The Illusion I Can Have You

About Destiny

Who would have known this would happen in Alesa's life ??

Alesa never asked for happiness in her life .

In Alesa's life there is only a glimmer of hope that may be difficult to materialize .

Alesa only wants : If someday if Alesa has enough money, Alesa will open her house to be able to help people² the distress .

That's Alesa's greatest wish .

Alesa saw the person in the street her heart felt pity .

When everyone is on break people² on the streets still have to keep looking for junk to be converted into money ??

The body is already vulnerable, wrinkles on the eyelids are clearly visible .

Parents won't stop watching their children not eat ??

But it is precisely his son² sometimes not self-conscious with destiny that has been outlined to him .

Simple life is better than luxury life .

Simple life we can gather with family, even if the side dishes are what they are .

That is what every child will miss his² .

But Alesa also never ate the same with her family , because the system at home Alesa was eating take her own² , there is no dish like a harmonious home .

When married just now Alesa knows food served in the family Ardy .

Alesa is not a good wife and mother .

Alesa likes angry² unclear with her son² .

On the one hand from childhood he lacked a touch of affection, on the one hand Ardy's nature was so cold and hard .

Ardy is indeed her husband , but only dear to her child² course .

If it's Alesa , Ardy is like a sick person .

There is always a long discussion between the two .

Maybe Ardy regretted marrying Alesa ??

Ardy often talks like that .

Even if Ardy is angry, Alesa always likes to be told to go .

Anyway if Alesa goes, where is Alesa going ??

Is it possible Alesa separated from anak² .

While Ardy does not allow if his child² is under by Alesa .

Alesa's life has gone awry, where is Alesa going ??

In this world Alesa has no escape to go .

So even though Ardy does as he pleases, Alesa always forgives him .

Maybe because only Ardy can bear all the needs of Alesa .

And maybe real if Alesa just hitchhiked and he paid for all the needs of Alesa, so Alesa must be horrified by all the words that Ardy had thrown at him .

His words were so heartbreaking .

There is no warmth in his speech .

Alesa needs that .

But for the sake of her child² , Alesa willingly hurt for during her² .

Let Alesa be so until later .

Nothing can change destiny, right ??

And no one can help Alesa live ??

Everyone may be helped by Alesa, but not necessarily people can help Alesa ??

If so .

Alesa also did not ask to be pitied by others, even though Alesa's life was wrong .

The important thing is that happy people can get to know Alesa .

Alesa's grief has always been rasain himself .

Both of Alesa's parents never knew what her child was feeling .

That's because Alesa doesn't want her parents to know if her son is suffering with the marriage ??