The Illusion I Can Have You

rayhan's Appearance

day of the day is done as usual , without holding a mobile phone .

and Alesa became the former Alesa, the jutek and the cuek ..

what Alesa has said cannot be taken back .

Alesa also feels guilty about Rayhan, for lying to her a lot ..

Rayhan is a good man, and does not deserve to be close to this bad Alesa ..

Alesa groaned in her heart: sorry am I, who has no will and no self-respect .

too ridiculous for you wise ones there ..

we're young doctors, and surely her mate is better ..

you're a classy person, Alesa is a commoner . her life just hitchhiked with Ardy .

despite being a husband, Ardy is a monster to Alesa ..

Alesa gets scared if Ardy song gets angry .

ardy's treatment of Alesa always Alesa remembered ..

all ith makes Alesa feel traumatized by all ..

Alesa is a dirty and despicable woman, but can't she be treated like a human being ??

Allah is good, then why is man a prosecutor .

Alesa moans it in the heart ..

Alesa was astonished by everyone, why is everyone only good at commenting on others ??

why not yourself !!

wise be judge . But foolish be judge for himself .

young married people said pregnant first, pregnant first but not as responsible . emang all sins, but will be redeemed with the taubatan nasuha ..

all human beings are not perfectly clean, there must be a dirty side of it ..

when the baby iia looks clean . but when it grows up it will make a lot of mistakes ..

it could be that the mistake he made could make iia aware of later .. and make iia a great person .

great people can come from anywhere .

that is how Alesa groaned in her heart, while iia kept silent ..

iia is self-conscious her is full of sin .

but everyone is also a sinner . is it appropriate that a fellow sinner be a judge of the lives of others ??

not necessarily . it could be that the person who is always told can go to heaven thanks to the reward you transfer ..

and could you go to hell because of your own mouth ??

Alesa was dizzy with it all ..

he did not want to talk about the sins of others.

to himself it is their business with his Lord .

as an ordinary servant, he can only beg for mercy .

that was how Alesa was pucker up in her heart ..

Alesa could only remain silent ..

as sediah kala ..

return to the mode as before ..

after a few months of disappearing Rayhan also chat Alesa in Mesengger because in whatsApp Alesa block ..

so Rayhan chat maiia in Mesengger .

at first Alesa did not want to bales . fear that the feeling returned again after hard time Iia remove kan ..

but Alesa is still Alesa who does not want people to be hurt with her self ..

so Alesa replied to Rayhan's chat .

when Alesa chatted with Rayhan, Alesa also felt like saying that she really missed Rayhan's figure .but her embarrassment overcame her .

Alesa now take better care of her oral .

she was afraid she was stuck with her own oral.

Rayhan begins to open his heart to Alesa, but Alesa is married and inappropriate for Rayhan .

if Rayhan had known it all, Rayhan would have hated Alesa .

so Alesa was there to talk if Rayhan had to stay away from himself and return to what he used to be .

let's just say they both don't know each other. .

and maybe Rayhan was surprised by all that .

she's just been active but Alesa is behaving in such a way ..

Alesa also felt her speech was so slippery . but it was a way for Rayhan to hate her self ..

Alesa doesn't want Rayhan to know this dirty woman again ..