The text of the Raktara.

episode 41

I slowly opened my eyes.

very tired and always want to sleep.

"kaa" I heard the sound of the jehan that woke me up. When I opened my eyes and looked around me it turned out I was in the hospital.

"ka." call jihan again. I saw him and he confirmed my consciousness.

"han.. How am I supposed to be here?" much

"alhamdulillahh.kaka realized also after 7 hours." he said and I was surprised to hear my sleep during that time.maybe more precisely fainted.

"huft..kk passed out when we were talking.all of a sudden I was panicking.kirain kaka why-why" he explained.I don't even remember it at all.

is there something wrong with me? as I remember I was fine with jihan.

I think I taste again.

"han, can I get some sugar water? but the sugar is overblown yah.."

"the roll in manyin?" ask again.

"yes.." jihan immediately went to find me sugar water. I just wanted to see if my recurrence or not. if relapse then the cause of my fainting is my head that hurts so much that I don't remember it.

"this.." jihan came back and gave me a glass of sugar water.I took it from his hand and drank it a mouthful.and it tasted bland.

"ishh kaka with sweetness?" jihan looks disgusted.

"ehm, no. oh well, where's my HP?"

"ohh this.."

I glanced at my phone.when I turned off the airplane mode a lot of messages or phones from many people. from various parties. ranging from offices, cafes to studios. and I just fell silent while looking at him.

"kaa, I have to call someone to pick me up. I might have to keep going" said Jihan and I nodded slowly.

I sent a message to jidan.

said the location of the hospital that I currently occupy and I also commemorate jidan to come alone without friends or family.

I immediately activated the airplane mode again, because surely after reading this message you will continue to contact me.

"at least an hour or 2 hours I'm picked up kok. btw, thanks well I already want to nolongin me. I will not forget the same lo han."

"yes, no problem" he replied

we waited almost an hour and a half but they haven't come yet. Jihan went outside the hospital to look. lest they get lost or anything.

I blinked and my glances were fine.I blinked repeatedly but still blurry.

I opened my eyes and was a little clear.

I lay down to relieve my pain.

"ka" call jihan and I turn.

"yes. why?" much

"this, kaka family already exists" said jihan then let my family in. when I look it turns out there are mortal, vina and bang raka. I fell silent, should be here is not them. I'll scold jidan later.

"uh, you're going to the cafe, right? I will contact you back." I said to jihan and he nodded and assented. After saying goodbye to me jihan immediately left.

they just looked at me without saying anything.

"if you all come here just want to look at me, meningan go aja. I can go home alone with the help of jehan." said a little upset. if you want to be angry well angry aja. do not diem. huft

"lo that if there is a problem well said.if you want to go away first, at least talking cake" said mortal in a low tone. mortal tumben not scolding me.

"not all the things in my life I have to bulbar. I accept your anger. right I am wrong." I replied casually.

bang Raka approached me and sat down beside the bed.

"dad same mama worried very much, but I have tried to say that lo will be all right even though actually elo do not know the poor road. Jan, lo's disease is getting worse. if nga diobatin nga will be able to heal." I chuckled and a little tight when I heard his last sentence.Honestly, I held back my tears.

"mama same father had returned earlier.with jidan. doctor Gilang had news for father so that they have returned. and just now mama ngabarin lo. jan condition, come on. don't make me worry anymore." she explained, holding my hand, but I just looked at her without answering a word.

"we're going to Singapore!!" continued fana hoping I would agree.

"jan. I beg you" said Vina while putting on an unpleasant face.

"hey, you both promised me? you guys are gonna heal me even though it's not stable. aren't you?" I said to mortal and vina but they shook their heads.

"we can only redahin not heal"

"gue nga will go because I believe the doctor is brilliant and you can heal me..

don't torture me for having to focus on my illness. I'm okay. Everything will be alright. if all of you are with me." Tears just fell down.

"okay.. later we talk about it again. what matters today we go back well.. you're okay right?" I agree with the word bang raka even though my condition is not really good.

"we're going back."

after bang Raka took care of all my needs we went straight to the cafe where jihan worked. we found jihan and thanked him. bang raka promised for 2 semesters of jihan to be paid off. and jihan is very excited, so his savings will add up.

we immediately boarded the train after a long wait.I sat beside the bang raka then hugged his left hand and tendered like a pair of lovers. bang raka was forced to leave the meta and aisyah ka to drive me home safely. while mortal and vina seem to sleep together.

"bang, I'm sorry well. I went that way without talking to you"

"jan, I'm not angry because I know you're comfortable with my show, so I'm just herein."

"gue is upset with inspiration, but I went to you and made you worried.The severity of the disease even relapsed.I'm selfish right?"

"it's not selfish. it's love" replied bang raka and I immediately took off my embrace.

"already ah males"

"don't dong that"

"up to you"

"You know? You fell in love with him. it is very visible"

"bang raka ihh. I'm not at all like what you talked about just now."

"eidih.nya lo ngerti english"

"indeed I elo😛. I am a master, elonya half-and-half"

"gue nih guru. gini-gini I used to teach elo."

"idih muji himself.elo ngajarnya not really so father sent to another teacher"

bla bla bla bla

our ravings continue until the mortal and vina awaken.Even around us also look at us while shaking their heads.I put on an unpleasant face.while bang raka always mocked me with small things.