The text of the Raktara.

episode 39

akad is done. now they are having fun. eat food and enjoy the event with wisdom.The bride and groom do not sit in the chair that should be for them. because they are more to hang out with the guests. according to Jidan I look very beautiful by using white kebaya and sprinkled with blue floral makeup.the hijab is also similar but I still wear the paint that was.

"test..tes.." I tested the mic, and all eyes were on me including the sharp gaze of the mortal and the savina. sam and salsha also looked at me and I just raised my forehead without a smile.

"assalamualaik. Wr. wb's.

hi everyone.. How are you?.

uh my name renjana. previously I want to say congratulations to sam salsha who finally married.may be a pair that forever and quickly worry baby..😁 uh I'm sitting here singing one song, for both the bride and the guests.take it as an entertainer." I said a welcome word before I finally started singing.

"*It's not hard to get you

Because you've been after me for a long time

It doesn't take long

No need for a lot of energy

This feels easy..

You accept all my cages

You never get angry when I'm wrong

You always praise whatever my hand is

Which rarely sucks

Don't love me

what is

jangaaaaa

demand something

let's walk ahead*"

I sing a song belonging to sincere. after singing mortal yells to stay seated and sing 1 more song.

I smiled and whispered to the band to play 1 more song titled sacred promise belongs to youvi&nuno.

and my voice started to connect with the music that this band was playing.

the atmosphere felt wise, and the guests until the two brides followed me singing.

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1 hour passed and I was sitting with jidan outside the villa.we were discussing and working on the photo with the vidio earlier. I was even still wearing this very complicated kebaya.

"so sweet God" I said while staring at the photo of both.

"eat the wedding cake" said Jidan who immediately made my mood unpleasant.

"what the hell has nothing to do with it"

"there are dong. if you marry you can be so sweet like the two of them."

"tau ah bacot lo. always a debate with your own boss." I'm annoyed.

"sorry" said.

"uh, excuse me." said someone who came up to me and jidan.

"well. what's up?" ask jidan.

"eh you're called mortal" he replied and I stared confused as to who this man was.

"oh okay. and, later I call again yahh. I follow him first" I told jidan.

I then followed the boy who led me to mortal and perhaps mortal being with the savina.

"come in." he said and I entered the room

"fan." call me. But I don't see anyone in this room.

"jan." call someone and I turn around. It turns out he's the ocean.

"eh. sam" I said.

"hm, how are you?" tanyakanya.

"alhamdulillah is good"

"gue seneng lo can be here. and sing to me same salsha. I'm happy jan." I smile

"gue is more than the word sam. I used to think maybe we will forever nga aja if always imagined the same ago, but today I think it's just a dream. I'm happier because you can marry the same girl who is kind hearted, and of course you have accepted everything.lo happy it means I am also sam."

"gue just want you both to be happy and about do'a. I want to meet the same man I've been waiting for 3 years"

"oke😊"

"gue can hug you?" said salsha who suddenly mincul.I did not realize that there is salsha in this room.and salsha heard everything.

I immediately spread my arms signaling to embrace me immediately.

"ge happy jan can hug you."

"gue also happy sal. doain well so that the man I wait can arrive soon."

"coming there, you are the first person I doain.and it must be jan." he continued. The three of us then smiled together. they immediately left after talking to me

I contacted Jidan but out of reach. I did not know where jidan is and I chose to walk around the villa.

I took the earphones and listened to a song belonging to a shady umbrella 'for the woman in the arms' .

the song I always hear before I go to sleep.

I was always like this, sitting with a trembling heart.The occasional winking eyes, as well as the wind in wishful thinking.

I realized one thing, that not forever the meeting was the last.

I met the ocean.his arrival and departure taught me many things.that pain must be felt. under ordinary circumstances or being trapped in comfort.

I used to be so comfortable with the ocean that it took me a few years to forget, and today I was sent to God to have it all finished. if I hadn't been there maybe we wouldn't have been okay, even if the universe knew what we were.

my prayer has not been granted yet.When should I wait? three years is not a time to close my eyes and open again.I even reject many men just because I want to know how much destiny is willing to make me wait, tiredness approaches with question marks.There is a lot of annoyance when asked about men by bang raka and ka meta.

is it time to let my heart choose another? or I shouldn't turn away.my brain has worked hard not to think about anything but my heart always gives an alarm in every logic.

"renjanaaaa" shouted someone from a distance. I did hear music but the volume was very low.

he ran up to me with an irregular breath. After that set my breath and sat down beside me. I just ignored him.

"woyy.. I called from earlier kok nga nyaut?" he then took off my earphone.

"sorry.. Lo who? I don't know." I said sounding rude to haikal.

"want me to be a tabok?" he answered and I hit him many times even until the haikal moved from his position.

"jan. already" cried haikal.

"sit here" asked me. Then hit him again.

"so bad lo yah. break up the same communication Iue. trus nga kabarin. nga nyariin. nga ever comein Iye ihhh go lo from here" my namel with a high tone.

"sorry jan.. bener deh. I had time to find lo but diana again lahiran." he replied, and I immediately thought about the awkwardness that was on me this morning.

"gue want it to be the same?"

"what the fuck?"

"why is your son's name the same diana in the name of the same ocean?" ask me while putting on a spooky face and lifting a little forehead.

"eh about that..

so gini.pas my first child was born. I was again out of town and the guardians and adzanin the ocean. so as a thank you request there must be an ocean name in my son. And renjana, my second child was born on the day of the last year. actually we have no intention to give the name renjana but the word ocean because the date of birth is the same and lo means in our lives, meningan in love name renjana aja. ocean also says that if the name of the ocean and the rangana nga can be united in the bond of love, then it must be united in the blood bond. understand?" I nodded slowly as the haikal explained the reason my name and the ocean were in use. I was momentarily silent after that smile.I understood the meaning of that sentence.maybe blood is my best bond and the ocean.

"how are you?" tanyanya and I replied with cynical eyes.

"do not let me know"

"fine very. jan, your age is almost 23. do not work mulu dong. later the soul mate far" he said and I again punch him.

"eh satan, a soul mate is a god who loves. that soul mate is not a matter of work. work well work. soul mate yes mate.is clearly different" my nagging.

"kok satan anyway. jann soul mate it must be a business. if you are busy continue when lo business?"

"already ah. lazy cave talking with elo. many bacots" I said and leaned my body on the chair we were sitting in.

"gue just wants you to get a guy who makes you happy.which is clearly in your heart." Haikal started to get serious with his sentence.

"gue know kal. lo aja who want..I also but yah how?. there is one guy who has a place in my heart.but God does not want to find us after 3 years" haikal looked at me immediately as I said that there was a man who had filled my heart.

"who?" tanyakanya.

"then you will know, "I replied.

"btw, you're already rich jana who used to know. jana who went to college was lost"

"sha".

honestly, I am also confused with myself.I will behave as if with people who already know me but if I just get to know then I will be like a lion.