The Illusion I Can Have You

Alesa's Children Grow Well

Alesa's second child was called Maryam ..

and the first one is called Tio ...

Alesa who is now wiser in speaking .

not like before ..

And Alesa's son grew up well ..

Alesa takes care of her two children herself ..

from starting to wash clothes, dishes, sweeping pages, and cooking ..

All work by yourself ..

alesa's mother doesn't come home very often ..

though Alesa misses the figure of a mother ..

But Alesa never felt that way .

To hug her mother alone she felt ashamed .

It was his own mother ..

Alesa just feels herself living alone ,

and no one cares about his life ..

alesa's father likes to go to Alesa's house .

Just come play with her son Alesa ..

then go home again ..

Even if it's only a short while, but Alesa is happy .

Someone still cares about him ...

Alesa's son has grown up to be an active girl and single ..

They like to run around here and there, Alesa just likes to see from a distance ..

Alesa was happy iia if iia could be small again, but it was all impossible ..

Rice has become porridge, How can it be rice again ..!!

The one in Alesa's mind can only grow up her two children .

Have a good future, unlike his self .

Alesa is now 22 years old .

But already have 2 cute kids funny .

When his friend and friend Heppy Heppy came here and there, Alesa Mala took care of her children .

But even so Alesa was always grateful .

Even though in his heart he still wants to be like people, but it disappears when he realizes the child and husband are more important than that ..

Ardy always speaks as he pleases, and Alesa can only be silent .

for Alesa if she's not there, Alesa where are you going ? and who will be the same ??

Because only Ardy is there, even though his mouth is very spicy, but what is from Ardy ..

Alesa just felt indebted to Budi, because he had received his good bad self ..

Apart from that Alesa does not know what purpose she lives for .

When Alesa thought: why are widows easy ?? then why is Alesa so hard ??

then she asked in her heart, what is the reason she has trouble leaving Ardy ??

Though Alesa is young, and it is not difficult to get a bride Ardy ..

but Alesa's answer was really surprising ..

Alesa replied: as bad as you are, you are my husband, and thank you for accommodating people like me ..

This contemptible self, far from perfect . But you are ready to marry this filthy woman ..

despise and condemn this self, it is not why do you do it, if you are satisfied with all ..

humiliate this self, lower self ..

Truly in reality this self is so ..

So what makes you angry ??

No , this self Mala is happy to continue to be treated like that ..

In order for this self-conscious self to continue if this self is useless garbage ..

Alesa spoke in her heart like that ..

so sincere is the heart of Alesa, not only her appearance that looks so soothing ..

but his heart also ..

Alesa never looked down on others, instead she always humbled herself ..

so much has been experienced by Alesa ..

but Alesa was not one bit to complain .

iia continues to live a life that is somehow named by her .

Life is only for the child .

the rest he did not know , what the purpose of his life ..