The text of the Raktara.

episode 14

I ran and asked the nurse.

"sus.. is there a patient named bram rafjana?" I asked with trembling.

"oh the patient who entered earlier well.the patient is in the ICU room and is being treated because the condition is quite stable.mba turn right aja there are families waiting there." I'm getting claustrophobic hearing father's condition.My tears can't hold.

"thank ya sus." I ran towards the ICU room, and as I wiped my tears I saw the figure of the woman sitting in front of the ICU room with a cry that did not stop. I stared at her for quite a while. Ka meta repeatedly hit the wall and cried while hugging her knees.

is there until ka meta cries up like this.

"met" called me and when ka meta saw me. he immediately wiped his eyes so that his tears I did not see.

"jan.. lo here?" tanyakanya.

"why?. why don't you tell me about the same father mama. answered me met" I suddenly scold ka meta without knowing the reason behind it all.

"my phone does not exist. I do not know how to connect lo how. I do not memorize lo number. I also do not know the same haikal wedding venue diana." she answered with tears that came out many times.

"dad?. mama, how is he?"

"dad.. critical father condition.mama also fainted until now unconscious." explained ka meta. without me hugging, ka meta immediately hugged me tightly.

" because my dad was sober, my mom fainted too." I continued to meta. I then let go of the hug. and we both sat on the chair and calmed down.

"why can you think of gini?" my many.

"sunday morning I felt like I was feeling well, my mom suggested to the doctor but I refused because it could be too late to go to the show. trus when we get ready I initially nemenin dad while mama again in the room, but because old mama dad nyaranin for me call mama. uh fitting I just nyampe in front of the room has been heard the sound of items falling.I and my mom immediately ran towards father. but father had fainted. we wake up father but nga wake up. mama shock and mama also immediately fainted. I panic because father same mom not yet aware.just try if I nga ngaiin dad." explained ka meta.

"nga.. don't blame yourself. your father is often like that just after taking the medicine immediately healed but already 2 times father is this bad" I replied.

"jan.. if rafkana back?" ask me meta and I stare at him.

"jann-" said ka meta and I immediately spoke

"there's a chat me. he's talking about your situation, same father mama. but he's not calling the name. I think maybe he's raka." I threw my breath when I heard a message from someone.

"block away." I suggested

"but-"

"gue doesn't want to talk about him" I continued.

.

we are still waiting for news from the doctor.

thank God my mother was aware.me and ka meta chose to visit mama.mama had asked the condition of father.but I said that thank God father was quiet. because if I tell you there's no word from the doctor, maybe your mom's gonna get weaker.

"met.. lo go home first deh. lo shower trus change clothes. later let my mama take care of." I suggested. because meta came with the dress I gave.

"but you're on your own"

"nga papa. uh I tipped buy chicken porridge deket complex yah.. said that I tell, the mas know our family tastes." I explained.

"okay. l'm behind yahh. assalamualaikum"

"morango."

my head suddenly hurt..

my disease's relapsing again...

I had an accident when I was a child, which caused a hard impact on my head until my eyes were also disturbed. I did not even have an SD photo on my rapot because it was during a photo session I was recovering. 5 years ago I passed out and it was really critical of me, the doctor said in a loud crash at the time. and I occasionally felt such severe pain that I was more often alone to calm him down. I threw away the medicine because the side effect was defecation. so when my headache pulses I have to sit alone and cry.or I lie on my side in a tilted position to be lightened.I also do not know what the symptoms are. dad never wanted to tell me about my illness and I didn't want to know either because I would be very frustrated later.

I bowed many times and shook my head.I also leaned back in the hospital seat so that my head was a little good.I waited for the meta for almost 2 hours while looking at my mama who was sleeping fast. when I turned on the phone, I received some messages especially from haikal and diana telling me to go back to her wedding because there were some obstacles but I thought they could handle it. I also got a message from nina and dawn that she said would be held an event for our majors on Wednesday, at 7 p.m. I do not want to come but said nina show is mandatory for every student/his.and the last one sent a message.Ocean asked me where I was and asked me to meet him for once before he returned to bandung. ocean, I really want to talk to you to solve a problem that I don't think is finished yet, but right now my problem is going through. God is testing me with many things, I solve my problems with God first after that I will deal with matters of the heart.