The Illusion I Can Have You

April 20th Becomes History

Rayhan also did not heal, mala disease that Rayhan suffered increasingly gnawing his body .

There is a lot done by Rayhan .

But God willed another .

After being unconscious, Rayhan also felt his whole body was very sick .

And the atmosphere in the hospital was so bad .

Rayhan spoke to Alesa .

After Rayhan regains consciousness, Rayhan asks for his handpone from Aisya adenya ..

And immediately told everything to Alesa ..

Alesa was also sad, why can a good person be sick like this .

Alesa asked why is it like this ?? though Uda often control to the doctor ..

Then Rayhan answered: iia should be mingling .

But here it doesn't feel good, all the bodies hurt Alesa ..

Rayhan complained about it, and kept asking to go home to his adenya . and Rayhan also spoke to Alesa .

But Alesa prevented that ,

Alesa: New people down to the hospital, time to go home again , if you want to be healthy there first . Denger not A ?

here Alesa Uda dared to call Rayhan with the name Aa ..

rayhan continued to answer :

Rayhan: Yes but here does not feel good Alesa . Aa wants to go home, later at home Aa will be healed .

Alesa: Aa dear is not the same mother as Ade Ade ??

if dear , then there first . until healed .

Rayhan : Yes Aa wants to heal Alesa, but here is not good .. Aa dear to mother and Ade Ade who one of them also love you Alesa ..

Alesa: if Aa loves Alesa, then stay there until healthy, and go through the healing process .

Rayhan : Yes Aa will stay here , for the sake of the one Aa loves ..

Alesa: If you love me, do not want to go home alone . it is also for your health A.

Alesa typed it while crying .he had no food at all when Rayhan was hospitalized . His heart was not calm . His mind is fucked up . Alesa was afraid of things she didn't want to happen .

Rayhan was recited by the words Alesa , because he was very dear to Alesa , therefore what Alesa said Rayhan was always horrified ..

Rayhan asked Alesa .

Rayhan: What's Alesa again ?? Uda eat yet ??

Alesa: Again sitting A, have not eaten .

Rayhan: Why haven't you eaten yet ??

Alesa: No appetite, Aa so no appetite .

Rayhan: Ma'afi Aa Alesa .

Alesa: Alesa from earlier crying continues A , mikiri Aa .

Rayhan : Don't cry Alesa , Aa's fine² . Eat to make you strong .

Rayhan: Why did it come ?

Alesa : Not strong to see Aa , until it comes to the question why eyes ?? But Alesa says no why² , watch the torture of the grave .

Rayhan: Na'afi Aa Alesa, Uda make you cry . Sorry about Aa Neng ..

Rayhan had started calling Alesa neng .

Karna Rayhan of west Java and Sundanese tribe, so Alesa wanted to be called by that name ..

Around eight o'clock at night Alesa and Rayhan were still chattering ..

Rayhan spoke there :

Rayhan: No one can hurt neng, neng should not cry, Aa can not accept if neng to let out tears .

Alesa: Ehmm iia A ,

Alesa was so surprised by Rayhan's words ,.

Rayhan was so worried about Alesa ..

But here it is 'Mala does as she pleases .

While looking at that, Alesa also shed tears .

New x this she is loved so sincerely her .

Recently she felt precious in the eyes of men ..

Alesa: if Aa does not want to see Alesa crying, then Aa must be healed for the sake of Alesa .. That's all Alesa wants A .

Rayhan: Yes Aa also wants Aa healthy Alesa . if Aa healthy you want not the same person as Aa ??

Alesa: Shocked, her heart wants to be proud, but Alesa is self-conscious who she is . After knowing everything Rayhan will not be Sudi close to Alesa 😔

Rayhan: Why hasn't Alesa answered ??

Alesa: He was healed . If Aa Uda is healed it can be discussed again .

Rayhan: Yes doain Aa always iia Neng . So that Aa can immediately sehatan .

Alesa: Aamiin, Alesa always doain Aa and soon married A . If Uda is cured, do not forget to tell Alesa if it is her H day ..

Alesa typed it with tears .

How could she see Rayhan standing with another woman ?? Destroyed maybe his heart if it happens ..

But Alesa was heartened, Alesa cried with a smile . Because there will be something best for Aa Rayhan ..

Rayhan: If dating after marriage gpp kan Alesa .

Alesa: Gpp A Mala is more romantic .

Rayhan: Yes I want it, just don't want to date . But dating after marriage how ??

Alesa: Yes Gpp A important both are happy, keep happy .

Alesa bowed her head, she also shriveled in her heart: Happy to be proud if she can have you A . Who wouldn't want to be with you like this ??

there will definitely be something better and hopefully age with iia ..

Alesa spoke that inwardly .iia could only love Rayhan in this way . He wants to hope more . But Alesa was very self-conscious ..