The text of the Raktara.

episode 26

when I arrived at the rose room where nina was staying I saw dawn and nina who was chatting aside looked towards the leptop.

"assalamualaikum" my greeting and dawn instantly turned off his leptop.whether he knew I would be angry or some other reason.

"walaikumsalam" they answered.

"duty let me take care of. nin.. lo make me guilty know nga? I've said that nga is able to relax my relationship" namelku. actually I have to be soft-hearted on nina because of her condition but I'm already emotional.

" i'm fine anyway I don't want to bother you" he replied and I shook my head many times.

"selfish basics." I said slowly.I saw a jacket and a bag that I happened to recognize.it was like having a dream when traveling with me a few days ago.

"is there something bad?" my many.

"yes. the children of the organization.they happened again at prayer and there were hanging out in the hospital canteen." clear dawn.

"jan, sleep first gih. your eyes nga able to make melek again. let the dawn keep meye. and about the task after lo wake up new I explained" it turned out that Nina realized how tired I was. I wanted to sleep well.

"you know what you are" I said and they laughed.I immediately lay on the sofa. without talking my eyes began to fall asleep and I fell asleep.

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I tried to open my eyes.I slowly woke up after my slumber.

I opened my eyes several times to see who was in the room.

I was shocked to see the dawn and the inspiration that was looking at me without blinking.

I don't know what I'm gonna do but I'm really salting.

"why do you think I'm rich?" I said and they immediately changed their position and turned their eyes away.I then saw the sleeping nina.

"jar... I slept how many hours?" my many.

"hm. about 4 hours"

"ha?" I was immediately surprised, while I inspired my own smiles to see my reaction.

"what time is it?" ask again.

"at 11 o'clock, you stay here. tomorrow I anterin lo go home after that we go to campus" clear dawn and I nodded slowly.

"nih.. laptop. you can learn the material here, I want to sleep."

"okay.lo sleep aja. let me learn the mterinya first. if you want to sleep also nga papa kok. I am alone aja." I said to them. I spontaneously went back to calling ka ilham kk but fortunately he did not realize

"it just so happens that I'm insomnia." continued ilham.

"already if you don't want to sleep." I went to the bathroom to wash my face so as not to get sleepy and tidied up my hijab which turned out to be very messy.

I am quite long in the bathroom. actually should not be in Islam but I need to sit alone. let alone I will be with ka ilham as long as he still can not sleep because of his insomniya.

I opted out of the bathroom and back on the couch but I found a glass of drink and paper underneath.

"drink this well. so nga sleepy. I'm out of it because it's not good if we're both in the room. enjoy it." that short message makes me pause for a moment and think of some things. what I avoided turned out to have done since then.thank you for understanding what I mean. when I drank one gulp it turned out to be my favorite drink. cappicino without sugar. I smiled. I don't know if I just want to smile because of the way I feel is very funny even though according to some ordinary people.

I continue my task to understand the presentation material tomorrow. Actually I quite understand because not far from my other tasks just because the lecturer is very angry so it must be adjusted.

the clock shows at 2. If I don't sleep then I'll be sleepy for the presentation tomorrow. but I also have a habit if I stay up until 1 then I will go back to sleep at 3 or dawn later.I see my phone which turned out to have many missed calls. I sent a message to bang raka that I was staying at the hospital with dawn to accompany nina, I deliberately did not mention her name ka ilham because I thought it could be a long business.

I went out to meet the insomniac inspiration.

"sleep" I told him who was playing the game.

"it can't be. At least after dawn can just fall down." he replied and then turned off his phone to be able to talk to me.

"try first. the disease we must fight loh. if nga in try how to know."

"jan, promise you'll be in order when?" said ka ilham who turned the conversation away.

"uh, if there are no obstacles after returning home campus can really."

"do you want to go with me? though we have nothing to do" there is no status, but I only consider ka ilham as kaka or just a friend. nothing more at all.

"the road does not have to have status. anyways the remaining 22 days after it is finished.the time I have used more than a week so the time is very short" I explained.

"its okay jan. okay we start from tomorrow."

"okay"

i and I answered each other with smiles.we also talked a lot until the dawn prayer was heard from the mosque near the RS. I and ka ilham rushed to the hospital mosque to perform dawn prayers. not only us but there are several people including dawn. After performing my prayers back to the nina room and nina asked me to help her to pray. I salute the nina who still remembers God when she was sick. I helped her wear a mukena and wait until she finished praying.Dawning and ka ilham are buying food for breakfast later.

"jan." call nina while I'm chatting with my two best friends through chatting.

"why? want what? drink it?" ask me quickly.

"what the hell is sitting here" invited nina who invited me to sit beside her bed.

"why?"

"gue wants for the next 22 days lo walkin everything in accordance with the flow. without any coercion.lo the same path ka ilham as comfortable as you aja." I was surprised to hear it from nina. how did Nina know about my plans and inspiration, and about comfort and discomfort? nina knows.

"meaning?"

"nga. elo will know the answer after your last day." nina didn't even tell me why.

"hm. whatever." I was curious but surely I will find out the answer after 22 days is over. What is it?

"breakfast comes" the dawn screams while bringing breakfast followed by the arrival of ka ilham. What exactly is the relationship between the three? I thought about many things in my brain.there were a thousand questions that I could only keep to myself. I just fell silent without touching the food they brought. fell silent and looked.