The Illusion I Can Have You

Next day

After Alesa fell asleep and forgot about the incident, only silence was heard ...

the sun shines upon the earth ..

the rooster crowed, indicating that the morning had begun to come ..

but Alesa was still asleep, her tiny body hurt everything ..

After the sunlight began to pierce through her bedroom window, little by little iia opened her eyes ..

Alesa saw how beautiful the atmosphere in the morning , But her body felt a lot of pain, let alone that part ..

But Alesa had to get up , then immediately pack up for a bath ..

After sitting Alesa also took a towel, then headed to the bathroom.

Even though it hurts, but Alesa had to pack up to eat soon, because her small stomach had revolted ..

Have her stomach filled ..

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After finishing with her bathing ritual, maiia was kedapur , see what can be eaten .

apparently there is nothing at all ..

At his mother's house there was no breakfast ..

We enter in the story of Alesa who 8 years ago iia ..

So Alesa once lived in the home of her mother's grandfather from grade 1 of the same grade 6 Elementary School ..

During her stay she suffered abuse committed by her own grandfather .

But not until the relationship of husband and wife . only things - things that are not appropriate ajha done at night when Alesa was asleep ..

After entering the shelter of SMP Alesa back home .

In class 1 of Junior High, Alesa was raped .

But again - again Alesa never spoke that to anyone ..

Alesa's life is very sad, since childhood has seen both parents continue to fuss, then the age of 8 years was abused by the grandfather of his mother ..

Then 13 years old raped by her boyfriend .

That's how if one gets along, too innocent can also be fooled by men ..

But Alesa could only remain silent for that long.

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The rickshawman was 24 years old .

Because Alesa felt no more useful, so iia iia it was not ..

Alesa Uda does not go to school anymore, but Uda works because the time to enter class 2 Alesa can not pay for LKS books, so do not want her to have to give up her dreams , because parents also do not have a fee to pay it .

Alesa was also ridiculed by temen temen , no book why school ??

So that's why Alesa had to drop out of school, because she was embarrassed not to be able to pay the book money.

Especially if there is a PR from the teacher, it is difficult if there is no book ..

So after Alesa dropped out of school she was invited to work in a snack glossy, her salary was only 600 thousand/month ,

iia Gpp count new experiences for her self ..

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Alesa lived it up to 8 months, although he was a pedicab with the age of 24 years, but arguably the handsome continues to be sweet, white as well ..

Alesa also does not have the characteristics of dream men ..

What matters is good ..

At that time see his wealth is good gitu , friendly, mature ..

But unfortunately there is a tattoo on the right leg .

Alesa didn't think anything either ..

After getting to know and finally Alesa was honest about herself to the man that she was no longer a virgin ..

The man was shocked, but ordinary again .

Alesa just said if you want to accept me as I am, I am the same as you .

But the man is also honest, that he also likes to go in and out of night clubs, also likes to drink alcohol, but from now on less , if the club' that night no longer , because that's when he's still in the new week ...

before I moved here ..

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Next part iia ..

Let's help me dong, let's add more spirit in continuing this story ..

I'm also sick again, so sorry iia long wrote ..