The Illusion I Can Have You

Accompanying Doctors Until Healthy Back

Hari² passed by Alesa as usual ..

After all his activities are completed then iia will immediately look for his mobile phone, and actually there is a chat from Rayhan ..

Alesa smiled looking at the name, then saw what the chat was about .

As usual Rayhan always said his greetings first .

Because Rayhan is very obedient to the head of the creator and his parents, so it is natural that he always so ..

Rayhan asked: Alesa what else ?? Uda eat yet ??

Even though Rayhan is sick, Rayhan never bothered with Alesa . always give attention that Ardy may never do to Alesa .

There Alesa felt sad, why she had to be trapped by two hearts like this. This is all wrong, but how else , Alesa woman who needs attention and understanding .

But it was hard to get her .

After being silent, Alesa answered all Rayhan's questions, then Rayhan immediately replied .

Alesa long time typing, but Rayhan not ..

Although in a state of illness Rayhan always took the time to inform Alesa .

Because Rayhan does not want Alesa to be angry with herself anymore ..

Until so Rayhan .he is a very quiet person, even rarely smiling .

But with Alesa, Rayhan always talks a lot .

Alesa also did not understand all of that ..

Rayhan loves Alesa very much, and Alesa feels that way too .

Alesa knows if Rayhan's starting to like himself .

But Alesa is hard to tell the truth, if she is married ..

Remembering that, Alesa always apologized to God and cried .

Why can Alesa get stuck with all this ??

Alesa is tired of constantly lying to Rayhan .

Rayhan was so good, but Alesa was already evil to her . With so many lies that Alesa had done .

If Rayhan had known the truth, Rayhan would have stayed away from him, and Alesa was afraid it would have happened .

But someday all will be discovered, and Rayhan will hate a lifetime to Alesa ..

Rayhan always asked Alesa's address, but Alesa did not want to tell him the address . Alesa knows if she gives then Rayhan will come , and it will put her in the danger zone ..

And Alesa doesn't want any commotion ..

Days² passed , Rayhan is still undergoing a recovery period .. And hopefully healthy as ever . Alesa just always prayed like that.Even Alesa prayed to God this way: o Allah if thou wilt give healing, then I am ready to be far from her self . if I was the cause of the pain . Then I will stay away from her and give her a good soul mate and affection with her family as well ..

So is the chanting of Alesa prayer for people who are very dear .

Alesa has never been treated as well as that by men .

there was only male ill will towards Alesa .

So it is natural that Rayhan is the ideal figure of Alesa .

But it's an illusion that can only be imagined by Alesa .

Because it won't be possible .

By status Alesa is married ..

After several months of illness, Rayhan never left his prayer service ..

Rayhan was very diligent in doing all of that .

Sometimes you have to lie down or sit down . But Rayhan did it all .

Once Alesa told Rayhan under iia would love to race to read the Qur'an with Rayhan .

At that time Alesa did not know that Rayhan was very good at it ..

Alesa also just wants to get closer to the creator .

It was March and very close to the birthday of Alesa, but she never uttered it with Rayhan .

So Rayhan also did not know if soon Alesa's age was 25 years old ..

Alesa's age will enter 25 years and her child² is also getting bigger, her first child is 9 years old and the second 5 years old .

Here Anak Alesa is 3 , will enter the story of the child to 3 Alesa .

Alesa also did not know that Rayhan was born on April 19, 1995, only 1 year different from Alesa ..

After learning about it, Rayhan said a prayer for Alesa ..

And that's just him and God knows .