The Illusion I Can Have You

Trying to End Life

Alesa keeps remembering Rayhan in her life .

There was not the slightest hint of Alesa forgetting the figure of Rayhan .

Alesa can go crazy with her feelings of it .

Alesa once thought of ending her life .

By not breathing , then scraping his hand with a knife .

Repeatedly x Alesa do that .

But in fact, every Alesa gave up his life there, the help of God came .

Maybe it's true that Alesa is no longer strong enough to live this life .

But if Alesa tried it then later it would be much more drying there .

Wasn't the person who killed himself, his spirit wasn't calm ??

Why not calm down ??

Because what makes him die, then it will also torture himself .

Alesa also remembered that, indeed Alesa was not a worship expert, but the young Alesa realized that it was wrong .

With a swift Alesa also locked his intention was .

Alesa immediately uttered the istighfar .

Perhaps the devil has possessed himself, because his self is far from God and easily seduced .

But almighty God immediately gave the code if it was wrong .

Alesa cried admitting her mistake .

Trying to kill yourself is not a good solution .

There will be the best solution .

It's just that we're too quick to draw conclusions .

If God wants to take you, why not just from birth ??

The answer is: That you may better understand this life . Humans are not required to understand, but just lived .

on that journey will surely find the solution .

So be patient for a moment, don't be careless in taking action .

Live only once, use your life as best you can .

One who does not want to be revived into the world just because he wants to do all good .

For only Sholeh's part and charity can help us there .

God never promises after rain there will surely be a rainbow .

God can only say that behind every problem there must be a way out .

We are deliberately left first, so that we realize what our mistakes are .

Is our worship good ??

Is our bow right ??

Do we remember when Adhan ??

That is how God rebukes us .

Delicately reprimanded with the call of the Adhan but unwilling to come .

Turn given new exams coming up .

There is something wrong with her own .

Let us be human beings who like self-introspection.

Goods that time that will help us to immediately realize .

Alesa was like that too .

Easily aware and easily complacent by world affairs .

But his sleep was not prolonged .