The text of the Raktara.
episode 3 - the story
on a clear Sunday morning, I opened the window and breathed in the morning air.
last night mortal and vina stayed at my house. I always wanted them to sleep with me in their spare time. Actually the three of us planned to exercise this morning but the mortal stomach aches due to the impact of menstruation.
"fan, vinaa woke up. trus took a shower" I told those who were still sleeping.
"fan. lo shower deh. fear of leaking againii. let's wake up "forcibly me on mortal.
"yes, baby" replied mortal and then headed to the bathroom, while Vina was still asleep because she chose to stay up late just for the sake of duty.
I went downstairs to get 2 glasses of milk for them and 1 coffee for me. I used to drink coffee instead of milk. I don't know, coffee tastes good.
"vin.nih milk for you. to be fresh, let's get up." persuaded me. Vina then get up and clean his face after that back to the room and sit with me in front of the room window.
"so cool." said Vina.
"all night I did not deliberately open IG lo. I want to open my own eh. WA message from the incoming flower. anyhow why you block him in IG. then I open IG lo, I do not know, his intention was to see the real lo block him or engga. uh there is a name dani the same ocean." explained vina. I was silent because what vina said was true. it's just that I don't know how to explain it.
"why the hell should block?.Ocean is wrong what lo?" vina.
"he's a lot wrong" I replied.
"since the admission of embers I always think of him. and I really don't want to." I continued.
"try our same story that emberin clear to lo what?. you never want to tell a story for various reasons. now the story" suddenly mortal immediately threw the sentence at me and I thought for a few minutes.
flashbacks
suddenly a post belonging to the ocean was seen by us. I was silent and coals looking at me. I turned the photo away but the coals took my HP.
"this is a class account, right?" ask the coals and I nodded.
"lo block him on your account?" I think embers don't know about this turned out to be embers know it.
"no" I replied lying.
"the reason yesterday I want to ngeDM him in your account but nga got his account. I think he changed his name turned out to be 'not" explained ember.
"well. I block" embers throw their breath away as I confess about the ocean.
"lo why the hell is he?.lo have a problem with him?. Or is he disappointed?" ask bara.
"you know from the beginning I hate him. I admit he's smart.he can answer all the questions from the teachers.I feel in the saingin but he slalu mojokin me. he's arrogant.he doesn't value me or our answers.he wants to nyigin me while I'm ordinary. he bullies me and you also know how much I hate the same people who are looking for problems with me. And he's one of them." answered me with a tone of annoyance. I am thankful that he has left.
"lo hate him.lo hate when he argues with you when again there is a class, you hate the same he who always bothers you, always make you upset, always make you angry, he bullies you when you're sick, he disturbs your achievements, he mojokin lo, he's happy when you're angry, he knows you hate him, he hates him, he also knows how angry you are when the value he takes, when you are sure the value will be the pride of lo and parents.he takes everything from lo. and he immediately like lost. but you are mistaken. suddenly he changed attitude.who usually bother you suddenly think you are there.he dodged.and felt the plan he failed. he left and until the moment where you nyariin he 3 days. nyariin he got to the place he used to pass.lo worried you know you heard the news he moved. lo seneng but it turns out it's fake.lo is actually disappointed. In your brain there are many thousands of questions. and that question can not you get the answer. finally you choose to avoid by removing all memories including komonikasi. I really?" I flinched and fell silent.I couldn't even look at the coals.I wanted to deny but the coals were right.
"yes, you are real." I said slowly.
"lo nga never realized how much he wanted to make you happy.lo only know he destroy all your plans.but you never squirm his efforts to make you happy. the only way to be able to be the same you just by arguing, but he realized you are not just just hate but you really do not like him. about him who slalu repotin a lot of people.lo talk as if he would be very bad in your eyes and you hope he left right?. and he also want lo. I hate lo jan, same lo jan, and you hope he left, right, because you cause him to leave but he nitip lo to me. he knows you're a very different woman.The whole student looked at him but only you were fed up. I just wanted you to realize. I want you to sit alone and you remember the events when he went bad in your eyes. SAMUDRA IT PITY SAMA LO just he did not know how to talk to lo how. than in the end you hate better he left. maybe by going lo feel lost." my tears fell down unintentionally.I felt like I was the most evil in the world.more evil than anyone out there.I was so evil that I let someone like him walk away from my life. I fell silent and realized that my chest felt tight.I did not want to meet him, because I knew the impact would be very bad.not to mention with the coal confession that obviously I was wrong. I'd rather avoid meeting the OCEAN.
when I told them everything, they looked at me regretting it. They regretted my bad attitude towards him.
if I remind you I think I'm the worst person.
