The Illusion I Can Have You

The Illusion I Can Have You
There Was Once A Love Between Us



They both love each other .


But dear soul mate is not that, but death .


And no one can blame fate .


Alesa also did not know , why did she know Rayhan's kind heart .. ??


What good has Alesa done ?? So that he can be close to the figure of Rayhan, who is said to be mysterious ?? Clearly mysterious, known only through the social world but can be so it seems !!


That is if God wills what is impossible in this world ..


Found but not for a match, but to be able to understand that this world is not a place to live, but a place to stay ..


Its nature is only temporary . and gives an example that a living human being will all experience what is called death .


Ready not all must be ready .


going to the end of the world even if he hides, if his destiny must be no, yes it will be no ..


That is what Alesa got .


Alesa recalls the million beauties that Rayhan has given her ..


Even though it was only a small concern, but Alesa was so deeply touched by all of her ..


During his life Alesa knew many men² , Rayhan was the one who was very dear to Alesa ingrained .


If Alesa was asked: Who will she choose in her life ?? The answer: is Rayhan ...


Alesa just wants to live with Rayhan, if it can ..


Alesa also likes to fantasize about it all .. But he is easily self-conscious . How could a dirty human be united with such a good human ??


It wouldn't be possible, 'before someone else said it all , Alesa was self-conscious ..


Rayhan has calmed down beside Allah SWT, and is no longer in pain .


But Alesa is very hard hit , usually in certain hours² Rayhan likes to tell this is sick , it hurts . Always call the name Alesa 🥺


And that's what Alesa misses so much ..


The feeling is still there, and will always be there until death to pick up Alesa ..


Alesa now likes to daydream and is not as bright as eating .


Pregnant women should be strong to eat, but precisely Alesa is not ..


Alesa continued to remember Rayhan's figure, sitting and bending her legs and Alesa hugged her feet ..


Alesa feels lost half her life ..


But Alesa must be strong for her sake and her child² .


The taste was wrong, it was that feeling that was too encouraging Alesa to constantly remember Rayhan .


Rayhan has calmed down, but Alesa just keeps remembering her every time ..


7 Days Rayhan left this world ..


Aisyah and her mother held an event at her home to pray for the late Rayhan ..


Rayhan's family is famous for having an extraordinary charity .


Famous for a nice and friendly family ..


So it's only natural that when Rayhan is gone, many come and salute Rayhan's body ..


Many are saddened by the sad news ..


Including her mother Rayhan, her mother greatly lost the figure of Rayhan .


The child whom he had been proud of² will have to first face the divine ..


At the age of 26 years in a state of illness . and unmarried ..


His mother was devastated, but because her mother understood religion, so that too much was not good . and she had to let her first child go for her entire life .


The child he used to take² , he took a bath , iia bribe , now has calmed down on the side of the divine ..


" Goodbye good people "


Be at peace with God, if you are allowed to meet you later, then it is the day that Alesa feels very happy for life ..


Alesa always spoke of it in her daydreams, when recalling Rayhan ...