The text of the Raktara.

episode 22's.

thank God I was a little happy today. after the race was over. The parlors played with me, I sang some songs to them. They asked me to teach them to play the guitar. there was one orphanage boy who was good at playing the piano and I also asked the boy to teach me some songs.I was very happy, and I was also grateful for the inspiration to invite me to this place. it's lunchtime. Actually I had to go to the library 2 hours ago but since I have a duty to the orphanage children I finally decided to leave tomorrow only. I told them to go look for some books and I'll continue searching for them tomorrow.

finished my prayers walking around the parlour.I also went to the park to just sit down to breathe fresh air.

"hi." said hello to inspiration. afterwards sit beside me.

"has the prayer finished?" tanyaku and ka ilham nodded slowly.

"thanks well.had invited me here." I said. because I'm getting better here.

"well, I can also take you here.

btw, you got a month ahead of nga?" ask for inspiration, and I think of many things, and only I know.

"depending on the hell, if the task is stacking well there must be time but not guaranteed as well."

"hm. if you have time call me well."

"okay."

"want to go home to the skarang?" ask ka ilham

"eh, can you? let me here first but you here also nemenin I about an hour away we are back. I just want to breathe fresh air." ka ilham look at me seriously. sometimes I accidentally look at him and we smile.

I thought a lot of things.my senses have not yet recovered.I wanted to know what happened to my head but I was too afraid to know the truth. I sometimes want to have someone who can make me happy besides family but I am also afraid of falling into a ravine that I should not plunge, I would love to meet mortal and vina because they are my cries I can't hide any problems from them.

"that's fine, right?" ask for inspiration and I nodded slowly.

"back to the yuk parlor" he asked.

"ok. yuk" the two of us finally returned to the home.all goodbye to the children.they also gave me some stuff, I smiled at them and they hugged me tightly. I also say goodbye to the dance mom after that we walked to the road and took a taxi that had just passed.

the clock was at 4pm, and I just got home.

"assalamualaikum"

"walaikumsalam" replied the father, mama, jaka, ka meta and bang raka. Tumben once they gathered in the living room.

"here first. Daddy wants to talk." said dad.

"banging yah. I want to pray first."

"after praying here well." continued ka meta

"okay."

I don't know what my family told me but I had to finish my Ashar prayers. After taking my ablution water and performing my ashar prayers I went straight down to meet them.

it turns out they are still in the same position.

"eh. You guys don't pray?"

"it was before the beautiful princess prayed" replied jaka and I pinched her cheek.

"what is it?" ask me dad.

"what? singapore?" ask me not sure

"you must be healthy." continued bang raka.

"as long as there is happiness, I don't need any other treatment.As long as there is still a brilliant doctor and he can still heal me, we don't need to waste money. and as long as I feel I can recover here, we don't need to go to Singapore." I explained with a serious face.

"but mom wants you to heal" said mom.

"its okay ma. I'm fine. trust me. If you believe in me, I'll be happy. And if that happiness can make me recover, everything will be fine. I've been following healing for a few months, but it's not healing, because it's just the impact of the accident I've been through." I continued to make them understand.

"the beautiful princess must be cured, jaka believes" said jaka and ran towards me.

"jaka just believe. Your time is nga" I said.

"can nga? wujutin 1 mama requests." mama looks very serious when saying that.

"what?"

"we're on vacation for only a week" continued Mama and I immediately rejected it because there are things that I have to do and can not be delayed.

"nga. what is my job? my college?"

"dad asked permission from the judge and he agreed.dad also asked nina same dawn for you notes so let's not be late.and-" I immediately cut it. actually this can not be. I'll be an ungodly child if I fight a parent.

"well. nga can be like that. nina same dawn will be dizzy. Their task is a lot, the time will be added to the task jana." I was upset. but I tried to calm down.

"they've agreed if you don't believe you're on the phone right now" said Dad.

"even if they agree to keep it they will be bothered." I continued.

"when the hell? you part yourself." I heard that voice from behind me, and as I looked it turned out there was a savina and mortal standing behind me.

"why are you two here?" my many.

"why? you want to expel." continued mortal.

"what the hell you two. lebay know nga." I'm upset.

"lebay you say? you can't take us anymore? haikal same diana wedding just me the same mortal who nga invited, bokap nyokap lo enter RS lo nga talking with us, trus bang raka back you also not talking. and one important thing, you don't tell us about lo. why's disease? I ask now" Vina was so angry that her tears fell. I did not intentionally tell them about the same haikal marriage diana. because they would meet the ocean.

"it's none of your business, it's my family's business."

"means we're not your family? okay" continued mortal.

"vin, you guys are horrified I'm scarang. I don't want you guys to know about this. You guys have a lot of problems I know, and I also have a lot of problems. you guys have never 1 day nga nelson me. but it has been more than 5 months we do not kabaran. from there I can already know you guys have a problem that you can bulbar. there are times when we talk about each other's problems but there are times when we can't talk because the problem is enough we just know. I deliberately contact you because I want us to meet without problems. I want to meet you guys but I also think a lot of things you have to take care of. how? am I completely wrong? or ?" obviously, the two of them were silent and looked at each other.

"yes. we have problems each. if dad nga takainin maybe slamanya we kabaran. until when? samapai dead? or until the world ends?" said fana.

"gue knows you guys.and you're not going to be that bad as me. We're going to keep getting some news.and that's for sure but there's no time for it." I continued.

"it's okay we're on vacation but starting from the day after tomorrow because I have important business" I'd better go on that vacation because with the holidays maybe I'll be fine. but I have to go to college tomorrow.I have to go see you. Tell her that I'm going to be gone for a week and chances are we won't meet. but I promise 2 more weeks I will accompany him. I will be his best friend.