. It is true what Akbar said, but the difficult moment has passed and he is rearranging his heart at this time. Akbar's words will only doubt his determination to rise if this continues.


Agnia Then nodded. "But you were nineteen back then, and you were carrying a burden that should not have disturbed your sleep." Agnia paused, looking deep into her sister's eyes. "Don't make me doubt your doubts.You insisted before that I would reorganize my heart again, and now you alone are confused."


"Udah is yes.. Now that your task is done, it's time you think about yourself more than anyone else."


Akbar was silent, listening. Silence for a moment.


"Come on. free it all. don't have to melow, it's not pantes for you" said real Agnia, tickling at the end of the sentence.


Akbar smiled. "Later I'll rece, Ma'am who ran away.. Wrong again, so I"


"But her melow you're more annoying! you're not aware?"


Akbar clucked. "I'm wrong, you little girl."


Agnia sniffed her shoulders, whichever cared.she was just saying the facts.


The sweet moment was not only between the pair of sister brothers, but the mother also quietly listened with teary eyes. as if all the affection he instilled in his children was delivered perfectly.


That is the kind of love that all parents may expect from their children..


Khopipah, can't describe his current feelings. It was as if his fear had been thrown out by the wind, as if the pain of the past had eroded the season which changed its beauty.


After today, rest assured that Agnia can recover from her trauma. And his decision to match his daughter was not a mistake.


That's the right decision.