The Illusion I Can Have You

The Illusion I Can Have You
Rayhan Has Been Leaving Alesa for Two Years



Didn't feel like 2 years later on April 19th .


Rayhan has wanted 2 years, but the memory is still attached to the memory of Alesa .


Although the feeling is wrong, but Alesa always remembers Rayhan's figure in her life .


For him not young to forget the people he loves .


If it can be forgotten then at the beginning of Rayhan's departure, Alesa Uda lupain herself .


But Alesa's love and affection for Rayhan was ingrained .


Just wanted to meet once in a lifetime .


It turns out that this kind of love is stronger .


Never met , yet could love so great her .


Even if Rayhan is still alive, Alesa is willing to let go of Rayhan .


Because Alesa just wants Rayhan to live happily, even if not with her .


For Alesa to love Rayhan in secret, it was quite happy .


It never crossed Alesa's mind to be able to have Rayhan's figure in her life .


Alesa has enough self-awareness .


Alesa knew who she was, and would not deserve to be with someone so extraordinary .


Even if Rayhan later married someone , Alesa would give thanks for having met Rayhan with a person who is much better than him .


Sometimes it has to be done, sacrificing the love that can't develop .


Can only love secretly, but to have it far from rich can be .


What is love like ?


why do most of them, like to try love over and over again ??


Is it after being hurt, they will be young to forget someone who once stopped in his heart ??


And what is sincere love like ??


I as a writer do not understand the verb love .


Here I see , the greatness of love that is so amazing .


Where Alesa who is married , fall in love again with people who do not know at all !!


Then the person Alesa loves must leave her life for good !!


The greatness of this love that I conclude like this .


" if you pursue your love too much, then your love will go away from you . that love will come with its own without having to be asked. Love is of a different nature² , <TAG1> , anyone with first sight ?, or accidentally met ??


but Alesa and Rayhan's love is so unique !!


They can love each other without having to !!


Shouldn't people who love each other be met ??


But why are the two separated by a considerable distance and time ??


What is behind God's plan ??


Will it be a life lesson for Alesa ??


What sins will Alesa accept ??


And what would Alesa be like without Rayhan ??


Will the late Alesa continue to think of Rayhan ??


And can all be answered by Alesa ??


Yes, so if life, come and go alternately .


Won't they all go back to the divine lap ??


Then why would all humans want to live in the world ??


Will they be guaranteed eternal life in the world ??


All men have been sentenced to death .


Then why don't humans prepare provisions to return ??


Have you been looking . What if you are gone ??


Is it in good/bad condition ??


Don't be busy chasing a world that has no end .


If we chase the world, we will feel tired .


Because the nature of the world is exhausting .


If you want to get tired but get a reward, then just do the good that is invisible to others .


Tiring continues to do good .


But All acts of kindness are no sia² words, there must be a prayer slip from the person we help later .


And the reward of the fruit of your kindness is to meet the good .


Is the earth old enough ??


Have you seen some of the disasters that have occurred on this earth ??


Do you not tremble even a little ??


God has shown his power . But it is as if man is blind and deaf to see and hear it all .


Disaster has happened where² , but human consciousness is only a little .


When the storm hit just remember to say Allahu Akbar, Allah protect us all .


If not, do you all have consciousness ??


But good too, called gently through the call of the Adhan he did not wake up .


constantly being called through the earth tremor, he went straight out of the house and looked for the safest place .


With a single messenger of his, then this earth will swallow us all up .


Nothing is impossible in this life .


All will be possible if God has already interfered in it .


Man has no power over himself .


Want shamans, want smart people even though it will be no .


Even if he had power over his dead life, then he would never have died .


All were sentenced to death .


How dong , where are we all going ??


Will there be a place to protect ourselves ??


While in the nest of ants though , we could have died .


That said at home, on the street, in the hospital, in the office ??


It's been a waste² chasing this world, friend .


World of places to stop , stop to keep learning .


That we live in the world to prostrate ourselves to God .


Not a place to do a job .


Indeed the repentance of the man is very extraordinary .


And Allah is pleased with the repentance of the disobedient .


Because people who have committed prostitution will not repeat the 2 x error .


But many also repeat up to a few x .


Has God ever been angry with her ??


No, God is always the table of forgiveness for those who want to be forgiven .


Only sometimes the servant Mala begs for forgiveness .


If there is any problem only they come , the turn is already detached back to the factory suit .


But even so God always expects us to return to a better path .


God always sends us good people² , in order to keep reminding us of the wrong path .


When someone reminds them :


" heaven is not yours, and hell may not be ours "


Yes it is true if heaven is not mine, and hell is not yours either .


That said it was you, not me .


I only remind you, people² Budiman .


Heaven is too vast if it is occupied by one person .


Invite anyone who wants to come back .


Is not taking people to a good path the reward is greater ??


then continue to do good, so that from the good you do can lead you to a brighter path .


The light of heaven seen by the eyes is more beautiful, than a pile of gold gems and diamonds .


Heaven cannot be bought with Treasure .


Heaven can only be bought with faith and charity .


Heaven is free & yet many are wasting their time .


While the discos are paying ?, many humans come to his place ??


Isn't hell expensive ??


But humans are willing to waste money to be able to heppy² in that place .


Only 1 hour we heppy² in such a place .


But the penalty is there , heavier and longer .


Can you live in it ??


May God protect us all ..


My thoughts are personal, and may you also participate in them .


May the beginning of December be a month full of awareness for all of us .


All will return to the divine lap .


And no one can run from reality .


If you can change it, then change it .


Indeed, man is created from a small man who does not know what² , then began to be active , began to be able to flip through the body , creeping , began to stand , began to eat .


Grows agilely, then becomes a teenager, until he matures .


Lali ages, and then dies .


The task of living man in the world will be finished after man is dead .


The rest of what he's got will he stay, not he down to the burrow .


If he can go down to the hole .


In the grave the item could not be of any use to him .


For not being able to help him from all the questions he was asked .


So stop loving this world .


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