The Illusion I Can Have You

The Destroyed Future

At that time Alesa asked to be escorted home , in a bad state . To ride a motorcycle alone is quite difficult, like the road is also already , because the part hurts .

Alesa also walked slowly² , so as not to feel the pain is very extraordinary .

After being turned on his motorcycle, they also leave the place that became a silent witness to the destruction of his future Alesa ,

There was nothing more that Alesa could think of, only darkness, It turned out that being an adult was no fun .

If only that time could be played back , iia did not want to know the name of a man .

For him men² is the same, just make women as an outlet of their passions, without thinking How is the future of the woman they are damaged ?? will anyone be able to accept Alesa with Alesa condition no longer mean ??

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Along the way there was no chatter whatsoever, only the sound of the motorbike and the silence of the night, Alesa was silent, nothing came out of her tiny lips .

A 13-year-old boy who ruined his future by a man² is not necessarily his soul mate ..

How very sorry Alesa, too fast to grow up, that's what Alesa had in mind .

What will his fate be like . Would anyone accept a dirty woman like Alesa ?? that's what I always thought was going to repeat . Until the thought was stopped because the motorcycle had stopped right in front of the house Alesa .

Alesa was down with a very heart² <TAG1>, afraid if she stepped too fast she would hurt herself .

After the man came home, he entered, there was no more Alesa as usual, there was only a gloomy face .

She went to the bathroom and washed herself who looked so dirty and disgusting ..

He was crying over what had happened in his life .

After coming from the bathroom, he met his sister-in-law Kaka, the wife of his brother, Kaka-in-law also asked why his path was rich .

Alesa just said that if Alesa fell off the motorcycle as a blistering pepper on her leg, she lied to cover up her disgrace .

While lying Alesa was staring at the sky² his room with a blank look and occasionally wipe the tears that came out of his eyes ..

Old Alesa stared blankly at her bedroom ², she was still innocent and did not understand with her self , why it could happen by her , she felt ashamed before God , he feels the dirtiest man in the world .

Even now he is in the midst of*********** his body as if he would be disgusted by the touch he had experienced earlier ,

Every now and then she wants to cry and scream as loud as she can . but what power it all can't do ..

He recalled the incident 8 years ago, where Alesa was 5 years old, living in a family that was always noisy, and far from the word harmonious .

Almost every day Alesa heard a commotion from both her parents .

Simple home life, only 3 brothers, Alesa the 3rd smallest child .

Kaka's first child was a girl, and the second one was a brother .

Alesa Tiny daily is climbing trees and playing cooking with the kitchen in the neighborhood of his house .

Because in the neighborhood of his house there is still a sibling bond, so Alesa play with her nephew alone .

Ordinary Alesa always play cooking and cooking continues to play in the days of children²not know the game .

Every now and then the great Alesa smiled reminiscing about her childhood, while crying once in a while, why is it growing so fast ??

Late at night, Alesa's eyes could not be closed yet, Alesa still remembered the disgusting thing, occasionally Alesa covered her face with a pillow, then cried .

But Alesa still remembered her childhood, so that Alesa could forget the incident that she had just experienced ..

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