The Illusion I Can Have You

Memories of 8 Years of Silence

The night is getting late, but Alesa has trouble sleeping, because Aleaa is still confused with her life ...

Aleaa tries to remember the memories of 8 years ago, when Alesa became a child ,,

Alesa who is now 13 years old, and has experienced hal² that is not good for her future ...

At the time of little Alesa his family always noisily just because of trivial problems .

So Alesa's life is far from happy .

Alesa has always seen the lives of others why is it so beautiful ?? with a harmonious family and loving each other .

In Alesa's daydream in the middle of the night, Alesa was awakened and crying for herself ..

Why did all this happen to her ..??

When I was a child, I had a family that was always noisy, there was an incident that made Alesa difficult to escape it ,

That is where Alesal and his father had to go from his mother's house, just because his father came home at night and with a few birds .

Hobby his father Alesa likes to look for birds in the middle of the forest .

But her fault is that Alesa's father doesn't work, that's what makes her mom so mad .

Just looking for his work every day bird, his mother Alesa only worked as a farmer, his father Alesa also worked farmers . But if it is a hobby is difficult to say ..

On that night the commotion broke out, everyone came out of his house, and saw Alesa's parents fighting outside the house ..

Alesa could only quietly watch her parents fuss like that .

Little Alesa doesn't know what to do ??

After being separated by orang² , finally dad decided to ask his son² another .

Who wants to come with Dad ??

Who wants to go with mom ??

Alesa is confused about who to choose, because Alesa feels calm if there is beside the father, Alesa chooses the father, and Abang Alesa also chooses the father . if Kaka women prefer mothers ..

So that very night Alesa, her father and brother left her mother's house .

With a heavy heart Alesa had to leave her mother's house ..

Alesa goes on an ont bike ride piggybacked by Alesa's father, Alesa sits in front on the bike trunk ,

Brother sitting behind dad ..

The bike ontel belonged to brother, father Alesa minjem to be able to get to his father's house father father . Her grandfather Alesa from the father's side ..

His house is quite far away, Alesa passed through the dark streets, and the road from behind , which looks only corn garden and trees ,

Alesa just looked around ..

Didn't say what² along the way , because it's also sleepy ..

In the daydream Alesa was realized, how sad the story of little Alesa was ..

Alesa was crying, Alesa once in a while wiped away her tears ..

Then Alesa stopped again, when the ontel bike stopped at the small house that is his grandfather's house Alesa .

At the hour that has been shown at 12 pm .

the door of Alesa's grandfather's house is closed .because it's time for rest .

Dad knocked on the door and called his dad .

and grandfather woke up, and opened the door, and told us to come in .

Perhaps Alesa's father had already told that incident to Kekek ..

So we are welcome to enter by grandfather .

Alesa and her brother went inside 'em, then dad showed us the room we were going to occupy for a while .

In the room there was only a bed made of 'board, without any pedestal .

There's only a pillow on that board .

Finally because it was night , Alesa, her father and brother slept one bed ..

Alesa's grandfather is married again, because Alesa's biological grandmother died because she gave birth to her uncle Alesa, so the grandparents again same step-grandmother, step-grandmother under the child 1 ..

Step-grandmother Alesa doesn't talk much .

The next day Alesa woke up and saw that Alesa's father was no longer beside her, only her brother .

Alesa woke up and looked out, apparently there was a step-grandmother who was weighing water ,

at that time there was no water machine ..

Alesa was speechless and only saw her grandmother waste the water .

His grandmother asked: have you woken up Alesa ??

Alesa just spoke up already ..

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Alesa was awakened from her daydream ..

The clock has shown at 2 am .but Alesa has trouble sleeping .. Memories of that childhood are also remembered again by Alesa who is now ...

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