The Forbidden Love of Dara

Uncertain

After that he went up and sat on the bike, climbed the standard and stater it, I was still fixated just watching his movements.

"Beib... ayooo ride!" call him, I immediately step up and ride his motorbike.

Because there was a sense of awkwardness, making me just speechless a word all the way, let alone hugging him from behind as usual I was not in the mood.

But the alma mater he wore felt very warm hugging my body even though the wind this afternoon had begun to feel cold boiling on my face.

Maybe because Arga knew that I was still a bit traumatized by the accident, so he was riding his bike very slowly and very carefully more than usual.

Whether because he was used to it or indeed he was more vigilant, hugged by him at this time I really feel safe even without holding on to him.

Fifteen minutes passed, the two of us shaking in silence along the way, making the distance felt even further than it should have been.

Though almost every day I was driven home by him, the journey from school to the house that mileage for almost an hour in medium speed, even felt so close!

but this time, the remaining quarter of the way felt very long and far away!

But when it got closer to home, I started to get confused myself, not knowing later after until I had to behave and say what to him?at least I'll keep it stale.

The more I thought about the words I was going to say, the more my brain remembered the betrayal he had committed this afternoon!

How not to remember? Because obviously, I also saw his back facing Amira in front of him.

And for sure this time I will not offer it to stop by the house, because ....

Uugh.... Why is it that at times like this my feelings of hate begin to recur? I really can't stand it if I have to linger - long to see it let alone close to him like this.

Arriving in front of the house, Arga directly directs his motorbike in the front yard of the house where he used to park, but not until the motorbike stops I have already opened his helmet, so when he just turned off the engine, so when he just turned off the engine, I also got off the bike first and immediately let go of the alma mater that he wore to me earlier, and quickly - quickly put it on the motorcycle stank without having time he stood let alone get off the bike .

Anyway, without a lot of bases, I just say :

"Thank you Ga,!" while running home.

"Well, beib!!!? tu...." he who had not had time to receive his hand, looked confused when I returned his alma mater just in front of him.

I quickly opened the door and then closed it.

"Yuuuff!!" I breathed behind the door

"Maybe my attitude just now was cruel to him, but to me what he had done was even more cruel!!" I said in my heart

This time I really wanted to avoid him for a while, which would definitely take a long time.

The most important thing now is, now I only need time to be alone first so that my feelings and thoughts can calm down again.

The state of the door of the house that was not locked when I entered just now, of course because my brother Doni who had come home earlier than me.

"hmmp? Doni's in his room now." I thought

While taking off my shoes I observed a sound from outside the house that had not been heard the sound of Arga's motorbike which meant he was still ahead.

"He what? why not go home right away?!" there was curiosity, but I had no intention of peering out to see her.

Regardless of whether Arga had left or not, I began to head to my room on the second floor.

I don't want to think about him for now, just need my room to rest!

While stepping towards the house, I saw that Doni was in front of the tv was cool with his ps4. Without reprimanding me or greeting him, I began to climb the stairs one by one with my legs that already felt very sore.

Really bad mood today!

Then when I arrived in the room I smelled the scent of perfume that was still scattered in this room, the state of the room was still the same as when I left this morning, I hung the bag next to the study table and pressed the remote ac.

TIIIIM!

Looking at the bed and pillows - a very neat pillow, actually I can not bear to want to be on it but the sticky feeling of my skin accompanied by the smell of street exhaust smoke, actually I can not stand it, it makes me uncomfortable to rest.

Although very tired and sleepy, but I will not dirty my bed sheet, so I will soon go to the bathroom that is in every room in this house.

The floor of the bathroom that had dried up because it was not used for most of the day became warm when I stepped on it, immediately I immediately prepared - ready to take a shower to clean my body and hair from dust, and I was ready to wash my hair, also to refresh this complicated mind.

When I opened the shower tap, immediately the drops of water that was swift and cold immediately wet the entire body, the freshness began to seep from the skin of the head to the tip of my feet, makes me feel the fading of all the heat that sticks all over the body.

"Aaaah... finally... segaaar...!" I said while taking a bottle of shampoo.

I don't know why I arrived - suddenly a shadow again - a shadow that I don't want to remember. Well again - again so rethink all the events of today, which feels so long and tiring.

Moreover, the part that has Arganya, very tight my chest makes me unable to hold back any more anger and disappointment, so all of you let me vent my cry that I have been holding from earlier under this shower water droplet.

My tears flowed in tandem with the drops of water falling from my hair, because it was a little dizzy so I massaged - gently massage my head to be calmer and then rinse it little by little.

My eyes, nose and lips turned red and began to swell. I rubbed my body with soap as I gripped my skin occasionally due to anxiety with the behavior of Arga and Amira.

Slowly - my blood flow also began to feel cold, but somehow I felt a long time - a bit less well, a long time ago, though usually I really like to take a long shower just to absorb the freshness of the water.

But kok.... just took a quick shower, the tips of my fingers and toes began to tremble?

Brrrrrrr!!! suddenly I was cold.

And the water feels even colder?!

Finally I also speed up my bathing process, in a hurry - I rinse all the soap foam that is still attached to my skin, after which I handuki dry before wearing a kimono towel.

With the same towel, I wrapped the wet hair over my head.

