The Illusion I Can Have You

Living At Grandpa's Dad's House

At home grandpa can't ngapa² in . You can just be quiet .. Who are you playing the same ??

Little Alesa the person is shy and reserved .

The surroundings are different from the environment in her mother's house ..

At home Grandpa looks foreign to him ,

Alesa did not wear any clothes at all . neither did her brother .

So every day wear that shirt it keeps ..

for months ..

Alesa and her brother were just little children who had no purpose in life ..

After 1 year his father returned to his mother's house .

Finally Alesa's mother and father turned it over again .

And Alesa went home with her brother and father ..

But at that time Alesa did not want to live with her mother and father anymore .

Alesa also decided to live in the place of her grandfather from her mother Alesa who was only 3 houses away from her mother's house, Alesa sihc .

Go iia to the grandfather's house by carrying a few strands of clothes that Alesa used to wear a day² .

His grandfather also received with a chest room ..

Alesa from grade 1 to grade 6 Elementary who charges her school is the grandfather of her mother's .

From clothes or books, the grandfather is the one who charges it all ..

Alesa so used to clean the house, broom the house, wash the dishes, wash his own clothes . sometimes also told to cook salted fish for them to eat ..

His brother Alesa also did not live in the house of the grandfather of Alesa's mother, because the grandfather's house there are 3 rooms . And the main room was occupied by Alesa's unmarried uncle .

Alesa occupies the second room . Brother Alesa sleeping with his uncle .

And Alesa's grandfather occupied the third room , The room that grandfather used to occupy with his wife grandfather .

But his wife grandfather was first called the divine .

So there lived a grandfather who occupied the room ..

But there was a strange incident when Alesa was 8 years old, the grandfather did a strange thing to Alesa .

At first Alesa sleeps alone, but because she is still afraid to be more like the management of the grandfather .

But there are 2 x events that Alesa feels are strange .

It felt so strange painful .

Even though it is only the 8-year-old finger, the 8-year-old child can only be silent .

Then in hi**p that part . it feels really weird ..

But Alesa can only be silent, because it is very self-torturing ..

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It was also a memory of Alesa crying . For these 13 years, Alesa never told anyone about it ..

Alesa is silent in the heart only .

Because Alesa does not want the grandfather to be exposed to problems just because of himself ..

After that memory Alesa remembered back Alesa was crying over her poor life .

Not having a good future Alesa . and a little Alesa never dreamed what would be. .

Alesa was crying and covered her face .

Alesa has been subjected to abuse and rape . A broken family ..

The full story is ..

Alesa also listened to a song from last child: dieri my depression .

The song really describes Alesa's dark life ..

Alesa heard the song while closing her eyes .

Alesa was swept away in the lyrics of the song ..

According to his life story ..

Long heard the song Alesa was crying ..

Then close his eyes .

Because washed away in the strains of the song Alesa was asleep at 4am ..

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Maybe her tiny body is no longer strong, Facing the pain of her life this ..

Next part iia .