The Illusion I Can Have You

Rayhan Cemetery

Alesa from last night is still awake, her eyes do not want to be closed ..

Alesa is currently pregnant with her 3rd child ..

and Rayhan doesn't know about Alesa's big secret ..

Alesa's condition is getting worse . Alesa is like a rotten fish that does not sleep for 3 days 3 nights ..

Alesa wakes up always , while crying over Rayhan's departure .

Although he never met Rayhan's figure, but Rayhan was able to change the principles of life Alesa for the better .

And have a little color of life ..

Alesa also does not know why she can get pregnant with her 3rd child ??

Though there is no sign² any pregnancy .

What is possible because Uda is the 3rd child, so Alesa is used to it all ..

After entering the 3rd month Alesa only realized that Alesa was pregnant with her 3rd child ..

That's because Alesa doesn't menstruate ..

And after check , it turns out that Alesa actually contains .

And at that time Alesa was getting worse ..

On the one hand Alesa was comfortable with Rayhan, on the one hand it was like this .

What games did God give to life Alesa .

Why such a way ??

That's what Alesa does ..

Jm 9 Rayhan has been mummified ..

From 7 to 9 am Aisyah is still active . But after that hour Aisyah is no longer active .

Maybe again deliver her Aa to her last x ..

Everyone must be sad to hear the news, How not ??

A bachelor who from zero without papa beside her can make mama and Ade adenya happy .

It was a tremendous struggle Rayhan .

Until² can set up a house that is wide enough to occupy them all ..

Therefore Rayhan is too indifferent to the affairs of romance .

But dear , Alesa's love is only limited to endless wishful thinking ..

Their love is both pseudo , there is no end ..

Emang bener , if not a mate then until anytime will not mate .

No matter how hard you chase after her, if her destiny is not you, iia forever is not you !!

So Alesa never expected more .

Alesa hide that flavor ..

Alesa considers only silahturahmi .

But his self was stuck with his own heart ..

Now all only memories remain, Rayhan went for a long time ..

Separated in the absence of a meeting . and Rayhan never saw Alesa at all ..

Because Alesa never showed herself .

Alesa only knows Rayhan in her social media profile picture .

But to look at it up close, it has never been at all .

Until death picks up Rayhan, Alesa also never saw in person ..

Rayhan has departed from this mortal world .

And left a million happy memories for Alesa .

Alesa who felt her life had long since died long ago . Now I have to feel it again ..

Exams alternating, do not know until when will it end beautifully ??

Alesa just daydreamed and said :

" Good good man's way, the memory is so beautiful, though there are so many lies that Alesa has done, but you are still sad to treat me well , with your words so meek, good people now you no longer feel pain, you are calm on the side of the divine, be happy there iia , until my apology to Allah, for there have been too many sins that Alesa has committed in the world, please tell Allah: Permission can Alesa meet you once only , after that if Alesa has to go into hell, then Alesa will be happy after that , it's okay we are different places , so long as you can meet once with yourself 🥺

While saying that in her daydream Alesa let out her tears .

He is very affectionate with Rayhan, he is like a friend, a friend, Kaka, and it can be anything .

Alesa was blinded by Rayhan's kindness ..

So it was the heart of Alesa ..

Alesa is not a cheap girl, she knows who she is . Therefore, the prayer for Rayhan is only so that Rayhan can be given the best soul mate later ..