The text of the Raktara.

episode 43

a week went by and I was still in treatment.I am currently being treated at a medical hospital.because I fainted while hugging mortal and vina that night. I might stay here for the next 3 weeks. huftt bored very much but well it should be here. mortal and vina take leave. as well as father and mother. they chose to take care of me together or just accompany me. whereas bang raka had returned to malang 3 days ago to pick up ka meta and aisyah. they will also come to make the hospital crowded, but ka meta will be more often at home to take care of the aisyah.

"this is beautiful" I said to vina. day Vina will go along with the man who asked her out. me and mortal often mocked her before today.

"how?" he asked again.me and mortal throw breath and put on an unpleasant face.because, it has been almost 5 times he asked it. so nervous.

"ayo dong. you guys have to nheliat my appearance. if you are beautiful kam surely the doi nga like" is uncomfortable vina.

"vin, not all men judge women only in their beauty.and you also have to be confident in what you wear. if he were a soul mate, he would have rhyme lo what is. right?" my tirade was followed by a nod from the mortal.and vina also understood what I was saying.

"okay. I went well. assalamualaikum"

"walaikumsalam"

I then smiled at the mortal, because we were currently imagining what kind of happiness vina had.

"eh jan, I went back home first well. to take the food elo."

"hm, I'm myself dong"

"lebay lo. oh yes, the same ocean of salsha he said wanted to come here. at the very least again.so, maybe they both will be nemenin elo." obviously mortal. I did not ask why they could be here. let me ask them directly.

"okay. careful yeah."

"assalamualaikum" said mortal and I immediately answered his greetings and let him go.

I waited for a few minutes playing with my phone.

suddenly the ocean and salsha came and greeted me with a smile and lots of fruits.

"astaga.lo both want to sell?" ask and they laugh.

"yes, this is for the elo. and you have to eat everything to be healthy" said salsha.

"do you two get to be here?" my many.

"eh, I went to my brother's place.because he did not come to the wedding.I think there is something that turns out to be sick as well. I'm the same salsha again anterin he's here and all you guys look elo right. happens to be the same hospital" obviously the ocean and I nodded slowly, but my feeling he has no brother and only has 1 sister.

"gue thinks elo the first child, aka does not have a brother" I said

"same. I also used to think that uh know-taunya have a brother." continued salsha.

"hehehehe so after nyokap bokap apart we also separated. 2 kk I came out of the house and I'm the same brother I live with nyokap. sometimes also often to bokap but nga diligently-craftsman very." I just found out about the ocean family that actually turned out to be terrible too.

"ohh" I said understand.

"lo chat with salsha first well. I want to see my brother." said the ocean and I nodded yes. I chose to chat with salsha. even Salsah hugged me when she said that 2 days after returning home she was declared pregnant by the doctor after the consultation.

the word ocean salsha promises many do'a but there are 3 special do'a that he asks for. first, happy family.second, be a good priest for wife and child.third, may I be happy. I smiled as salsha said that the ocean only wanted me to be happy for anything.Somever it was the ocean to wish me all the best.

"haii" greet the ocean as it enters my room.

"into the bang" said the ocean to his brother.

"assalamualaikum" greeting the man I saw in his footsteps.

"walaikumsalam" answered me and salsha.

I can't see that face because he's wearing a mask.

"eh bang, this is renjana. my high school friend." said the ocean.

"i'm jana" I introduced myself but she just kept quiet and looked at me.

"eh bang." The ocean even rebuked the man for not answering me.

very different from the ocean.

"bang.. how did it go?" ask salsha.

"can I stay the same?" the man said firmly.he didn't even turn his eyes away from me and I was a little uncomfortable.

"but bang-" said the ocean even in pieces.

"please" continued.

"you can't do it. I can't be alone with you here" I said again and then looked at him cynically.

"10 minutes salsha and the ocean will be behind the door and the door will not be closed so we stay 4" he explained and salsha immediately pulled the ocean out and I tried to calm down. who the hell is this.

"sorry before.we know each other?" I asked him who was still in my sight.he didn't even turn his eyes away from me.

"why are you looking at me?" i again..

"how are you?" tanya and I thought of one thing for sure.

if I knew him I would know his eyes and voice, because I could know someone I had known or had seen before if I glanced at his retina.

"why is it sick?"

"a moment" I said and thought about many things.he and I looked at each other.I looked closely at the shape of his face and eyes.and I found one thing. which I always loved and always made me comfortable.whether anything but my eyes water, glazed until it finally fell in his sight.

when I looked at her, she chose to open her mask, and the face I wanted to see even I missed could see again.

"how are you?" ask him again.

"alhamdulillah is not good." I replied.

"sorry jan, it's only coming now."

" you come when I want to forget and when I'm not as myself."

"jan, I-I"

"sorry sat. I am a stupid woman who wants to wait for a man for 3 years.even reject thousands of other men because they believe that the man will come. until I finally gave up and caused pain in me. Now I am weak. I am not a strong woman who can walk as I want. now there is a barrier in front of me. sorry sat, I am not a strong woman who can walk as I want, I want you to go. for eternity in my life." I explained. and I took a chair after that sitting next to me. I called him satya. deliberately indeed, because it must be like that.

"the same marriage I jan." I was surprised to make anger in my face and my eyes showed a high sense of anger.

"lo go, Trus come. and marry? you sane?" I said with a trembling voice.

"because only by getting married I can take you to Singapore without distance or reason is not muhrim" he explained and I caught 1 thing. means you know about my illness.

"where did you come from?" ask me what I make sure you know where I mean.

"a month after I left. I met the same mortal in bandung who happened to him again there. mortal angry and story everything. I can not return because I have to earn money to be able to bring elo to Singapore. I save from the first day I work. and thank God it has been collected. only now I can come. and you're getting worse.sorry jan." This is the first time I've seen you teary-eyed.

"lo nga as bad as it should be in vain struggle me all this time. let's jan. we seek treatment. afterwards we live happily." he continued but I was still silent to look at him.

"gue has 1 belief.I am sure God will take care of your heart from other men for me. Because God knows I'm fighting for people who want me to be happy. I don't want to be hung.lo just have to give me the answer yes or no. Don't answer with a thousand sentences that make me dizzy." I blink repeatedly and regulate my breath. I'm nervous, I'm nervous, but trying's fine.

"tomorrow, jm 9 am. meet my parents here. and ask for answers from the same father bang raka. because the answer is on them."

"i told you the answer must be yes or no."

"my answer depends on their blessing" I answered and I tried to understand my answer. God willing I accept and I will leave it next to the two men who mean in my life.

honestly, I love you.

god is my first blessing.