The Illusion I Can Have You

After the Status of Husband Wife

Alesa and Ardy are living a husband and wife relationship like people in general ..

In the state of Alesa who is pregnant must be many things that are not known by Alesa .

The young mother who must be ready when she arrives feels something she never felt .

Early in pregnancy Alesa felt as usual ..

but after marriage the nausea was felt by Alesa .

Perhaps because Uda legitimately so wife , child also Uda recognized by Ardy .

So the child in the womb of Alesa was also eager to develop better again ..

Alesa's pregnancy entered the age of 4 months ..

So the feeling of dizziness, nausea has been experienced a little by Alesa .

Alesa Moved in her heart: owh like this is what it feels like to be a pregnant woman ..

It feels so amazing, weird but real ..

Sometimes the stomach feels bulky and then feels pain, tilted to the right feels uncomfortable .

And the tongue sometimes feels weird ..

It feels like eating something ,,,

Alesa just experienced that ..

Understand this new right for Alesa ..

So it is natural that she feels strange to herself .

the previous aperut felt flat .

Now it looks shaped .

Even if Alesa was mirrored after taking a bath, her stomach felt increasingly bigger .

Alesa also stroked while talking by the prospective child: baby, you are growing bigger in the stomach of the mother, so it is strong iia not like this mother of yours ..

While stroking her distended stomach, Alesa smiled .

It feels like a dream now that she is a wife and soon will be a mother ..

Mashaa Allah is the most beautiful gift given by Allah ..

Alesa was grateful for what God had given her ..

Although Alesa is not a worship expert, but Alesa always likes to be grateful ..

Even though his wife's status is now . Alesa hasn't been good at kitchen affairs .

Still Alesa's mother is cooking .

Every day Alesa gave money to spend on vegetables and fish ..

Then Alesa's mother cooked ..

Alesa was never taught cooking by her mother .

so Ardy's used to eating his mother's processed products Alesa .

But even so Alesa still learned how to make sure she can serve delicious food for her husband ..

Days passed, and as usual Alesa always woke Ardy at dawn, because Wawak Alesa always asked for anther to the market , since Ardy's workplace is on the same market base so all Ardy go to work too ..

Although only a pedicab , but Alesa is always grateful if given money by Ardy .

For him simple life is common ..

Once upon a time when his mother Alesa selling mixed ice . continued Alesa was told to buy ice cubes to a fairly far shop that .

Alesa met the person who damaged her self-esteem, she passed by the woman behind her . Hugged him from behind ..

Alesa also saw her clearly, with the stomach that had begun to look plus Alesa wearing a negligee .

so it looks like her distended stomach .

It felt like Alesa's body was feeling limp . How not ??

The difficult past she forgets is in front of her eyes, not about how much she loves . But how disgusted Alesa hates the man .

Alesa immediately crossed . and did not see the person ..

Alesa also tried to forget the bad memories ..

when remembering ith Alesa felt disgusted with herself ..

How despicable her self .

Alesa arrived home and gave me the ice cubes .

While talking to his mother: my mother went into the room first iia .

In the room Alesa was directly sitting on the edge of the mattress, then squeezed her clothes, then she cried ..

Alesa was disgusted with herself .

then pucker up in the heart: Why should you look at the man's behavior ??

Why ??

Alesa was disgusted with herself, while shuffling her hair into a mess ..

Why would Ardy marry this despicable woman .. ?

While saying that, Alesa was crying ..

Alesa cried without a sound, it hurt so much.

After a long period of crying, she fell asleep .

Poor Alesa fell asleep after crying .

Alesa forgets that if she is too sad, nYa's child-to-be can also be sad ..

This pregnancy Alesa loves to cry, because she always remembers events where she was not worthy of anyone .

Who do not deserve to be loved .

That is according to Alesa, who feels so ..

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Wow this story is more interesting iia, stop also in the story : Miss the Good Doctor , I am also the author.

The story is complicated ..

But it's a true story of someone ..

We proceed to the following part iia ..

May we always be healthy, may in the protection of Allah everything . aamiin