The Illusion I Can Have You

Remembering Rayhan

So much so that Alesa loves Rayhan ..

Alesa wanted her son to use that name, so that he could always remember Rayhan .

A man who is so very dear ..

Even though the feeling is wrong, Alesa really loves Rayhan .

And Alesa is Rayhan's first love .

Rayhan once liked his college friends, but Rayhan never expressed that feeling . just plain likes ..

At that time Rayhan only had 1 goal, which must be a doctor ..

Rayhan died Matian continued to study hard, so that his mind was achieved ..

Not his young , to reach the ideals . there must be a victim .

And Rayhan sacrificed playing time with his friend's friend .

Rayhan's hard work also paid off, his ideals were realized .

After becoming a doctor Rayhan focus with his new field it .

What he did all the results were only for his family .

Especially her mother, Rayhan is very affectionate with her mother and Ade adenya .

He works only for his family , so that his family can live comfortably and fulfilled everything .

Alesa is also one of the most important people for Rayhan's life now .

How not , iia is only close to the woman that is Alesa alone .

Alesa was able to melt Rayhan's heart .

Although Alesa came with all the lies, but what Alesa did was sincere without any ill intentions .

Those memories meant a lot to Alesa .

But now there are only memories that will be remembered all the time ..

Alesa could only pray, so that Rayhan there was happy always, and spared all the affairs there .

Alesa looked at the baby boy and looked at him long enough ..

If this child were Rayhan's son, surely Rayhan's mother would be so very happy .

but Alesa could only imagine it all ..

Do not have , to be able to meet is impossible .

Alesa was holding her baby .

The pain in childbirth was gone, because Alesa's baby boy was so funny ..

Alesa smiled at the baby once in a while ..

Now Alesa has a little Rayhan who will accompany her until she ages ..

Alesa's only hope is one: Hopefully Afif Athar Rayhan can be a better person than his mother, stronger, more resilient, and more patient to live the wheel of this life ..

Alesa could only pronounce those words .

There is no other prayer, Alesa just wants it that way .

Alesa returned home the next day ..

the cost of birth amounted to 750 .000 thousand .

They also took their red baby home with the bike rickshaw they had ..

It was common for Alesa without her own mother, she was carrying her own baby, again - again like that .

Arriving at home, Alesa also laid her child on the bed .

The baby was fast asleep, baby 3 Alesa drank Asi .

because from the first child immediately drink milk, so Alesa does not want her child to drink formula milk ..

Lucky bangget Alesa can directly breastfeed her child ..

At a time when most mothers find it difficult to breastfeed their children, but not with Alesa ..

Alesa is already adept at taking care of her 3 children well ..

So Alesa doesn't need to worry too much about everything .

Alesa is experienced in taking care of her children ..

The days passed, but there was not the least for Alesa not to remember Rayhan in her life .

One day if Alesa could meet Rayhan, then she would run after Rayhan, then hug him tightly ..

If Allah had allowed Alesa to meet Rayhan, Alesa would have been very merciful to Allah ..

And if Alesa had to sacrifice her life for Rayhan to come back to life, then Alesa would do just that .

Rayhan's origin can be revived, and Alesa was willing to change her life so that Rayhan can return .

Let Alesa be a memory for Rayhan .

Alesa's life is meaningless without Rayhan ,.

Let Alesa go first instead of Rayhan, but Fate says otherwise .

Rayhan had to leave Alesa's life for long ..

A beautiful dream can live with Rayhan just wishful thinking alone .

And now it will be the most beautiful memory for Alesa .

Alesa loves Rayhan with all her heart, the feeling has never been so great .

Even if it feels wrong, but Alesa will live with Rayhan's memories .

That's just Alesa's current strength ..

" Welcome the Way of the good man, those memories I will never forget, and live in each of those memories , live eternally in this heart & never leave yourself , do not go, stay here for a long time, believe if one day you are allowed to meet , at that time this self will find you where you are , wait until later .

do you believe that our love will remain the same ??

can you believe it's still the same ??

or have you forgotten me ??

sayank, take good care of yourself iia , wait for yourself this .

this self again fights with this life .

a life that has played with my life .

my life is meaningless without you my lover 😔

you will always live in this memory and in this heart for all - long " .....

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