The text of the Raktara.

episode 35's.

wuahh rame once.

I just got out of the car and I saw my cafe getting very crowded for this meet and greet.

I took the phone and called Rama.

"assalamualaikum. ram, where are you?"

"we're in jan's study."

"ohh okay I'm there yeah."

I closed the phone when I found out where they were.

walking into the workspace with many questions, what should I finish with rama. about the cafe or photo studio.

"assalamualaikum." My regards to rama and some employees.

"walaikumsalam" they answered and smiled at me.

"jan, come with me yuk." rama walked ahead of me and I followed him from behind.

"sit down" he said

"siska. 2 cappucino." rama yelled siska to brew 2 cappucinos for me and him.

"it's been 3 days arka nga entered skolah." I immediately looked at rama seriously.impossible, arka very obedient kemaunku.siaun.nya also one of the employees who I strongly believe can make me proud. arka an orphan boy who I helped when arrested satpol pp while busking.I hired him so he could busy himself. I chose to send him to school and let him be like any other child in general, and he promised me to break my covenant with him.

"no maybe. he chose the day shift so that his night studying and the morning UAS.he said to me." I explained.

"so the friends came. they nyariin lo, they said arka had paid the tuition last month and he was in search of a teacher BK because mukulin one of his friends." rama looked at me and I saw seriousness in the eyes of Rama. I was disappointed, but I tried to calm down.

"it's ram." Siska came to bring me 2 cappuccinos and rama.

"sis, call for arka" I said to siska. I made a room for her in the back room.

"jan, you're not papa, are you?" ask rama.

"just relax. its okay." I replied.

I've seen siska and arka walking towards my place.

.

"what's up, brother?" ask arka.

"sis, you continue to work." said rama.

"how's testing? smoothly?" ask me on the arc that is holding the menu list.

"well, well ka. thank God I can answer the question well" he replied with a smile and winked.

"you know I don't like lo renege 1 promise that we both agreed"

"yes, I know"

"be honest with me." I said, but the arka did not answer and just looked at me.

enter, I threw 1 slap for him. Rama was shocked and immediately pulled the arc out of my reach. I was just bluffing over his dishonesty.

"jan," call rama.

"sit here." Arka took off Rama's grip and sat down beside me as I ordered her.

"you know I don't like lo kayak gini. Why the hell? why not be honest with me? where are you 3 days? why not skolah? why boong if UAS again? arka. I want you to be like what we both hope.if lo kayak gini we can wujutin lo will. you can't be like a wayward kid just for being a street kid.explain to me now. Whatever the problem is. and about the slap, it's a punishment because you're honest with me." obviously I firmly. Arka looked at me seriously. Honestly arka realized that I would be this angry.and she was not afraid because she was indeed wrong.she did not even contradict while I was talking.

"gue got a case kak. actually kaka called in school to design my case. but I don't want to go to school. it's a shame. I hit one of the students at school because he said ka jana is a good pretentious and pretentious care because of the rich garbage I collected on the streets. because I live on the streets that hang out with garbage, but I don't want you to be said to be a good pretentious.and about the school money last month, yesterday, I didn't pay because I had to pay off some books recommended for the exam later.I don't want to buy but it's mandatory." he explained and I was silent for a moment to win my mind. I also tried to accept the fault of the arc.

"tomorrow we go to school" I said and the arka flung his head.

"nga. we both have a thousand promises.One of them, I can not make you face teacher BK" he replied.

"your problems will be solved if I don't go there."

we had a debate until I finally left the arka and cafe. whereas I would hold a meeting for the importance of the cafe. but I also had to argue with the arka that caused the cancellation of the meeting.

I contacted Saras asking about the work to prepare for the anniversary of the company that hired me.

and Rama just assented but not sure.he said he will try to go to school if there is no problem at the cafe.

I am currently at home.

mom and dad are out for dinner with their friends and I alone make a cappucino and then eat cake made by mama.hm, I miss jaka, meta and bang raka.

I called them, but no one answered.

"for renjana.

sorry, and thank you.

you want to be with me for 22 days.

and become as alive as I am.

I'm sorry I didn't press for a scholarship. I just want to see how much I'll think of you for the next few years.

loving you is the line that God loves for me. As the responsibility is to part. This is not my will but rather a test for someone who dares to put his heart to you.

a woman who I see so unique has 1 trait that not many people have.

to the ranch of the Raktara.

if you want me to.

then wait.

and if it doesn't.

run with the others.

be happy.

don't think or remember me.

because (he) will be hurt."

this is the last letter I have been inspired by.

I always read it every second.or just be an encouragement when problems start to come. There is one poem written for me. This poem I have had out of my head.

it even became the thousands of letters that walked with me.

" *I told you about how much I missed.

my story was so long that night continued its darkness overcast.

morning has arrived.

however, the darkness in the sky was still clearly visible.

I will always miss you while telling stories.

......for RNJN...............

.........after morning prayers*..........."

this temple you always inspired when he didn't find me..

this stanza was written on graduation day, because it was marked that he would never see me again.

word for word he always writes on his social media.

and there's always 'RNJN' at the end of this verse.

I smiled after reading these two letters by drinking my handmade drink.

I walked into the room and hoped that I would dream about it later and wake up after being swept away in a dream.

sometimes dreams are more beautiful than reality.

therefore some people choose to fall asleep faster than to welcome a day full of problems.