Want a Life of Heaven

33. Don't fall in love

As I should explain,

This frozen heart does not want warmth

Let it be, though,

Because he was once blessed with love

Eventually it broke because of hope.

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Two weeks off plus two days of boring red dates ended as well. The first day of school began.

The saturating days ended, In contrast to the students who were lazy to welcome the new semester, Agnia was instead so eager to welcome new students at her school.

Agnia had been preparing to leave since early morning, her homework had even finished early in the morning before dawn broke. A large bag containing books is now lined up, walking towards the house of fellow teachers who are not far from his home, want to invite to leave together as usual.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat.." Agnia sighed softly, standing outside the fence, facing the iron-fenced house.

"Wa'alaikumsalam. "one soon appears from behind the door, as expected, someone Agnia is waiting for.

Lho! Agnia was surprised, she saw Widia was still berkaster, the opposite of her who was already in neat uniform.

Widia stepped over, opening the gate before then speaking.

"You certainly don't read Whatsapp from Mom." said Widia, calling herself Mom despite their age actually only four years.

Agnia shook her head slowly, what message? he has not opened his phone since. Just reach for his phone just before leaving to put it in a bag in case he forgets.

"Today my mother didn't go in, the youngest was sick. Fussy, don't want to be left."

"When, Mom?" ask Agnia.

"It's hurt since yesterday, but it's fussy anyway.it was malem."

Agnia nodded, just as fast as her neighbors, seniors, and colleagues were the other day so hurried that they did not bring themselves home together after school. "That's it, Mom.. If I leave.. Ade hope the spit is healed."

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Agnia returned to where she had started her first step, walking slowly back to the path she had already crossed. Going back through the road in front of his house.

There was a surprise, Agnia's eyes were rounded in shock and her steps spontaneously slowed down when Akmal, the boy was sitting on his motorcycle. He looked like he was waiting for someone.

Helaan breath out of Agnia's mouth, want to avoid even he had to run away where. Been there, he had to face it. At the end of the doubtful step Agnia saw Akmal, the man now got up, smiling. He met someone he was waiting for.

Akmal parked his motorbike some distance away from Agnia's parents' house, on purpose. He just wants to talk to his daughter not with his parents for now.

"Mr.. I'm interracial?" akmal asked, as Agnia's steps stopped not far from him.

Agnia grunted softly. "Where?"

"To school yesterday? Agni's mother started today again, right?" ask Akmal, so not confident with the answer to the question back to Agnia.

I wanted to say no, but the uniform said yes first. Agnia was heartened to look at Akmal with a thin smile that was almost invisible actually, because if she obeyed her wishes Agnia wanted to just run away at this time, however she still tried to avoid this boy.

"Yes. But don't have to.."

"Emh.. Somebody wants me to obrolin, ma'am.. Can you?"

From what Agnia saw, Akmal abstained. It will not stop if his wish is not fulfilled. Every word always sounds confident. Agnia sighed slowly. "Five minutes. is that enough?" tanyakanya. "After it went.. Agreed?"

Akmal nodded, no other offer. For he is the one who is given the choice now, not Agnia. There are two options; Chat with Agnia, drop off Agnia, or neither.

"Regarding what happened.. You want me to move forward?" akmal asked, starting his chat right away, not wanting to make that short time go to waste.

Agnia bowed her gaze for a moment, what kind of question was that.. Was the response so far unclear? Which part of him shows the desire to marry if it ever existed?

Akmal smiled faintly. It seemed like Agnia already knew what her heart will was.

"I'm not backing down, Ma'am.. Even though I forbid me.."

It was expected that Agnia was not surprised by Akmal's reply. This boy has his own views, what he thinks is right will not be tempered by rebuttal.

"You know.just do anything you want.. But you know my answer." said Agnia, no objection. Yet his eyes implied toughness. As if trying to say if he would not fall for a boy like Akmal.

"It looks like this conversation ended before five minutes, but anyway.. Please go."

Akmal was not disappointed at all with Agnia's response, he knew very well what kind of trauma Agnia had after failing to marry. And these three years prove that it's not that easy to drop his heart on a new man.

Not feeling that her words and behavior were wrong, Agnia was now just waiting for the snot boy in front of her to leave immediately. But yet Akmal opened his mouth to retreat, someone with his motor came. Stop in front of those two.

Agnia seemed more unacceptable with the arrival of this one person than the arrival of Akmal earlier. No one saw it, but Agnia rotated her eyeballs for a moment.

"Is this guy coming too?!" inner Agnia.

It was Rizwan who came, smiled and recited greetings to two people who from far away he saw talking.

Rizwan got up and got off his bike, staring at Agnia. Ignoring the presence of Akmal who he thought was his friend Akbar. "Ihappens.. Wanna leave?" tanyanya direct.

Agnia nodded. "Yes. Why is it here?"

Some Akmal realized, Agnia not only said cruel to herself but to other men as well. The evidence did not want to mince words and immediately asked what he only wanted to ask. It was as if creating a huge wall between himself and the men.

"There's something I want to be obrolin for a while" replied Rizwan, Agnia's so nauseous, so cliche. Two different men said the same thing to her, "Important.. I'll take you.. "

Agnia was obviously lazy, once she felt ilfil then her heart was already locked tightly to that person. Agnia glanced at Akmal for a moment, the boy did not go a single step.

"On seminar?"

"Yes.."

"Emh.. We'll be obrolin later, yes, I'm in a hurry now." said Agnia, then looked at Akmal. "Come on!"

Akmal who for a moment thought if Agnia refused his offer because she waited for the man, rolled her eyes in shock when Agnia actually looked at him directly like her heart was doused in water.

While Rizwan now just saw Akmal, now began to ask who is this man for Agnia,?

Suppose Akmal shows, without this it immediately turns the motor back on. Don't want Agnia to change her mind in such a short time.

No one was aware, but the smile on Akmal's face had not gone away since Agnia had held her butt in the motorcycle seat until they arrived at their destination. In order to keep his marwah, Akmal even tried to cover his smile when Agnia got off his bike. Although Akmak's eyes are not able to hide the happy spot.

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Too bad, it was so short again.

"Still.." said Agnia, standing for a moment to Akmal to just say thank you for the ride and help Akmal until he was free from Rizwan. Although actually Agnia was also similarly forced to be piggybacked by Akmal.

"Same-sama.."

Agnia was no longer pleasant, immediately turning around to ignore Akmal who once again smiled without seeing him.

The boundless joy in his heart, the pleasure he had never felt before. His heart felt full, warm. Akmal is so happy despite the fact that he does not know whether they will mate or not later.

Agnia hesitated again in her footsteps, thinking of something. Then turned back to look at someone who happily drove him.

"Wait the fuck.."

Akmal just pressed the gas lever and left now. Returned to give his attention to Agnia.

Agnia who could not bear to see the happiness in Akmal would not want to have to speak. He was deep down not wanting to hurt Akmal if he would reject the boy. For the sake of what he had felt in the past, that feeling he did not want to transmit to others.

"Don't fall in love." said Agnia. "Or you could have a heart of mine later.."