The text of the Raktara.

episode 44 (end)

I said 1 thing in my dream.

take me to the most beautiful real part of the earth.let the dream come to pass but I want to flow and be real.

and at this time.I wrote 1 more wish for me to bring to Singapore.

I want to always love muhammad satya raktara who currently loves me. I will always miss him even if he is only gone for 5 seconds.

today, I am going to Singapore.

for the information, I and I have officially become a couple after applying

in the hospital and got married a week ago.

my marriage is simple. There is only my family and the children of the home.The friends I did not invite because it was just a contract that happened to be only family knows.

later I will hold a reception after recovery, and I will meet many people who have been in my life.

"jan, remember well. 4 months in the future you have to return with a healthy Wala'fiat. and 1 thing again. you must be present at my wedding with riza." said savina.

it turns out that the man who a few weeks ago went with him was his best friend from childhood.Savina and Riza decided to get married 4 months later, eventually mortal can achieve the dream of becoming a great and respected person.

father and mother will go to bogor for the next year.Telah we all like being on vacation with our loved ones.my house here will be occupied by the children of the orphanage. me and I let those who occupy it.

"gue promised vin. Now there is someone meaningful in my life.that I have to take care of. So I will try." I replied and both smiled.

"do not until nga kontakan yah.lo must continue to update about its development." continued mortal.

"yes.."

"be careful dear" said mama.I hugged my mother tightly and said that I loved her very much and was lucky to be born a child from the womb of the best woman in the world.

"I love u dear. Daddy will miss you." one more. The man I fear will be gone from my life. but God let father and mother witness my happiness and bang raka directly.

"i will miss yah. love u too" a warm hug that will take me back.

"bang.. ka meta...I will miss you more than anything. let alone the little aisyah." I also hugged them.

"keep yourself lo yahh." said bang raka

"titip salam to jaka. tell me I miss."

"okay"

this is when I went with ilham.

actually he wanted me to call him satya only. do not call it by the name of ka ilham again but because it has become a habit so well often called ka ilham.

I waved to them.

what I see and love so much, I love them because I know they love me too.

I'm gonna miss them so much.

when I needed to be alone they let me and when I wanted to hug, they stretched out their arms for me to run in their arms.

you are so perfect.

I waited until I was tired, but you let him come and take away my tiredness.

you let her hold my hand and kiss my forehead.I love you because you allowed it.

..

.

right now I am in his grasp.

I hugged his left hand while closing my eyes.I didn't sleep but waited for something from him.

"hey. are you sleeping?" the question and I just fell silent.

"hm.. You know? now my happiness increases because I can finally call you this formal name. 'you' hehehe

there's no 'gue, elo' anymore. There's only me and you. I love you. now, tomorrow and forever." she said.

"base of prestige. habit, talking romantically must be after I sleep." said I and ka ilham patted his eel.

"astaga" he said and I laughed seeing that expression.

"hm, why the hell? you don't want to receive money from my father just as much for my treatment?"

"3 more years I cuddle money to be able to take you to Singapore at once for the holidays.uh, God loves me more. and I am sure God will write my destiny as well as my plan. and it all happened the way I wanted..

1 More thing.you are my responsibility." he explained and I smiled widely like a mad man.

"hehehehe. can talk gini also well it turns out.😂" I said.

"btw, thank you for everything, all the happiness that you have for me. You accept my illness and want to fight together.you, you, is a man who is looking for many women who say there is only 1 in the world."

"iyalahh." he said arrogantly.I took off the hug and threw away my face.

"so you should be thankful that I want to marry you.."

"idhi. wle."

"hehehehe. I love u "

"love u too"

and the laughter lasts every second, minute, hour, day or year to come.

I love you

more than this world.

I love you

allah of ta'ala.