The Illusion I Can Have You

Forbidden Relationships

Indeed, Alesa's relationship with Rayhan is a forbidden relationship .

Alesa who does not reveal about herself to Rayhan, that is what makes Alesa weak .

How not ??

Have the wrong taste, but the feeling is stronger even without ties .

Lia² is very good according to Alesa, but can only be loved by hiding .

It cannot be owned, but the feeling is left with the memories of Rayhan .

Although the story will be a big history for the life of Alesa, but not a little Alesa regretted it all .

Why is that ??

For to Alesa the plan of God is extraordinary, we expect nothing .

But God is present Rayhan in the life of Alesa .

Which might make Alesa dilemma with her own heart .

But what can be said, Alesa so admired the figure of Rayhan .

Alesa met Rayhan in January 2021 and Rayhan left in April 2021 .

Just talk on mobile .

Until Rayhan had to go home in the bosom of the creator .

Destiny has been outlined enough until there they know each other .

Not allowed for long time close together .

But for Alesa, that short time means so much .

To be queen for her whole life .

January becomes the history of love Alesa grows back .

And January 2023 has been 2 years of forbidden relationship .

But there was not the slightest bit of Alesa to forget about Rayhan in her heart .

The more Alesa tries to forget Rayhan, the more Alesa is tormented by it all .

Finally Alesa let the taste continue to grow .

Even though Alesa herself did not know , until when will the taste continue to exist ??

" The universe taught Alesa to Keep walking, never stop .

If you are stopped then your life will cease anyway .

If you are tired, stop for a moment .

Don't despair . Keep walking whatever the shape of the road . Surely one day if you go through that road again, you will know the meaning behind it all .

Surely God tests every human being, there must be a certain purpose, if you are chosen it means you are a strong human being . Believe that the exam will end on its own . The journey of life is long . To get to the Finis Line must have a strong determination .

Crying may 'but never give up on life 'cause the nature of life is tired .

There will come a time when all men will rest .

Prepare for it later "

Alesa continued to listen to the whispers from the Universe .

If you say Alesa is crazy, iia emang Alesa is crazy . Loving the dead .

But so strong and genuine love it does not make Alesa tremble to continue with the sense of it .

Rayhan was not the first for him .

However Alesa's love for Rayhan is her one² .

Let love be wrong for everyone .

Alesa also realized this .

But what power , Alesa is just an ordinary human .

Which does not escape the many mistakes .

But is that feeling wrong ??

Is it wrong for humans to love ??

If love is wrong .

Alesa Don't Rayhan's Law .

Let the sentence resuscitate Alesa .

Rayhan must not get the slightest punishment .

Here Alesa is wrong .

So Alesa is ready to be punished for anything .

Alesa doesn't care about other people's words .

Alesa was convinced that her love for Rayhan was so strong and sincere .

And if Rayhan's not so 'no problem for Alesa .

Rayhan doesn't need to know how much Alesa remembers Rayhan in her life .

Until² the 3rd child Alesa was named after Rayhan .

Alesa only hopes , one day can meet with Rayhan , even though the time is quite long .

The wait was too long and there was no end to it .

But Alesa remained confident in her feelings .

Love is blind .

Alesa blinded with her love Rayhan .

The meeting never happened at all .

But why can it be like that ??

I don't know God's Plan nobody knows .

It was the power of Allah, the goods x Alesa was reunited with Rayhan it was because Rayhan would leave his ade² and his mother .

Alesa present should accompany them .

And make them happy in the way of Alesa .

Alesa is indeed a generous figure to anyone .

Therefore everyone who is close is certainly comfortable .

And actually until this moment Alesa continues to accompany ade² Rayhan and her mother .

But What power his mother Rayhan must return to the divine side in the moon 12 years 2021 if not wrong .

Similarly, the 3rd Rayhan adenya also died in the 2nd month of 2022 .

It turned out that all the family members from Rayhan had to go home and stay Aisyah .

There Alesa also understood what the purpose of Allah was to deliver Alesa in the middle of² Rayhan's life .

It turns out that missed , if Alesa was sent to the family to accompany Aisya Ade woman from Rayhan .

he is still 20 years old .

And still need love and guidance .

From that incident , Alesa continued to fight all her longing for Rayhan .

Actually Alesa wants to stay away after Rayhan's gone .

But God said otherwise, Alesa must remain for Rayhan's adenya .

For all will be called to the divine side .

And Aisha was left alone who was still alive in this world .

Little girl who lives in a house .

Alesa couldn't leave Aisha .

But Alesa also felt unworthy to be close to a good person like Aisyah .

But Every x Alesa wanted to live Ayesha, there as if the universe was coaxing Alesa's heart .

Alesa knew Aisyah also 2 years .

Since the departure of Rayhan, Alesa was the one who accompanied Asiyah .

From going to sleep until waking up again .

All her Alesa did with sincerity and sincerity .

There was not the slightest hint of Alesa's intentions being bad to Aisyah .

Precisely Alesa always guided Aisyah to always rise from the slump .

And now Aisyah has started to understand about her life thanks to the guidance of the Alesa .

Even though Aisyah is a very spoiled figure .

But Alesa was pleased with Aisyah's treatment .

Alesa is feeling happy about herself .

Because long ago when Alesa was sad and down, no one wanted to advise her .

But here Alesa tried to help Aisyah, so that Aisyah did not feel the same way, as Alesa had experienced first .

Aisyah considers Alesa her mother's bride .

And Alesa took Aisyah like her son .

They communicate every day .

Love the sorrow they feel together .

The ending was incredible .

God's plan is the best of man's plans .

Now Alesa understands more about her life .

And Alesa can now better face it all with patience and to the ichrase .