Then without hesitation I opened the bathroom door that was directly connected to my room, and I forgot that inside it had blown evenly cold ac steam.

{{~Huuuuu~}}

More shivering and start to feel frozen until it repeats itself, slowly but surely I step my feet

"Berrrrrrrrrrr!!!!" sometimes I get cold, and .....

Tiiiiiiiit !!!!

Finally, his water outlet was closed...

However, with my lips and teeth that have been shivering trembling, I think I will no longer be able to resist if I have to finish using full clothes first, I think I will no longer be able to resist, so I decided to immediately go up in bed and lay down and cover my entire body which was just wearing a kimono towel with a blanket to the head.

Smelling the soft scent of bed linen made me feel comfortable and at ease. Just a little while lying down I had started to feel warm and my shivering was slow - the land had started to subside.

I opened slowly - my eyes were still sore slightly and felt slightly thickened, I pulled out the tip of my finger and opened a little blanket that covered my head.

I saw the sound and the color of the light had changed, I looked at the direction of the clock that I thought was broken or exhausted batrenya, I looked carefully the seconds it turned out to still be spinning, So.....

"Aaaach I fell asleep once....!!" muttered

I woke up with my body still covered with towels and blankets, not realizing it was time to show at nine o'clock at night.

My body is no longer shivering but there is still a chill when the wind blows it, even though the air temperature in my room is very warm because the ac is still in an off state.

My eyes that still want to be closed even though the sleepiness has begun to disappear make me so lazy to get out of bed.

"hmmm.. Mama has not come home yet?! ah mending me down first!" I open the blanket and sit on the bed.

"But there is no sound - what ,,, oiya yaa.. now it is Sunday night must still be rame in the store!" I said as I lowered my feet from the bed

But when I started to stand up I felt a bit dizzy, maybe because I fell asleep in a state of wet hair, I thought.

Immediately I put on my clothes, then I sat down in front of the dresser, started combing my matted hair and it was still a bit damp.

When I look in the mirror, I notice my eyelids are still flushed and even swollen, while I press - press slowly I think I should compress later before going to bed.

"Sister..?" (tok-tok-tok!) call Doni while knocking on the door

"Open up Don!." answered me while still combing in front of the dresser

Kree!!! (door sounds open)

Doni immediately opened the door but only slightly, just fit to pass through his thin body, and he approached me who was sitting in front of the dressing table.

"Why Don?!" ask this often nosy sister.

"Sir, there's brother Arga in front of the house!" she said as her hands played my perfume bottle

"Have you told him to come in!?" ask me who is lazy to serve Arga

"Yes, tapii ..." haven't had time to talk I cut her

"Why not ask Don?! it should be right when he just came you directly tell brother first! This brother is annoyed with people, so again males meet with whom - who is now, anyway had met, so what else he came here night - night!!" speaking without pause, the end made Doni upset

"Sister niih! the belom people finished talking about the nyerocos continues!!" said Doni while nahan same gregetan me

"So I bargained for Arga, but she didn't want to, she said just to talk to Brother for a minute!!" unambiguously

Aduuuuh this guy... really - really! though I would like to avoid it again, how is this donk?!.....

Actually in my heart there is a fear because maybe he really wants to talk about this relationship, actually, I'm still not ready to accept the fact that until he really broke off the relationship with me because I prefer Amira.

"yes yes, Mending I ask for help Doni tell him to come home again on the grounds that I have slept... yes, that's it!!" I think I feel like I got an idea

"Sister?!" call Doni a little surprised me

"even dumb? how about that Arga pity tauuu..!" said

"That means he didn't come in, did he? where is he now?!" ask me

"She's waiting on the front porch, hmmm but why is she still wearing school uniform anyway?! where did he come from at this hour when the balloons come home ...."

DEEGG!!!

"HAAAH?!!" Suddenly I was surprised to make my eyes drool for a moment, hearing the words of Doni who said that now Arga is in front of the house still wearing school uniforms!?

"A - what's Don!? Arga's STILL in front of the house wearing a uniform?!!!" I asked in a panicked tone, looking at the clock that had been almost half ten nights.

"Yes, why are you still IN FRONT?! don't don't don't mean brother? means she did come with sister from this afternoon or how?!!" ask back Doni without pause while frowning his forehead in confusion

I couldn't answer all of Doni's questions, even if it was just enough to say "yes", but my mind was already tangled with panic.

Until - until I forget my plan to ask Doni to help tell him to come home.

"I'm coming down!!!" I said I was getting nervous.

"Aren't you told to go in first, brother?" asked Doni again who was still astonished to see me arrived - suddenly panicked.

"yeah, don't!" I answered briefly while hurriedly combing his long hair that was still a little tangled.

Then Doni stepped out of the room while looking at my behavior, he closed the door and left not knowing down or his room.

Suddenly my head feels heavy, what the hell does Arga really want until this hour has not come home? thought

"It's true that he hasn't come home since this afternoon, Aduuuuh!!!" my lips said I was talking to myself.

Then the battery rushed to put the comb on the dressing table, stood up from sitting down to pick up the towel that was still lying on the mattress, and then hung it back hanging in my bathroom.

In haste I went out of the room, went down the stairs and went straight to the front door, although there was a sense of hesitation to be there to find him, but there is also a sense of worry that bothers my mind to him now.

For a moment I stopped at the door to convince my next move!