The text of the Raktara.

episode 28

today it has been 10 days I spent with ka ilham.we are very close until I say 1 sentence when I want to sleep 'thank you ka ilham' I was so happy because I never laughed until my stomach hurt.on the second day we started adjusting to not being awkward.until the third, four, five to this day. we went to the cinema after day 6. watching Indonesian comedy drama flm, i and I talked about many things including the pain of inspiration when I had to leave the house leaving his parents as well as the guilt when he lived in his brother.

honestly, I'm happy.I'm comfortable.I feel one thing different since I was with him.I'm even like a madman who always smiles at home.nina and dawn also feel my difference.

and today we went to an orphanage for a farewell with one of the children of the orphanage to be adopted.

we arrived at the orphanage at 2 pm and the event was held at 3. his name was dinda. he will be adopted by a rich family but promised to stop by the orphanage often and the guarantee house will not be an adopted child just because of the needs of parents. because before the dinda in adoption, Ileham had investigated the adoptive families whether their attitude was cruel or they were sincere towards the dinda. until we reached the end of the show, he said, dinda gave some farewell words to her friends and the mother of the house.so did I and I. Since my presence here they all consider me as their kk.

"bang satya. I go well." said dinda to ka ilham.

"yes. remember well your promise.you are the first woman you are allowed to adopt because you have a dream to go to college and become a designer. don't forget this orphanage." continued ka ilham.

"i won't forget" after that they both hugged.we waved to dinda and her adoptive parents.

the clock shows at 5 pm. I ask you to come home soon because I can not go home above 7 pm. Dad will be angry later even though father and mother are not home. ka meta is also going to his hometown to meet his uncle who will be his guardian later.who is at home only bang raka and jaka so bad if they are alone waiting for me home.

we say goodbye to everyone and promise to come back.

"yuk." take you and open the taxi door.

"thanks." I said.

"ehm, jan. for the next 10 days maybe I will be busy because of graduation" he explained and I immediately looked at the inspiration quickly. you know why I'm suddenly afraid that I can't go with him anymore.

"no problem anyway, there are only 12 days left" I replied with a heavy heart.

"but we can charge" he continued.

"you're busy too."

"thanks well for 10 days. already want to be like my girlfriend.maybe if other girls want a clear status.but I don't give it to you." I don't know why you're talking about this. I don't want status at all. To be honest, I'm happy when I'm with you

"gue doesn't need status." I said and I turned to smile at me.

"1 more thing. I'm happy." I chuckle.what you inspire me is also rasain and all that in revealed ka ilham different from me who chose silence. but on the other hand I want to tell you what I feel.

"gue will tell you 1 thing and I ask you to listen well. l-" ka ilham gave a signal not to say it because there is still 1 more person in this car. 'taxi driver' and I immediately stopped my sentence.

my phone vibrated, a message from you that chose to continue the conversation through WA.

"later on the last day."

"okay"

"until." said ka ilham.

"gue first well. assalamualaikum"

after waving my hand I went straight into the house and walked towards the dining room.

"don't you come in with greetings?" bang Raka suddenly came and made me a little surprised.

"greetings but in my heart" I replied

"how?" bang Raka must have asked about ka ilham along with this 10th day trip.

"where is jaka?" I'm talking about the jaka issue.

"have gone to sleep. don't underestimate my question. sit here let me eat it hot first"

"you cook?"

"football" he replied and I laughed instead.

"happy?" ask again.

"alhamdulillah.nga never fathom this before anyway, he's the nicest guy I've ever known." I immediately fell silent when bang raka even smiley looking at me. I know what he had in mind.

"falling in love?"

"yet"

"means dong" we're like playing guessing and then answering quickly.

"what the hell."

"eat this. I'll eat it."

"not many nanya. diem aja"

"okay."

after dinner I and I went into my room. I cleaned myself and then fell down accompanied by indie music. I looked at my phone and I found 1 message from ka ilham.

'good night. his phone is not in matiin yah.'

I also returned the message.

'nite. promise."

my eyes fell asleep without seeing the next reply.I was very tired with the activity today.