The Illusion I Can Have You

The Illusion I Can Have You
Get to Know a Good Doctor



Alesa's days are more colorful than ever ..


Although Alesa felt it was all wrong, but Alesa lived it all with a sense of caution ..


Because iia was afraid if Ardy knew , if Alesa's heart no longer has his name ..


Alesa is married and has 2 children .


But his heart opened again to the doctor ..


Even though it was only on social media but Alesa felt happy ..


The doctor was very friendly and gentle ..


Unlike the current Ardy, whose hobby is always angry with Alesa continuously ..


Alesa was always pucker up in her heart ..


All that is wrong, iia communicate with people who do not deserve to talk alone on social media .


No one knows, but God is all-seeing ..


Alesa always contemplated it all and always apologized to God, if he was talking to the doctor ..


the doctor was named : Rayhan ..


origin of : Bandung .


birth: 19 April 1995


descendant: Sundanese


it's Alesa ,


name: Alesa


origin: North Sumatra


birth: 16 March 1996


issue: Java


it's Ardy .


name: Ardy


origin: coal, range


birth: 25 May 1988


descendant: Malay


Almost every time Alesa chatted with Rayhan ..


There is no word bored ..


Even if it was all wrong, Alesa could always limit herself .


When Ardy was , Alesa did not focus too much on playing mobile phone .


But if Ardy goes to work, Alesa always takes the time to chat with Rayhan ..


Rayhan never saw Alesa directly .


Because Alesa never showed herself .


On social media there are only photos wearing masks and iia using glasses only ..


So it doesn't look like the real face of Alesa .


Old Alesa chat in Mesengger ..


Until Rayhan asked for whatsApp number Alesa .


But there Alesa thought hard, afraid that it would make a new fuss ..


You see, sometimes Alesa's phone likes to be held by Ardy ..


But Alesa love Ajha to Rayhan ..


And there they talk a lot .


Whether it's a chat or just a stale base .


Rayhan is quiet .


Alesa looks so silly ..


Sometimes Alesa likes to act silly .


Alesa also did not understand why she behaved in such a manner ..


What is this in the name of love ..


Alesa forgot how to love .


And forget how it feels to be loved .


Alesa knew Rayhan from the beginning of January in 2021 ..


Had off Rayhan was 2 months not active on social media ..


Alesa thinks that maybe it's time she should forget about Rayhan ..


Because the feeling is wrong, Alesa is the wife of people while Rayhan is still Single .


Alesa feels Rayhan is more worthy of others than of himself ..


Since then Alesa also self-conscious who she is, and began to forget a little .


Perhaps God told Alesa that Rayhan was not Alesa's mate .


Because Alesa's status is also still the wife of people .


It cannot be owned by others ..


But Alesa's life was so very stressful .


But how else , Alesa also can not change the destiny that has been outlined by her ..


Alesa was no longer active on social media ..


And as usual Alesa can only be silent when there are no more activities ..


His life was lethargic again . and moody .


Because it's all over .


And it has ended probably for a long time ..