The Illusion I Can Have You

Pregnant Child 3

Alesa continued her life , Alesa realized if she continued so then it would make her more depressed .

And God does not like people who are too sad .

Alesa also does not want to because² herself later Rayhan there is not calm .

Alesa has confirmed Rayhan's departure .

And now Alesa is 6 months pregnant ..

And he also hopes that later his child² can be much better than himself , stronger and more resilient ..

Alesa does not want her child² to grow up without religious knowledge like her self ..

For Alesa to instill religious knowledge is important for life ..

If we are far from God, then God will keep everything away from us ..

If we are arrogant with God, then what requires God to immediately grant our prayer² ??

Hard turn pray a lot of pride, happy turn forget how to pray !!

That's the content of Alesa's thought, emang Alesa far from the science of religion, but Alesa is also a mother who wants her son² can read the chants of the Qur'an verse 'an ..

If taught early on, then it will immediately record everything and easy to memorize it ..

Anak² Alesa all saw , Tio Alesa's first child is now in 3rd grade Elementary School and Maryam is now in 1st grade Elementary School, Tio's school in a country that is quite far from home .. While Maryam Alesa input to religious school, so more focus to her religion ..

Morning go to school to study, about 10 hours a short sleep break and until the Dzuhur prayer, then go home .

If Tio school there is Islam and Christianity . because the country so there is no SPP payment . if Maryam pay SPP a month 150 thousand . Money in 450 thousand can dress muslim 2 ..

Now child² Alesa more active school .

And Alesa always takes her son² school .

Much more active now Alesa ..

Morning make breakfast, after that wash the dishes, it's done between Maryam behind the house . continue until the house wash clothes, after that cook .and Anteri Tio school . Because Uda class 3 so the entry at 13:30 wib ..

At eight in the morning Tio najai, and at 09:30 Tio returned home njai .

Tio now Uda juz 12 , while Maryam Uda juz 1 . Alhamdulillah anak² Alesa grew up with religious knowledge ..

Alesa is grateful her son² hero memorization now .

I can remember the short Surah ..

Hari² also passed .

Alesa is still active on whatsApp, and Aisyah is also still telling Alesa .

Although Rayhan has left, but Aisyah is close to Alesa .

It's like Kaka Ade they both ..

Aisha is phobic with dark, and Alesa tries to help Aisyah in a way :

" Turn off the lights every 5 minutes , if it is not strong anymore , then turn it back on ..

And Aisha listened to the advice of Alesa .

At first Aisha was trembling and frightened .

But Alesa always said: Dark is not scary, scary is life ..

aterus is living it all, surely you can forget the dark phobia ..

And Aisyah also did that every time , until Aisyah was slowly able to forget the phobia ..

Mala now Aisyah prefers dark .

when it is dark we can be calm .

Because in darkness we cannot see ..

Only black color is visible ..

But when we're in the light 'em, everything looks pretty clear ..

There is only a commotion and a mere charade ..

a lot of drama if we see in the bright light ..

Darkness does not frighten us. What humans fear most is that they cannot eat and have no place to live ..

It was much more terrifying than the darkness .

But every human being must have an experience that scares them ..

But it is not something that requires us to continue to be afraid ..

We are made as perfect as possible by God .

and there must be his purpose, and there will surely be many tests of life, which may sometimes be quite too difficult and light ..

It is all a lesson that we can take his knowledge in order to be more intelligent in living life ..

If we fall, it will be forever .

But if we rise up, God willing God Himself will help us to stand again .

That was the thought of Alesa about life ..

Alesa is still so young, but her life experience has been quite a lot .

And now Alesa is 26 years old ..

And soon waiting for the presence of the 3rd child .