The text of the Raktara.

episode 12 - rafkanah

week pass.

preparation is already 90% left only the distribution of invitations. the problem of fittings alhamdulillah shirt is finished. and for the same building ketring is also finished. the show is 5 days left and I really have to rest for the preparation later.for a week more preparation, haikal and diana make sure I do not meet the ocean. the ocean didn't even know that I chose the clothes and I designed them.

today I will return to campus to follow UTS. After UTS I make sure my sleep will be good for the next 5 days.

"that true friend." I heard the lyrics to melly goeslow's song constantly, I knew who was singing in the living room.

"huuuu" seems to want me to tabok if I meet.

I saw the figure of 2 women who were enjoying the song and when I approached it turned out to be my brother's mother and girlfriend.

"sttt🤫" I was upset. they would not hear me so I chose to unplug the cable attached after that I smiled forcefully.

"noisy" I said.

"what's going on here?" I asked you about meta.

"eh nga polite lo. my age is above you call him polite dong" he said.

"yes aunt" at once mama laughed at ka meta while I just fell silent.

"gue emang every day here.lo aja who nga home once at home even angry"

"lo nga need to be here because my brother also has 5 years back.the good thing is better you both marry and leave this house I guarantee. I will not come to your wedding." annoyed me again. I walked to the kitchen to take a glass of water. his name is rafkana, I don't know his name is so beautiful. I like him but I don't like his figure. my brother has been gone for 5 years without ever even going home, he said he wanted to find something and for 5 years even then we never had any communication with him.

"don't do that" said my mother.

"indeed really right?. have a brother kayak nga nga have tau nga?, mendingan lo go deh met I do not like to see your face lo. remind me the same brother who already does not exist." I explained. I can be like a child who needs attention.I can be like an angry person if the situation is not in accordance with my heart.I can also suddenly forget my changes during college if the reality is out of bounds.

"janaa. your brother will go back and forth. later also back" suddenly my father came to me.

"pa.s.a father, he will not return and if he returns meningan make his own home and live alone do not have to live here. 5 years he went without saying goodbye anyway. suddenly no longer in this city. nga komonikasi again.uh meta meningan lo find another guy. maybe he already married in the city of his region." I immediately left after saying many words.My heart also hurt a little. and my tears suddenly fell. I immediately removed it because I did not deserve to cry for the rich man he. I love my brother but he left without waving or calling. Now I just hate him. I really hate him.. we were just the two of us but he made me his own.Iulan years have always been celebrated in this house but since he left home feels foreign to me. dad works and often goes to some cities while mom is home alone if I go to college. I know that ka meta has been living here for the past few days only that I am lazy to chat with him. Because ka meta reminds me of my brother. she's a nice girl but just because my brother doesn't like her never even respect her.

I heard the door knocking from the outside. I don't want to meet them neat door knock makes me uncomfortable.

"what's wrong?" ask me on the meta ka standing in front of me right now.

"may I come in?" tanyakanya.

"no." I replied firmly.

"jan. your brother is very fond of you. we don't know where he is but I'm sure he will return."

"nga jan. I'm sure he's back. I'll stay for 2 months here. I'll nemenin lo as long as the same father mama go out of town."

"hey met. I'm used to living alone.so you don't have to bother."

"gue will stay here." ka meta is always like this. I pity him. he really loves the same rafkana but he is also too sick for waiting this long without any commonication.

"wait here." I picked up the dress I had prepared for her. I knew she would accompany me so I made one for her. We would go to a haikal wedding and diana in matching clothes.

"nih.. 5 more days we go to the same haikal wedding diana. nga can run away." said ka meta and then smiled and hugged me.

"gue knows if you are the same as me. makasi" he said but I did not return his embrace.

"ah ah I want to get ready to go to college, bye." I re-entered the room and prepared to rush to campus.

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alhamdulillah UTS went well. me, dawn and nina went to the cafeteria to eat. I saw a group of friends ka ilham who looked at me as early as entering the canteen.

"don't they see me like that?" I asked nina and dawn.

"hm. ever since you were picked up with haikal several times they always ngegosipin elo." clear dawn.

"not having a job." I said.

"eh lo both also present well at the same haikal wedding diana." I continued. I've told them about me, dawn and diana, and I have also introduced them.

"us?" compact them.

"yeahh.."

"but honestly I don't have money to buy clothes. I know the wedding will be fancy." dawn hit nina's shoulder because of the confession of nina who said they had no money.

"hm. I also did not have time to messan your clothes. gini aja deh. back from here we to the boutique aunty saras let you choose clothes there. because if it is designed there will be time" I explained and they did not give me a response.

"haikal has given responsibility to me. so there can be no complaints during the wedding later.everybody should enjoy being a money masalag let me just take care. I just want you two present and do'ain their marriage." continued I who tried to give them understanding.

"okay." they answered.

after finishing the bagged food we immediately rushed to the shop bu saras fortunately she was there and ready to accompany us to choose clothes suitable for nina and dawn.we occasionally laughed to see the dress worn nina. because the body of the nina who could finally dress no one to fit. the clock shows at 5 pm. we have finished choosing clothes. we say goodbye to ma'am saras and thank him that everything feels easy.