The text of the Raktara.

episode 10 - haikal & diana.

I just finished praying.I looked at my phone and saw 2 missed calls with 1 message from mama.

mama went briefly to the mall to buy the necessary items.

and my mom also sent me a message that someone was waiting for me on the rooftop of the house. I put on the hijab and walked towards the rooftop. When I got there I saw a couple of lovers who were sitting relaxing.

"assalamualaikum" I salute them.

"walaikumsalam" they answered.

"jaaannnaaaaaaa" yelled diana and hugged me tightly. I also saw a haikal who wanted to hug me but I stopped.

"eits. you want to do something?" my many.

"you hug."

"want to hug nutmeg lo. not muhrim"

"usually also hugged."

"itukan first, I have been studying in a place where the religion is very strong so already know which ones can and do not" I explained to him.

"already ah. I say yes, because again there is business. promise deh an hour back.." said haikal and I showed my pouting face.

"just met." I'm upset.

"I love u renjana" she said and then scrambled my hijab.

"love u too kal" I answered. haikal and me are like this. diana even know what we are like.

"truss. lo how are you? and what's the need?"

"my news is just as good and I have some happy news for you. I'm just as Haikal wants to get married" he explained with excitement and I was also surprised. I really did not expect they would make decisions like this at a young age.

"swear by what? really?." I asked convincingly.

"yeah..."

"ALHAMDULILLAH O ALLAH.." I said thankfully. I was happy to hear this news.

"when's the show?"

" 6 weeks from now."

"ehm. jan. I want to say 1 thing." he continued.

"go same haikal want lo who takes care of our marriage.lo who chose our wedding clothes and all the things about this marriage" I gasped at the sentence that came out of his mouth diana. What right do I have?

"what?.lo who married me that complicated anyway"

"lo inget ga?. when I am the same haikal anniv a year you promise if we marry later you will take care of everything"." he explained.

"hmm. pinched it was just a joke doang." confused me.

"you think it's just a joke, but you know how much haikal loves you. maybe if there is no I already lo already the same him and maybe if I'm not as patient as this I'll not bahan the same intimacy you guys who said legitimate from small." he continued.

"yeahh. get it."

"jan. I beg you. This is the marriage that I dreamt of the most and I was happy when haikal bedded me. I think that was in his heart just elo. this request is also not only from me as haikal but from our family as well, because they know who the person behind my relationship is haikal."

"din.it's your marriage and it should be elo who designed everything not me."

"think this is an elo gift for me just as haikal.lo is a patient person with me when I ngehina about lo same haikal.lo also that changes my thinking. even you choose me for haikal even though you know I'm as bad as anything.lo sure I can be happyin haikal. at first I can't stand the same relationship haikal who obviously love lo but you surein me and all that it takes until I believe as much as what haikal same lo, lo, still haikal will be the same me" immediately the atmosphere became haru. diana shed tears and I hugged her to menenagkan diana. I had indeed spoken to them. I'm the one who's looking for diana for haikal because haikal doesn't deserve me who doesn't have the perfect feeling.

a diana who used to be known as a child****** I can match with haikal. because I believe diana is not as bad as people's views.I also know both their families

"huft.. din. I promise I'm not gonna fuck you same haikal. you know right? I hate breaking promises?" my words then smiled beautifully.we hugged after I decided to agree to their plan.they deserve the best gift from me. to wait for inspiration this is my busy life.

after that I suddenly fell silent.diana probably knew what I was thinking.diana touched my hand and looked at me while frowning.

"jan." call diana.

"go nga papa din." I replied.

"about the ocean?" tanyanya. I told you diana knew it and I nodded slowly. I know for sure on their wedding day the ocean will be present because the ocean is part of the haikal family.

"gue doesn't want to see him" I said.

"gue tau. but there may not be an ocean" he replied.

"din.. why do I have to know the ocean? why should I respond to messages from him and why should I accept a relationship without status?. Why should I hear the news after he said 3 months. and why should I hear about her return with another woman? I try to make hard din. trying to keep it ordinary but my heart can not be lied to. every time I pray and pray'a I just ask god to make me forget the same him but god can not obey my request. I capeh din" I slowly shed tears. my voice began to dim and there were only teary eyes.I hated this kind of thing.I had found another way.but God gave me the way I had once walked. god always tests me about him.Have to forget?.

"jan.lo is the most mature person of his thought.lo can definitely handle the feeling of lo. jan, haikal never know about how sick you are because of the ocean. I'm sure that haikal knows maybe everything will change. haikal dear lo. lo emang never want there to be an ocean in your life but god has certainlyin it. I don't know what the purpose is but you have to pass it. The ocean and haikal are cousins. if you can meet the feeling you may be the one who will get sick it's the ocean. " obviously diana was trying to give me some understanding.I knew maybe I would feel claustrophobic when I saw her and maybe I would pretend again while the heart could not be faked.

"gue is grateful because I can make lo same haikal together. I love the same haikal but haikal nga need to know about the ocean. the ocean is enough me, elo and others not with haikal." my continue.

"okay.. whenever you have time.we'll meet and discuss my wedding plan as haikal.okal?"

"okay." I answered. diana and I were still sitting on the rooftop of the house. I also told about ka ilham even though I had not been on good terms with him. I told a lot of things as well as Diana who told how their 2-year journey until haikal ventured to propose to her.