The text of the Raktara.

episode 11 - preparation.

3 weeks passed.

i, haikal and diana have prepared the wedding about 50%. the building thank God I have found and both families also agreed during the meeting.the design of the invitation is also me who chose with their consent. there are some things that I have not finished, such as food, clothes and various other things.The remaining time is only 3 weeks. today I will meet with both families to talk about clothes or family uniforms.

I already have some designs that I made and helped by designers that I have been looking for a few weeks.thankfully she is the mother of my friend so it is a little easy for her introduction. today I was given some pictures and I'll ask you at the family meeting.

one message came in.

"lo where?.want me to pick it up?" the message from the haikal made me smile. She was getting married but still cared about me.

"again on campus. Just got out of class." I replied.

"diem there I picked up now." I just kept quiet without replying to my message. Because if I refuse then the business will be very long.

"trus lo how's jan coming home?" ask dawn.

"gue is picked up but you two can leave me if my invitation has come." I replied and they just nodded slowly.

I waited for about 20 minutes and I saw a silver car that I knew belonged to whom.all eyes were on the car haikal me until it was bad.

"who's that?" ask nina.

haikal put his car down and got out and walked towards me.

"yuk. diana is also inside." said haikal.

"gue pamit yah. assalamualaikum" said to me at dawn and nina looked at me.

wonder. I know they have a thousand questions so I immediately took a break without answering questions from nina. some friends ka ilham also witnessed the haikal that opened the car door for me. until we left, they were still looking.

"lo go to college everything is on a scene" I said.

"yadong, I'm an artist" he said to himself.

"artis nutmeg lo." I sneered.

"h.. din trus where are we?" my many.

"ehm we go to the house of haikal because everything has been collected." I nodded slowly after hearing the answer from diana.

we took 1 hour to get to the haikal house.when I arrived they immediately greeted me warmly. I gave my greetings and sat down at my place.

"assalamualaikum everyone." Greetings

"walaikumsalam" they answered compactly.

"eh. I immediately started aja well.so these are some of the designs that I have designed with the designer.we took some combination of the customs of both. the plan anyway I will decide that both of them will wear white stelan when the marriage contract later.after that there will be a second shirt that is blue and white in accordance with the favorite color of both. and for the family uniform I want them to wear white stellan for men and blue for women, or is there any other advice?" obviously I'm showing you some of the plans I made.

"hm. if the combination of colors can nga?. propose a family uniform is quite sweet but guests can also be circumcised wearing a matching color stelan." proposed his mother haikal.

"maybe I will really distinguish the model from the uniform of the two families. I have imagined how the blend will be. I will also add batik motifs on family clothes and shopkeepers. there are also some matching colors later." I continued.

and we began to negotiate the uniform model that they would take. there were some proposals and arguments.thank God I could handle it. I changed a little bit the model that the desiner made and I added some fabric colors.

the day after tomorrow we'll start making her clothes with the designer mom.

"lohh.. How come this way anyway? this is not the way to my house." I said as I felt this was not the way to the house.

"ehm.we go to the airport first well.to pick up the ocean." I immediately jerked when haikal said that we would pick up the ocean.

"come down here. I don't want to go to the airport." said me with a feeling of unworthiness.I'm not ready to meet the ocean.

"until when?. do you want to keep kayak gini?. yesterday I was horrified all your talk the same diana. I hate myself jan.. that night was the first time I squirm lo cry.my heart is crowded.why should the ocean?.I love the same lo and I do not want the ocean berakin you continue." I was silent. I didn't know that that night haikal heard everything, but haikal could handle him.

"now you move to the back.lo pretend to sleep but cover your face with his jacket diana. later if the ocean nanya, I can answer it diana." explained haikal. what he wants to do

"lo sane?.lo why tell me like that?"

"so you can meet him." I had to obey the request of haikal because I did not want to meet him. I sat in the back seat while haikal was looking for the ocean. I began to feel a tight chest.I was really scared.after almost 4 years I will see it.

when I took his jacket there I saw the figure of the ocean and haikal walking towards the car. I jerked until my head pegged to something in the car.

"oh pain" I immediately covered my face with a jacket owned by diana. do I have to be like this as long as there is still an ocean.

"huhh the journey is quite far" said the ocean.I suddenly shed tears hearing the voice of a man who did not want me to meet at all.

"who is that?" ask the ocean to haikal.

"ohh. it's diana. capeh so much because it just finished meeting." answered haikal lie and the ocean just believe.

"eh kal..renjana how are you?" I was immediately shocked to hear a question from the ocean for haikal.

"jana?. eh she is good." haikal replied at a glance. Even haikal did not tell the ocean about me being the caretaker of his marriage with diana.

"why indeed?" ask haikal again.

"don't.just nothing.because I've seen him for a long time."

"do you ever have the same feeling?" said haikal.I would love to grab haikal hair who asked without thinking.

"Ha?." surprised ocean.

"renjanaa. I don't know but she is very different.she makes me believe in love.she is perfect in my view.all women prefer to shoot me first. and I assume they shot not because of love but because of popularity.but when I know who jana. I think later hate then love like a story out there but I'm wrong.he really hates me. he judge me without knowing the truth.My heart hurts to hear his words. plus the bokap nyokap separate when jana say rich that. I messed up and prefer to move. a little better. I started to open the commonication after 2 years but it turns out after a relationship without that status he blocked me. in my head there is only one question. 'why does he hate it is the same me?' the answer was never I know." I shed tears after hearing everything.I closed my mouth so that my crying voice was not heard.I was really claustrophobic. I don't know at all.

"trus cewe lo now?"

"gue tried to make lupain jana by choosing other women but all the positive things that always remind me never lost. he always nemenin I chat until we both stay up the same. 'sleep gih, sleep gih, uh trus how?, let's story, do not forget to pray yes, and do not forget to be happy' occasionally what he said to be an alarm in every time I passed. sick when I knew he was blocking" I could not stand my chest tight. I occasionally coughed to let out my tight breath.

"eh din. what are you doing?" haikal asked but I didn't answer and just showed a thumbs up sign that I was okay2.

"what is trus now?" ask haikal again.

"gue hope I don't meet him. because that's his request.when I think about it I should like it. he will be happy" continued the ocean.

tears can not be lied to. tears will fall without any estimate.I occasionally think of from 2 points of view.whether my fault or the ocean.we will still be destined like this. both are hurt with just one misunderstanding. whereas if discussed well.everything will probably be fine.