The Illusion I Can Have You

The Illusion I Can Have You
Every Human Being has the Right to Change



Alesa was wrong in that .


But Alesa realized, if one day God will forgive himself .


Alesa could not promise to be a better human being, but Alesa would prove it by continuing to do good to others .


Alesa was indeed someone who was useless and meant nothing .


But Alesa has a principle in her life: If Alesa will continue to do good and will continue to make people happy if she knows herself .


It didn't matter to Alesa if the other person only knew Alesa's name .


No need to know what his life story is like .


Because for Alesa her life story was a tiring journey .


People² do not need to know what sadness Alesa has experienced .


Enough people know Alesa will always be there when they need it .


Although sometimes Alesa also needs a place to lean .


Alesa is indeed an ordinary human being, who can sometimes also be sad, angry and cry .


But Alesa also does not want to be treated with people² , let Alesa pendam himself like his pain .


Good bad Alesa is the one who knows better .


Didn't feel Alesa's 3rd child had grown up .


Alesa wants her 3rd child to have a Rayhan-like character .


The meek and appreciative woman .


Afif Athar Rayhan is very similar to Rayhan's photo .


Maybe because during pregnancy only Rayhan who always thought Alesa . So her son Alesa is so similar to Rayhan .


If the meeting happens Alesa wants to tell Rayhan everything .


How hard is it to endure such a prolonged longing ??


I want to tell Rayhan a long story .


How hard is it to withstand all that feeling ??


And another one wants to hug Rayhan lama² .


What if that could happen ??


How lucky Alesa is to meet Rayhan . Isn't that the moment that Alesa ??


May the miracle exist .