The Illusion I Can Have You

The 3rd Son of Alesa

Day² passed and Alesa's stomach was clearly visible .

And the time for delivery is also quite close ..

Alesa still likes to daydream when reminded of the figure of Rayhan .

Rayhan has left Alesa .

And now Alesa is devastated by all that . Alesa can only see Rayhan's photos on her phone . Wishing Rayhan could come back to life, and be able to chat again with Alesa .

But in fact the hope was gone already , dashed in the middle of the road ..

asekarang Alesa has prepared her birth .

Alesa will be born in the clinic not at home .

That morning at around 06:00 Wib Alesa had felt a sign that alesa wanted to be born, and when he saw it was true .

But Alesa's stomach hasn't hurt .

After telling Ardy, Ardy panicked with Alesa .

Alesa also does not know what to do ??

all Alesa packed in a bag .

Looks like her son will be born today as well ..

And Ardy also not rickshaw . because he is afraid if later he is not home then Alesa will be the same who ??

And at seven o'clock in the morning Alesa and Ardy to the clinic which is quite far from home by motor ,,

Once there his midwife said that it was Uda opening 1, and will likely be born in the afternoon ..

So told at home first , because anak² Alesa also no one to guard at home .

So Alesa and Ardy have to go back home again ..

During the day Alesa felt her stomach wrapped around . and Alesa tried to walk back and forth ..

But it's getting sick .

Then Alesa called her midwife, but her midwife again outside the , probably until 14:00 Wib .

While the clock still shows at 13:00 Wib ..

So had to wait another 1 hour , so Alesa was home with Ardy was confused .

But Alesa relaxed, Alesa continued to go back and forth to the right and to the left, so that later the time of delivery was born ..

After waiting 1 hour at home finally his midwife also informed him that he would soon reach his clinic .

Alesa and Ardy went to the clinic, and when they got there not long the midwife came by the car she had ..

And it turns out that only opening 2, but why does it hurt bad , Alesa also felt guilty , is this a sin that he did so that God made the pain quite painful ??

The pain is quite repeated coming .

And it feels no longer strong to feel it all . dmFrom 6 to 3 hours there is no opening anymore .

After Alesa spoke to Ardy, if he uda is not strong anymore ..

Then Ardy told his midwife that he uda felt pain from 6 o'clock . Direct Alesa injected stimulant drugs so that the baby is born soon .

And seen already opening 3 .

After being injected with the pain stimulant it becomes more and more so, it feels Alesa no longer have energy .

In Alesa's mind was only Rayhan, and wished Rayhan could see Alesa and hold Alesa's hand very tightly ..

Alesa also prayed for the birth, Alesa always repeated the prayer continuously . Until his son was born ..

And after a long process finally the cry of the baby was heard ..

Alhamdulillah complete without any shortcomings .

And child Alesa male sex² .

Alesa's son is very white and looks handsome bangget .

Alesa always listened to the surah of Maryam and the surah of Joseph . The Deket Alesa stomach ..

So her son always heard it in Alesa's stomach ..

Alesa's son in name: Afif Athar Rayhan ..

Alesa wants her 3rd child like Rayhan, which is good ..

Alesa wants Afif to be tough and strong .unlike himself ..

And want to remember Rayhan in Alesa's life .

So Rayhan's name was pinned in the name of Alesa's son .

So much so that Alesa loves Rayhan ..

He did not want the name to be wiped from his memory .

Alesa will remember that until anytime .

Which will not be devoured by time ..

Will remain forever in the heart of Alesa for a long time ..